aWnbdbn¬\n∂v HmSnt∏mbh¿

Ah¿ BZycm{Xnbn¬ aWnbdbn¬\n∂v HmSnt∏mbhcmbncp∂p. ]Xp]XpØ

InS°, ap√∏qhns‚ Nqgv∂p \nev°p∂ hmk\, X´n¬ Xqßp∂ Ae¶mc∏Wnbp≈
hnf°n¬\n∂p h∂ \oeshfn®w, AcnIn¬ InS°p∂ kz]v\w. F∂n´pw Abmƒ
]d™p, \ap°v ChnsS \n∂v HmSnt∏mhmw.
Ahƒ°bmsf s]s´∂v C„s∏´p. Ahƒ hnhmlsas¥∂v Adn™ncp∂Xn\p
apºv cm{XnIfn¬ I≠ncp∂ kz]v\ßfn¬ H∂mbncp∂p AXv. \ndsb PmeIßfpw,
Iq‰≥ hmXmb\ßfpap≈ Hcp aebnembncp∂p AhfpsS aWnbd. Ahƒ
Ip´nbmbncp∂t∏mƒ Nn{X]pkvXIØn¬ I≠ cmPIpamcs\t∏mse Hcmfmbncp∂p
AhfpsS hc≥. cm{Xn F√mhcpw Ddßnbt∏mƒ cmPIpamc≥ AhfpsS ssI]nSn®v HmSn
1 Xmgvhcbn¬ ImØp\n∂ IpXncbpsS ]pdØp Ibdn t]mbn. ho≠pw ho≠pw
Nn√pPmeIßfpw Iq‰≥ hmXmb\ßfpw kz]v\Øn¬ h∂t∏msg√mw Ahƒ aoih®
cmPIpamct\bpw AbmtfmsSm∏w h\m¥cßfn¬ \nemhpX´n Xnfßp∂ CeIfp≈
aWn-b-d-bn¬\n∂v sNSnIƒ°nSbneqsSbp≈ HmSnt∏m°pw Hm¿Øp.
Hm-Sn-t∏m-b-h¿ B kz]v\tam¿Øv Ahƒ ]d™p: \apt°mSnt∏mhmw At√?
C. lcn-Ip-am¿ AsX, Abmƒ ]d™p. AbmfpsS CSsØ ssI AhfpsS Acs°´nembncp∂p.
Ipd®papºmWv Ahƒ ]d™Xv, AhnsSØs∂ sh®m¬ aXn, apIfnte°p Ibd≠,
Xmtgm´ndßpIbpw.
Abmƒ Nncn®p. ]cp]cpØ Nncn. Ahƒ BtemNn®p, Cu Nncn BcpsS
t]msebmWv?
Abmƒ Xmsg kzoIcWapdnbn¬ GXm\pw aWn°qdpIfpsS ]cnNbØns‚
XWen¬ X¬°mew A`bw tXSnbXv Hm¿Øp. XSn®v IÆSbn´, cXnbpsS
Ikn\msW∂p ]d™ `cX≥ F∂p t]cp≈ sNdp∏°mc≥ Ft∏mgpw Xami
]d™psIm≠ncp∂p. Abmƒ ]d™p.
Ct∏mƒ iinsb Hcmƒ ImØncn°p∂p≠mhpw.
Abmƒ cXn°pth≠n Np‰pw t\m°pIbmbncp∂p. Ahfnt∏mƒ aWnbdbn¬
Bbncn°psa∂v Abmƒ Duln®p. kabw ]Øcbmbncn°p∂p. F¥mWmcpw hcmØXv?
AbmfpsS hnNmc[mc a\ nem°nbn´mbncn°Ww, `cX≥ ]d™p:
Rm≥ t]mbn t\m°s´, F¥mWh¿ sNøp∂sX∂v.
amebnSepw tamXncw amdepw Ign™ tijw cXnbpsS ssI]nSn®v afi]w
hewh®v apIfn¬ aWnbdbnte°p \S°ptºmƒ ap∂n¬ hnf°p ]nSn®p \S∂
s]¨Ip´nsb Hm¿Øp. \S°p∂Xn\nSbn¬ Hcp \nanjw ASptØ°p \oßn \n∂v
Ahƒ a{¥n®p: apdps° ]nSnt®mfp.
