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Tonya Reddy-Perry hey girly, u around?

6:51pm

Jeanette Marie Hi yeah What's up?

6:52pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry hi!! so u know about this whole.... sally and bob thing right?

6:52pm

Jeanette Marie right

6:52pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry

well... i made a video straight up exposing them and i was wondering if you could watch it before i make it public. i need your opinion, confirmation or something. Like if i need to take something out or add something to it. here is the link. its unlisted at the moment. only people with the link can see it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvb4h0rL458&feature=youtu.be

6:54pm

Jeanette Marie ok...will do... brb

6:54pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry i wanna try and get Jerrae to watch it too before i post. ok thanks!! i REALLy appreciate it!

7:06pm

Jeanette Marie Wow! Ya know I never saw them before until Jerrae got on FB and so I never saw her videos and I tell you what...after watching that my tummy is turning!!!! truly!!! and there was a point in the video when bob was talking about his demon busting crap and I swore I thought I saw his eyes glow red a bit I know that sounds weird but i looked twice Ugggggg you did a good job and I too will never have anything to do with those who deal with them I feel like i have to do a cleansing after watching that

maybe that is the only thing I would tell you to add to it tell all that watch this video to say a protection prayer calling on the blood of Jesus before they watch it seriously sis I actually feel natious right now stupid me forgot to pray
7:14pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry brb 1 sec daughter just called

7:14pm

Jeanette Marie no probs

7:30pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok i am back. yeah it was hard to make to be honest ok i am going to go ahead and make it public.... let the games begin... ugh. but this needs to be done.

7:33pm

Jeanette Marie ok am here waiet

wait wait You there????

7:34pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry i am here

7:34pm

Jeanette Marie Would it be very difficult for you to warn people to pray before they watch it sis??? Seriously I feel like black tar has just been spilled in me I didn't pray like a dumb ass

7:34pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok i made it private again real fast ok sure i can do that

7:35pm

Jeanette Marie yeah...you know....they are MUCH worse than i even thought so yeah, just warn our brothers and sisters to pray before watching

7:35pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok i will add that right now

8:03pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok i added it. its pubic now. weeeeeee lol

8:08pm

Jeanette Marie ok GOOD FOR YOU sis...I am on the phone...be with you as soon as I can (((hugs ))))))

8:19pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry no prblem! i am gonna go eat some dinner (hugggss!!! ))))

10:20pm

Jeanette Marie hey sis

10:20pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry

yo

10:20pm

Jeanette Marie I gotta go do some prayers.....been talking with Jerrae through text just now and mass evil is up MAKE SURE YOU PRAY AND DO AN ANOINTING NOW ok sis both her and I have been attacked...last night I woke up at least 5 times GASPING for air and I only do that when evil is around and Jerrae had sleep paraylisis too so you KNOW something is up

10:21pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok i will pray. i dont do the anointing stuff. thats not my bag. but i will certainly be praying HARD, i am feeling some daggers coming our way soon

10:21pm

Jeanette Marie and I also found out about two others in my life that are wolves and sorry to say but wayne is one of them....I don't think he is doing magic but he has hella demons with him ok sis..I will pray for you as well

10:23pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry

oh noooo you guys will be in my prayers. Put on that armor!!!

10:23pm

Jeanette Marie no worries on the annointing... God is good and all power is in His name so you will be fine yup sure will

10:24pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry amen sister! i am really glad we met. He uses all things for good for us

10:24pm

Jeanette Marie yes He does indeed! you did a beautiful thing today sis

10:26pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry I just hope this will spare some of the sheep from some hardships. ya it was very difficult. i was almost finished editing it and the program crashes and i had to start over.... then it did it a second time... (this never happens) then i got smart and started hitting the save button after every little thing i did LOL about 5 crashes later.. i got it done. i am not kidding... it was insane. that never happens. thats when i knew.... wow this is some serious stuff going on.

10:27pm

Jeanette Marie wow sis my goodness yup..this is big stuff and there are alot more ohhh and I feel bad about wayne real bad part of me does not want to delete him cuz he is so fragile but man I gotta look out for me

10:28pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry he knows about Sally now. but he just found out yesterday. him and i talked about it. he isnt going to speak with her anymore

10:28pm

Jeanette Marie maybe I will just tell him I won't delete him but need to not talk with him for a bit I dunno

10:29pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry here i will show you.

10:29pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry Wayne Elmore Hi there Tanya how are you? 2:22pm Tonya Reddy-Perry hi brother. i am good! how have you been? 2:23pm Wayne Elmore im fine i just watched your video about sally and it confirmed what i was feeling to and i dropped and blockedher 2:42pm Tonya Reddy-Perry oh i am so glad brother. trust your discernment its ussualy right if u think about it! haha! 2:44pm Wayne Elmore yes it sure is and i was right in my discernemnt about her and her husband bob...they both kinda creep me out

10:30pm

Jeanette Marie yeah but he kinda goes with the crowd ya know but I know he is lost

10:31pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry its the Mature Christians who are buddy buddy with her that you should be worried about the most.

10:31pm

Jeanette Marie I just told him that I would not delete him but that I can'at talk with him for a few days so I can pray on stuff

10:31pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry

Wayne isnt a Christian?

10:31pm

Jeanette Marie so he agreed he is a believer just hon he is not mentally welll

10:31pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh ok i gotcha

10:31pm

Jeanette Marie and there is darkness there big time which is why I have to pray cuz I gotta check out the depth of the darkness

10:32pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah i sensed a little bit going on with him. i dont know him well at all. do you know Donny from youtube? HE is who is pissing me off big time... he talks to Sally all the time on her videos....


10:32pm

Jeanette Marie he is so weak inside and that type of thing always touches my heart....so I am a lil confused as to what to do but just need time to pray about it....AND YES I KNOW donny lol he and I had a little tiny romantic clash and I began to feel that deep anger toward him and I KNEW and even told Jerrae something was wrong there and now I KNOW Uggggg!!!!

10:33pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry Donny knows better... and i have ALWAYS had a bad feeling about him. Plus he is a gossip... and so this just confirms he is also a wolf. he has to be. he is aways poking the fire trying to get people going and cause drama and division.

10:34pm

Jeanette Marie man....I was fooled but ya know my ex hubs and I just split up so my head has been screwed on backwards but I am beginning to see the light and the DARK yes he is a big gossip

10:34pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh wow!! ok so u know what i am talking about then lol and i am sorry you are going through a hard time sister. (((hugsss)))) i know that aint easy. been there done that


10:35pm

Jeanette Marie and with him I am not sure if he is a wolf or if he is just decieved but still it is as I said on the comments to your video ...if someone stays in darkness AFTER they are saved then they may not be truly living a true christian life ya know what I mean? yeah Donny is a fake A SERIOUS FAKE that beautiful man you see on youtube??? HA! SO FAR FROM THE TRUTH

10:36pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry well i dont judge on how people live their life because that opens a whole can of worms that i just dont wanna deal with lol!

10:36pm

Jeanette Marie I am not trying to be mean right now but am just realizing SOOO MUCH and all at once! well...with donny I KNOW what he is doing in his life and all the signs were not pointing to truth...but I believe he is under deception

10:37pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry but someone practicing the occult... and a elder.... endorcing that person is a no brainer! ahh i see. oh ur fine girl i understand.

10:37pm

Jeanette Marie so yeah...if I seem judgmental right now just know that all this is coming to the light for me right now so I am a lil upset lol

10:38pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry its totally fine lol!!! i can tell u arent being like a legalist or anything. trust me i can smell that a mile away!!

10:38pm

Jeanette Marie oh hell no lol lol

10:38pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry but you do what u gotta do girl!! for real. God is tellin u to clean house!! so u work it sistah!