Abmƒ Xs‚ ]nSn apdp°nbt∏mƒ cXnbpsS apJØp hncn™ ]p©ncn, ]n∂oSv
AXns‚ ImcWw ]d™t∏mƒ Hcp henb Nncnbmbn amdn.
AXp ImcWw aWnbdbn¬ I´nent∑encp∂v AΩbpw AΩmbnbpw kv]qWn¬
hmbn¬ Hgn®p X∂ ]m¬ IpSn°ptºmgpw B Nncn AhfpsS apJØp≠mbncp∂p.
s]Æn\p hfsc kt¥mjmbncn°p∂p. AΩmbn ]d™p.
Fßn\ym kt¥mjmhmXncnIym?
a[pcambn sIm≈nhm°pIƒ ]dbp∂ B s]¨Ip´n. ]ns∂ NncnbpsS
kvt^mS\߃. kzoIcWapdnbpsS hmXnev°¬ `cX≥ Xncns®Øn.
cXn iin°pth≠n apdp°m\p≠m°p∂p≠v.
Abmƒ s]s´∂p ]I®p. Abmƒ apdp°mdn√. ]ns∂, ]n∂mse h∂ AΩmbn
ho≠pw F√mh¿°pw H∂n®ncp∂p apdp°p∂Xns\∏‰n ]d™t∏mƒ Abmƒ°v
Bizmkambn. CsXmcp sIWnbmWv. Abmƒ kt¥mjn®p. Abmƒ Fgpt∂‰p.
cXnbpsS e÷mioe\mb A\pP\pw, `cX\pw io´ps]´nsbSpØp dΩn°v ]m¿´W¿amsc
At\zjn°pIbmbncp∂p.
AΩmbnbpsS ]n∂mse \S∂v apIfn¬ aWnbdbn¬ FØnbt∏mgmWv apdp°¬
F∂ kw`hØns‚ Kuchw a\ nembXv. apdn\ndsb kv{XoIƒ. C{Xb[nIw kv{XoIƒ
FhnsS\n∂p h∂p? Ah¿ \neØp ]pev]mbv hncn®v Ccn°pIbmbncp∂p. cXn I´nen¬
apJw Ip\n®v Ccn°p∂p.
R߃s°ms°sbm∂p \√hÆw ImWm≥ th≠nbmWp hnfn®Xv. ]Isem∂pw
\√hÆw ImWm≥ ]‰nbn√.
B¿°p ImWm≥ th≠n?
B s]¨Ip´nbmWv. Iq´®ncnbpb¿∂p. cXn ]cn`htØmsS Ahsf t\m°p∂Xv
 Abmƒ CSw IÆn´p t\m°n. Abmƒ I´nen¬ AhfpsS ASpØncp∂p. AhfpsS
Np≠n¬ Nncn.
iin°v apdp°m≥ D≠m°ns°mSp°q cXo, AΩ ]d™p.
Ahƒ Fgpt∂‰p apdnbpsS \Sphn¬ ]pev]mbn¬ \nehnf°n\SpØp sh®
XmeØn¬\n∂p sh‰nesbSpØv t\¿Ø hncepIƒsIm≠v hmk\®pÆmºptX®v
AS°bn´p aS°n Abmƒ°p sIm≠ph∂p sImSpØp.
Ch≥ Fs‚ \mhp s]m≈n°pw Xo¿®. Abmƒ a\ n¬ IcpXn, sh‰ne
hmbnenSmsX ssIbn¬ sh®ncp∂p.
\ap°p t]mImw. AΩmbn ]d™p. Ch¿°v Ddßm≥ kabambn´p≠mIpw. cXo,
\ns‚ `¿Ømhn∂pth≠ kpJ kuIcysa√mw \o t\m°Ww. C∂p apXev°p \obmWp
iinbpsS Imcyßsf√mw t\mt°≠Xv.
AXp ]døys∂ thWw tNt®y. Ahƒ°p Ip´n°fn Ct∏mgpw amdo´n√.
tamsf, InS°mdmbm¬ Cu \nehnf°p sISpØWw tIt´m. ]SpXncn IØm≥
FSym°cpXv.
2 Ahkm\w ]pdØp IS∂Xv B s]¨Ip´nbmbncp∂p. Ahƒ cXnbpsS sNhnbn¬
Ft¥m a{¥n®p. cXn Dds° Nncn®p: t]m s]sÆ!
F√mhcpw t]mbt∏mƒ Abmƒ tNmZn®p. F¥mbncp∂p kzImcyw?
aWn-b-d-bn¬\n∂v Ahƒ e÷n®p. H∂pan√.
Hm-Sn-t∏m-b-h¿ ]ns∂ tNmZy߃. ]Xn™kzcØn¬ adp]SnIƒ. Dw, F\n°n„ambn.
C. lcn-Ip-am¿ \√hÆw?
AsX, \√hÆw.
AXp sXfnbn°m≥ Rm≥ Hcp Imcyw Bhiys∏´m¬ Xcptam?
Ahƒ ]Xdn, A¿≤kΩXtØmsS aqfn.
HcpΩ.
A{Xtbbp≈p! Ahƒ kam[m\n®p. ]Xps° apt∂m´m™v AbmfpsS Ihnfn¬
\ncp]{Zhambn Npw_n®p.
]ns∂ AbmfpsS Dugambncp∂p. Abmƒ Ahsf sI´n∏nSn®p arZphmbn
AhfpsS t\cnb Np≠pIfn¬ Npw_n®p. AhfpsS IÆpIƒ AS™p hcp∂Xv Abmƒ
I≠p. ]ns∂ B Npw_\Øn¬\n∂p th¿s]´v Hcp aSntbmsS Ahƒ tNmZn®p:
Fs∂ C„amtbm?
C„tam? Cu \nanjw sXm´v {`m¥amb A\pcmKambncn°p∂p. \o \√ `wKnbp≠v.
Ahƒ Nncn®p.
AhfpsS apJw ssIIfnem°n Abmƒ Ahsf ]Tn®p. BIrXns∏SptØ≠
Bhiyan√mØ `wKnbp≈ t\cnb ]pcnIw, CSXq¿∂ CaIƒ, XpSpØ IhnfpIƒ;
`wKnbp≈ \o≠ aq°v.
\osbmcp cmPIpamcnbmWv.
cXnbpsS apJw \mWw sIm≠v XpSpØp. Abmƒ s]s´∂p shfn®sØ∏‰n
Hm¿Øp. Nphcnse {]Imiapff hnf°v sISpØpIbmWp \√Xv. B hoSns‚
`qanimkv{Xw Abmƒ°dnbn√. Abmƒ ]d™p: \ap°p InS°mw.
icnbmWv, t\cw Ipsdbmbn.
InSØw, InSØw am{Xw. Dd°an√. ]ns∂ \nanj߃ Ah¿°p Np‰pw I\Øp
\n∂t∏mƒ Abmƒ ]d™p: \apt°mSnt∏mImw.
hcm¥bnen´ shfn®w A]ISIcambncp∂p. tImWnbndßptºmƒ Abmƒ
]d™p: »v, ]Xps°. `mKyØn\v DΩdhmXn¬ Xpd∂pInS∂ncp∂p DΩdØp
InS∂ncp∂h¿ Dd°ambncp∂p.
Ign™ HcmgvNbmbn ChnsS B¿°pw Dd°ap≠mbncp∂n√.
`mKyambn, ]Snbndßptºmƒ Abmƒ ]d™p.
]ns∂ Hm´w, Ahƒ AbmfpsS ssI _eambn ]nSn®ncp∂p. Smdn´
\ncØpIfn¬°qSn Ah¿ HmSn. tX°n≥ImSns‚ \·XbneqsS, Aºe∏dºneqsS Ah¿
HmSn. ]Sn™msd \Sbn¬ Ah¿ Hcp \nanjw kwibn®p. Abmƒ AhfpsS ssI]nSn®p.
t]mImw.
hnP\amb Aºe\SIfneqsS Ah¿ ssI tIm¿Øp \S∂p.
Rm≥ ChnsS Znhkhpw hcmdp≠v, Ahƒ sNhnbn¬ a{¥n®p.
F¥mWv {]m¿∞n°mdv?
DØcan√.
B¿°p th≠nbmWv {]m¿∞n°mdv?
Ip´n°pth≠n.