10:38pm

Jeanette Marie no legalist in my blood lol yeah..I will be doing alot tonight

10:38pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry right on! they are my biggest peeves

10:39pm

Jeanette Marie lol lol me TOO I was under that darkness for a time and omg NOT EVER AGAIN I was so so scared for about 3 years it was a nighmare

10:39pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry me too!! like 4 years for me... it was torture every single day.. i think u are i have a lot in common it sounds like lol u and i*

10:40pm

Jeanette Marie yes....like shaking down to your cells awful

10:42pm

Jeanette Marie well...I have been the blind one before...and I have been the sinner (and always will be so far from perfect) and I have been decieved but I tell you ....I must truly set my heart and eyes on Christ but it's so hard not to fall into the flesh but our protection is in walking with Him

10:42pm

Jeanette Marie and I know that sounds legalist but I don't mean it that way lol not at all but for example....you can believe in Christ all ya want but if you step out in front of a buss you WILL get hit lol that is what I am saying

10:42pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry i know what you mean

10:43pm

Jeanette Marie I do things I shouldn't sometimes and I know I will again

10:43pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry of course. we do daily


10:43pm

Jeanette Marie but when I am out on a limb like that I run a risk of being hit by the dark side

10:43pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry we CHOOSE to sin daily!! lol people have a hard time just being realistic and admitting that.

10:43pm

Jeanette Marie so that is all I am sayin yup! lol I fight it DAILY

10:45pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry i dont fight it anymore. i just do my best to love and to love God and be used by Him. (and i dont mean i just go smoke dope and drink and watch porn all day) LMAO

10:45pm

Jeanette Marie hahahahahahaha

no I know what yo mean

10:45pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry i just dont feel like i have to earn Gods favor so i dont battle with myself anymore like i used to.

10:45pm

Jeanette Marie there is a saying

10:45pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry Jesus won me already now i am just along for the ride

10:45pm

Jeanette Marie that in which you resist persists and will run you like a machine is better to not fight it but just love on Him your right in that

10:47pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah i have found that when i do fight it.... no matter how GOOD i get at it... i always find something else I have to fix in myself. and it just drains me.

and i never feel content with God that way thats when i finally gave up and told God that too!! you wanna hear my story? i made a vlog about it. its not to long. God did something to me all in one night.

10:48pm

Jeanette Marie sure

10:48pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry i made this vlog to tell the guy involved in it.. what part he played. ok let me grab the link

10:49pm

Jeanette Marie ok

10:49pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XJroPmxRQeU

10:50pm

Jeanette Marie ok I got it on


10:51pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok cool. i loved making this video.... its something i had never shared with anyone yet so it was nice to do it finally

10:53pm

Jeanette Marie lol final call deleted me too I mean not deleted me blocked me cuz I told him OFF BIG TIME lol you just made me laugh on your video called that girl a bitch lol

10:58pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ohhhh i have a special kinda anger for that women. for realzzzz

11:00pm

Jeanette Marie ok now your vids making me cry awwwww


11:00pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh man. i know right!! this was a DEEP thing for me. it changed my life that night. i have to reboot my PC brb

11:05pm

Jeanette Marie this video is a HUGE BLESSING!!! made me cry and I had a night like that too and it was AMAZING freedome!! can't type today lol sis....I hope you still have this video up for people to see because MANY souls will be set free because of this absolutely BEAUTIFUL sweet sis...I have HAVE to eat..I haven't hardly ate for days don't know what is wrong with me lol I have ate lol but just not often today I had a half a cup of cereal and one hard boiled egg I will be back though just gotta eat and take a shower lol (((love you)))) talk laterzzzz

12:08am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

sounds good! i hope u feel all nice and refreshed after While u were doing that, i made another vid. I am on a roll LOL but i think u are gonna like this one I am feeling pretty damn bold today. Praise God

12:12am

Jeanette Marie I am fine just got done making chicken curry it is still brewing so will eat in a few I sometimes wonder if I am accidently fasting LOLOL that sounds funny but I have MANY times done things by accident when it comes to spiritual things...I mean I have done the right thing on accident LOL

12:13am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh that sounds yummy! hey you very well could be hehehe

12:13am

Jeanette Marie Well THAT my dear is God's boldness IN YOU

12:13am

Tonya Reddy-Perry but u make sure u eat!! we need ya healthy!