F\n°p th≠ntbm? \n\s°s∂ apºp ]cnNbw t]mepan√s√m!
 ]t£, Hcp Znhkw hcpsa∂dnbmw.
hnP\amb hoYnIƒ, Ccp≠ tKm]pc߃, IdpØ ]ucmWnI {]XnjvTIƒ.
Ahƒ ]d™p. F\n°p t]SnbmIp∂p, \ap°p Xncn®p t]mImw.
Abmƒ Nncn®p. \Ωƒ F{X Ipd®p Zqcta t]mbp≈p!
]ns∂, c≠pZnhkw Ign™v Ah¿ Zn√n°p t]mIptºmƒ, Unkw_¿ amksØ
XWp∏n¬ \n∂v Ahsf c£n°m\mbn Xs‚ s_¿Øn¬ \n∂v Cdßn AhtfmsSm∏w
tN¿∂p InS∂t∏mƒ, Zn√nbnseØn c≠p apdnbp≈ _¿kmØn I≠t∏mƒ, \m´n¬
\n∂v hoSv hfsc sNdpXmsW∂v Abmƒ ]d™tXm¿Øv Ahƒ CsX{X henb hoSmWv
\ap°p c≠pt]¿°pw Xmakn°m≥ C{XXs∂ ÿew [mcmfat√ F∂v BÀmZtØmsS
]d™t∏mƒ, Xm≥ Hm^okn¬ t]mIm≥ Xømdmbn hmXnev°¬ \nev°ptºmƒ,
Npw_n®v C\n Rm≥ H‰bv°v F{Xt\cw Ccn°Ww F∂p ]dbptºmƒ, Abmsfm,
Ahsfm, X߃ aWnbdbn¬ \n∂v HmSnt∏mbhcmsWt∂m¿Øv At\ym\yw t\m°n
aµlkn°pIb√msX AXns\∏‰n H∂pw ]d™n√. AXpsIm≠v B HmSnt∏m°v,
c≠pt]¿IqSn I≠ Hcp kz]v\w am{XamsW∂p hnNmcn°Ø°hn[w Ahnizk\obhpw
3 Ahy‡hpambncp∂p.
cm{Xn Ddßm≥ t\cØv GXm\pw \nanj߃°p apºv ]¶n´ B\µØns‚
Hm¿Ωbn¬ At∏mgpw BenwK\_≤cmbn InS°ptºmƒ Ahƒ ]d™p: Fs‚ Xebn¬
aWn-b-d-bn¬\n∂v X∏nØcq.
Hm-Sn-t∏m-b-h¿ Abmƒ°p a\ nembn√. Abmƒ tNmZn®p. F¥mWXv?
C. lcn-Ip-am¿ Xebn¬ Cßs\ hncepsIm≠v X∏pI. Aßs\bmWv Rm≥ Ddßm≥ AΩ
sNømdv.
F\n°p hø, CXns\m∂pw. Abmƒ ]d™p.
Ahƒ ]cn`hn®p. ]ns∂ F¥n\mWv Fs∂ I√ymWwIgn®p sIm≠ph∂Xv?
Rm≥ AΩbpsS H∏w kpJambn InS∂pdßnbncp∂Xs√? AΩ Znhkhpw Xebn¬
X∏nØ∂ncp∂p.
Abmƒ AhfpsS Xebn¬ hnctemSn®p. Aßs\ hnctemSn°ptºmƒ Ft¥m
H∂p XS™p. FSpØp t\m°ptºmƒ aßnb shfn®Øn¬ Abmƒ I≠p. Hcp henb
t]≥. Abmƒ Adt∏msS AXns\ hens®dn™p.
AXm! F¥n\mWXns\ hens®dn™Xv? ]m]amWv. B t]\n\v C\n Ggv
DΩd∏SnIƒ IbdWw.
Abmƒ Akzÿ\mbn. Ggv DΩd∏SnIƒ IS°m\mbn t]≥ Acn®cn®p
\S°p∂Xv Abmƒ `mh\bn¬ I≠p. Hcp Npacn¬ X´nbm¬ Xncn®v ho≠pw Acn°pw,
thsdmcp Npacn¬ ap´p∂Xphsc. ho≠pw Acn°p∂p. DΩd∏Sn ImWpwhsc. Aßs\
Ggv DΩd∏SnIƒ. Fs¥mcp P∑w!
Abmƒ Ipd®pt\ctØ°p \n»–\mbt∏mƒ Ahƒ tNmZn®p: F¥m an≠mØXv?
Abmƒ H∂pw ]d™n√. ]ns∂ Ahƒ AbmfpsS Ihnfn¬ Npw_n®t∏mƒ,
Np≠n¬ s]´ \\hp I≠t∏mƒ tNmZn®p:
IcbpIbmtWm?
Abmƒ DØcsam∂pw ]d™n√.
F¥n\mWv Icbp∂Xv? AbmfpsS Ihnƒ XpS®psIm≠hƒ tNmZn®p: Ft∂mSp
tZjyambn´mtWm?
\nt∂mSp≈ kvt\lw sIm≠v.
RmbdmgvN Ah¿ tem[n DZym\Øn¬ t]mbn ]p¬ØInSnbn¬ ssItIm¿Øp
\S∂p. ]qØp \nev°p∂ sNSnIƒ°nSbn¬ \S°ptºmƒ Ahƒ Hcp henb ]qhmbn
Abmƒ°p tXm∂n. ihIpSoc߃s°m∂n¬, AXns‚ \nKqVamb Ccp≠
tImWnIfn¬, \cn®odpIƒ ]d°p∂Xn\nSbn¬ Ibdnbt∏mƒ Ahƒ t]SnImcWw
AbmfpsS ssI apdpsI ]nSn®p. ihIpSocØns‚ am¿_vƒ ]eIta¬ XWp∏dn™v
Ah¿ InS∂p.
cm{Xn InS°ptºmƒ Ahƒ tNmZn®p. \ap°nt∏mƒ Ip´n th≠ At√?
th≠. NpcpßnbXv Hcp sIm√sa¶nepw Ign™v BtemNn®m¬ aXn.
\ap°p tUmŒdpsS ASpØp t]mbn At\zjn°mw.
\msf t]mImw.
]t£, \m´nep≈h¿ hnNmcn°pw, \ap°v Cu hnZy Adnbns√∂v. Rm≥
Adnbp∂hsc√mw IeymWw Ign™v Bdmw amkw `mcyamsc \m´n¬ {]khØn\p
sIm≠pt]mbm°nbn´p≠v. At∏mƒ \Ωƒ am{Xw AXp sNbvXns√¶n¬ \ymbambpw
Ah¿ hnNmcn°pw, \ap°v Ft¥m Ipg∏aps≠∂v.
kmcan√. thWsa¶n¬ KpfnIbpsS clkyw Ahsc Adnbn°pIbpamhmw. Hcp
Ip´nbp≠mbn°gn™m¬ kzmX{¥yw \„s∏Spw. AXn\papºv Ipsd kzX{¥cmbn
 \S°mat√m!
bm{X.
B{Kbn¬ SmIvknbndßnbt∏mƒ I≠ Db¿∂ I∑Xnent∑¬ tNmZy]q¿∆w
t\m°nbt∏mƒ, SmIvkn°mc≥ Nq≠n°mWn® ÿetØ°p \S∂v henb
hmXmb\ØneqsS Hcp Nn∏n°p≈n¬ Hfn®p sh® apØp ]pdsØSpØt]mse s]s´∂v
XmPval¬ I≠t∏mƒ AhfpsS apJØp hnS¿∂ {]Imiw {i≤n®t∏mƒ, ]ns∂
lcnZzmcn¬ `mwKpsNSnIƒ CcphiØpw Xg®phf¿∂ Nc¬∏mXbneqsS
ap®{Ih≠nbn¬ k]vX¿jnIfpsS Aºew ImWm≥ t]mIptºmƒ AbmfpsS ssI
]nSn®v aSnbn¬ sh®a¿Ønbt∏mƒ, Abmƒ Xncn®p AhfpsS Ihnfn¬ Npw_n®t∏mƒ,
]ns∂ KwKbnse XWpØ sh≈Øn¬ Cdßn \n∂v Icbn¬ \nev°p∂ AbmfpsS ta¬
XWpØ sh≈w sXdn∏n°ptºmƒ Im‰n¬ ]d∂ AhfpsS knev°p XeapSnbpw
IpkrXnbp≈ IÆpIfpw t\m°nbt∏mƒ, Ah¿ hnhmlcm{Xnbn¬ BcpadnbmsX
Hfnt®mSnt∏mbhcmsW∂ Imcyw Hcp kz]v\wt]mse Abmƒ ho≠pw Hm¿Øp.
th\¬. cmhnse Fgpt∂‰m¬ ImWpI s]mSn\nd™ BImiØn¬ GItZiw
4 aq∂nsemcp `mKw hgn XcWw sNbvX kqcys\bmWv. ]ns∂ cm{Xn hfsc sshIpwhsc
kqcy≥ s]mSn]SßfneqsSbp≈ bm{X XpScp∂p. NpacpIƒ NqSn¬ ]gpØp.
hmXnepIfpw P\epIfpw ]gpØp. InS° Hcp Xo®qfbmbn amdn. sshIpt∂cw
aWn-b-d-bn¬\n∂v AbmfpsS ss_°ns‚ i–w tIƒ°m\mbn AgnIfpff sSd n¬ ImØp\nev°ptºmƒ
Hm-Sn-t∏m-b-h¿ NqSpIm‰v AhfpsS IÆpIsf thZ\∏n®p.
C. lcn-Ip-am¿ Hcp Znhkw Ah¿ t\m°ns°m≠ncns° B‘n h∂p. Zqsc\n∂pXs∂ AXns‚
s]mSn]Se߃ Ah¿ I≠p. Abmƒ ]d™p. Ahkm\w s]mSn°m‰p h∂p.
C\nsbm∂p XWp°pw. ]n∂oSv B‘n `qanbmsI s]mSn hnXdns°m≠v IS∂p
t]mbt∏mƒ, A¥co£w XWpØt∏mƒ, Abmƒ ]d™Xv kz]v\amtWm AtXm Xm≥
icn°pw tI´XmtWm F∂v Ahƒ AXnibn®p.
th\en¬, Ah¿ sSd n¬ BImiØn\p Iogn¬ Nm¿∏mbn¬ InS°hncn®p
InS∂p. \KcØns‚ {]`m]qcØn¬ aßnb \£{XßfpsS t]cpIƒ Abmƒ Ahƒ°p
]d™psImSpØp. AbmfpsS \·amb hncn™ s\©n¬ apJaa¿Øn Ahƒ, Abmƒ
]dbp∂Xp aqfnt°´p.
ag XpSßnbt∏mƒ, Abmƒ Hm^okn¬ t]mImsX eoshSpØp ho´nencp∂
Znhkw ]pdØv CdbØv C‰phogp∂ agØp≈nIfpw, AIse BchtØmsS ASp°p∂
agbpsS i‡nbpw t\m°n AbmfpsS BenwK\Øn¬ Ahƒ InS∂p.
Ahƒ Ip´n°meØv, I\Ø agbv°ptijw CdbØp hoW sh≈w henb
NmepIfmbn HgpIptºmƒ ISemkp tXmWnIƒ Hgp°nbncp∂Xv AbmtfmSp ]d™p.
Abmƒ Akzÿ\mbn. Ahƒ°v Abmfn√mØ, AbmfdnbmØ Hcp
Ip´n°meap≠mbncps∂∂v Abmƒ Hm¿Øncp∂n√. Abmƒ Akqbmephmbn. ags]bvXp
\\™ aÆn¬ sNSnIfpsS hnØpIƒ apf®p Ipºn´p \nev°p∂ hnimeamb ]dºp≈
Hcp ho´nse Ip´n°mew Abmƒ Hm¿Øp. \nds™mgpIp∂ Ipfw, AXn¬ hmgØSnIƒ
Iq´nbn´v NßmSap≠m°n Xpg™pIfn®Xv, ]pXpXmbn Infp¿Ø CeIfpsS amZIK‘w.
sshIpt∂cw hncnbp∂ ]n®I∏q°fpsS aWw.
AXn\p apºv hfsc Ip´nbmbncp∂t∏mƒ cm{Xn, CSnbpw agbpap≠mIptºmƒ Hcp
`oIcP¥p hoSn\p Np‰pw HmSn \S°pIbmsW∂ `oXnbm¬ AΩtbmSp tN¿∂p
InS∂t∏mƒ, Ad_n°Sens‚ Ccº¬ Hcp cm£knbpsS Xmcm´p]m´mbn h∂v Xs∂
Akzÿ\m°nbncp∂p.
Ip´n°mew Ahsc At\ym\yw AI‰n. Ahy‡amb Hcp thZ\tbmsS Ah¿
AXp a\ nem°n. Abmƒ Ahsf IqSpX¬ Aa¿Øn Npw_n®p.
Ahƒ ]d™p: \ap°p Ip´n°mew th≠ As√?
hnhmlhm¿jnIØn\p ÃpUntbmhn¬ AhfpsS tXmfn¬ ssIbn´v,
t^mt´m{Km^¿ Bhiys∏´ Nncn XpScm≥ {]bmkambn \n∂t∏mƒ, sshIpt∂cw
hm¿jnIw BtLmjn°m≥ X´n¬ \n∂p Xqßnb jm‚enbdpIfn¬ aßnb
hnf°pIfpw, taita¬ sh≈nØ´n¬ IØn®psh® sagpIpXncnbpap≈ dtÃmd‚n¬
apJtØmSpapJw t\m°n `£Ww Ign°ptºmƒ ssIamdnb Hcp ]p©ncnbpsS am[pcyw
BkzZn°ptºmƒ, ]ns∂ cm{Xn ho≠pw cPmbn°p≈n¬ hnImc`cnXcmbn
ss\anjnIambn tXm∂nb DdßmØ aWn°qdpIƒ ]¶nSptºmƒ, Ah¿ c≠pt]mcpw
aWnbdbn¬\n∂v Hcp KqVmtemN\bv°ptijw HmSnt∏mbhcmsW∂ Imcyw Abmƒ
ho≠pw Hm¿Øp.
ZnhkßfpsS ssZ¿Lyw {ItaW IqSnbt∏mƒ, XWp∏pamdn kqcy≥ ho≠pw
s]mSn\nd™ Nmc\ndamb BImiØn¬ bm{X XpSßnbt∏mƒ Ahƒ Akzÿbmbn.
AbmfpsS ss_°ns‚ i–w tIƒ°m≥ Dgdn \nev°th GIm¥X Hcp \ng¬t]mse
 Ahƒ°p Np‰pw IqSnbt∏mƒ Ahƒ tXßn.
Abmƒ h∂t∏mƒ AhfpsS Ihnfn¬ At∏mgpw DWßnbn´n√mØ IÆocns‚
ImcWw Adn™t∏mƒ ]d™p. C{Xtbbp≈p Imcyw? AXn\p \ap°v hgnbp≠m°mw.
Ahƒ kt¥mjn®p.
Ahƒ Ip™nbpSp∏pIƒ°p≈ XpWnIƒ hmßpIbpw, cm{Xn Hcp
sNdpNncntbmsS Ah Xp∂pIbpw sNbvXt∏mƒ Abmƒ Ahfn¬\n∂pw AI∂v, Ahsf
kz]v\mS\Øn\mbn hn´v, tdUntbmhn¬ h∂ bphm≥ {„m ns‚ hm¬Svkv kwKoXw
{ihn®p.
ASpØXv Ip´ntb∏‰nbp≈ k¶ev]ßfmbncp∂p. \ΩpsS tam\v F¥m t]cnSzm?
tamt\m? tam≥ Xs∂bmIpsa∂mcp ]d™p?
tam≥ Xs∂tb Bhq.
\o Xp∂p∂Xp apgph≥ B¨Ip´n°p≈ DSp∏mtWm?
Cu Ip´ns°m∂padnbn√. Ip´nIƒ°p≈ DSp∏v F√mw H∂mWv. Hcp hbs ¶nepw
Bbmte DSp∏n¬ hyXymkw D≠mIq.
5 ho´n¬ \n∂v AΩbpsS IØpIfn¬ ip{iqjbpsS hnhcßfp≠mbncp∂p.
bm{Xsb∏‰nbpw. Ggmwamkw Xs∂ hcpIbmWp \√Xv. AXn\ptijw bm{X \∂√.
Rm≥ t]mbm¬ iin I„s∏Snt√? Ahƒ tNmZn®p. \ap°p {]khw
aWn-b-d-bn¬\n∂v ChnsSØs∂bmbmtem?
Hm-Sn-t∏m-b-h¿ F\n°p t]SnbmWv. Abmƒ ]d™p. BZysØ {]khw AΩbpsS
C. lcn-Ip-am¿ ASpØpXs∂ Bbvt°ms´.
iin Hm^okn¬ t]mbm¬ GXm\pw aWn°q¿ Ign®pIq´pIXs∂ F\n°v F¥p
hnjaamsWt∂m! At∏mƒ \ns∂ ImWmsX aq∂pamkw Fßs\ Ign®pIq´pw
N¥°mcm?
{ItaW AhfpsS apJsØ {]kmZw Ipd™p h∂p. Ahƒ Nn¥m[o\bmhpIbpw,
kzbw X∂nte°v Du¿∂ndßpIbpw sNbvXt∏mƒ, GXm\pw Znhk߃°p≈n¬
Ahsf ]ncn™ncnt°≠n hcpsa∂ Adnhv Abmsf ]oUn∏n®p. cm{XnIfn¬ Ahsf Hcp
sIm®pIp´nsbt∏mse X∂nte°Sp∏n®v AhfpsS hb¿ XtemSn, Npw_n®p.
bm{X. ho≠pw Xoh≠nbn¬. th\ens‚ AkpJIcamb NqSpIm‰pImcWw
PmeIØn\cnIn¬ ]pdtØ°p t\m°n s°m≠ncp∂ cXnbpsS Np≠pIƒ hc≠p.
AIse°mWp∂ aeIfpsS A{]m]yXbpw, DbcØn¬ H‰bmbe™ shfpØ
taLØns‚ Xnf°hpw AhfpsS IÆpIfn¬ I≠p.
ho´n¬ AhcpsS apdn bmsXmcp am‰hpan√msX H∂cs°m√w apºv
Dt]£n®pt]mb AtXa´n¬ InS∂p. I´nens‚ Xebv°¬ Ãm‚n¬ Xq°nbn´ ap√ame
DWßnbncp∂p. InS°hncn t]mepw AbmfpsS Hm¿Ωbn¬ D≈t]mse Xs∂.
Cu apdn H∂ch¿jw \n»–ambn Hcp a[phn[p cm{Xn Abhnd°pIbmbncp∂p.
Abmƒ Nµ\ØncnbptSbpw ap√∏qhnt‚bpw hmk\bv°mbn aq°p]nSn®p. Npacn¬
]nSn∏n® tjm tIknse Nn{X∏Wnbp≈ No\`cWnbn¬\nt∂m, aqebn¬ sIm®p h´tai
ta¬ h® ]qØ´n¬ \nt∂m As√¶n¬ \nKqVamb GsX¶nepw sIm®p s]mØn¬
\nt∂m B hmk\ hcpsa∂pw, DWßnb ap√∏q°ƒ hnIkn°psa∂pw B apdn
Hcn°¬°qSn ]gb a´n¬ AhcpsS aWnbdbmhpsa∂pw Abmƒ tamln®p.
Xncn®v H‰bv°p hcm\mbn h≠n ImØv πm‰vt^man¬ \nev°ptºmƒ AhfpsS
IS°¨tImWn¬ Dcp≠v IhnfneqsS Hen®ndßnb Hcp Xp≈n IÆo¿ I≠t∏mƒ,
h≠nbn¬ H‰bv°ncp∂,v HmSp∂ Xcnip\neßsf t\m°n \oßmØ kabsØ
]gn°ptºmƒ, Zn√nbnseØn hoSp Xpd∂t∏mƒ, cXn Agn®n´ kmcn InS°bn¬
aS°nsh°msX InS°p∂Xp I≠t∏mƒ, Db¿∂ph∂ tX߬ AS°m≥ hn^eambn
{ian°ptºmƒ, Abmƒ inYneamb Hcp Nn{Xw t]mse, Ahy‡ambn I≠p ad∂ Hcp
taml\kz]v\w t]mse, aWnbdbn¬ \n∂v HmSnt∏mbXv \n»–XbpsS
NndISnIƒ°nSbn¬ ho≠pw Hm¿Øp.

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