12:13am

Jeanette Marie you did a very very brave and faithful thing today sis

12:13am

Tonya Reddy-Perry AMEN u got that right

12:15am

Jeanette Marie you even opened my eyes and Jerraes too..I actually just met her but the first time I spoke with her I had alllll these weird vibes and all my alarms were going off and things she was saying didn't sound biblical and I even text Jerrae and I said, "Hey sissy....are you sure this sally is alright?" LOL

12:15am

Jeanette Marie I can't wait to see what you made next LOL I'm so gald you asked for christians to pray before looking I am tell you I got a bunch of bad crap from it lol

12:16am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh wow! I am telling ya.. God is up to something right now

He is using Sally for the good I am excited lol!!

12:16am

Jeanette Marie but I just now went back to that video and I just put my hand over their faces and I called on God and Jesus blood to place a shield around them so that anything that they try to put out to others will only stay right inside of them in Jesus name..... yes He is using Sally for the good very much so and maybe maybe they will see the light I dunno I dunno though but hopefully Is kinda a knee jerk reaction to wanna just watch them rot in their own doo doo lol lol but not the right attitude maybe lol but can't' kinda help it they PISSED me off!

12:18am

Tonya Reddy-Perry lol! oh i know. i think they are in way too deep to een DESIRE to come out

12:18am

Jeanette Marie sweet sis I can't tell you how much I have had to fight against evil...it has been relentless some my stupidity though lol

12:18am

Tonya Reddy-Perry they like what they do... and they like the attention

12:18am

Jeanette Marie yup they are loving the power alot !!!!

12:18am

Tonya Reddy-Perry and they are going to like the attention they are going to get from my video too!! and.... they are going to get support from people. and i say GOOD! keep the DUNG over there on Sally's side lol! this is a very good way to seperate some tares

12:19am

Jeanette Marie and ya know.....if I was innocent and I knew I was innocent and people came after me like we went after them..I would not make a spiteful video...my first reaction would be tears and you see NONE of that in her innocent people will get mad but one would think their first reaction would be to be sad and hurt and to call out for those to please believe that she was not eveil..ya know what I mean? but she had none of that...

12:20am

Tonya Reddy-Perry pfftt... Sally is so lame. her best insult was "cake on make up" like... really? thats the best u can come up with? LMAO!

12:20am

Jeanette Marie It doesn't look like she has many followers though...a few yeah but not many I don't think

12:21am

Tonya Reddy-Perry Just ignore her. dont even watch her anymore! CUT her ass OFF i mean it girl.

12:21am

Jeanette Marie or maybe I didn't look hard enough

12:21am

Tonya Reddy-Perry dont be tempted to watch her videos because she is fixing to make a bunch because of this

12:21am

Jeanette Marie lol at the cake on makeup

no chit lol oh yeah I am I have always been stupidly curious LOL and has got me in trouble lol

12:22am

Tonya Reddy-Perry me too LOL!!!

12:22am

Jeanette Marie hahahaha

12:22am

Tonya Reddy-Perry but i dont do it anymore, not worth all the stress. i am a very emotional person LOL

12:22am

Jeanette Marie yeah me too well not so much that I mean there is that lol but God made me very very sensitive to energy and if evil is around it can truly effect me in awful ways so I do need to resist the curiosity lol


12:27am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ahh yes i understand i went after final call a couple years ago and it ended up making me have panic attacks that put me in the ER. i have never in my life had that happen before it was INSANE man

12:28am

Jeanette Marie ohhhhh my god you see...you might want to reconsider the oil sissy pooh it's not magic it is God blessed I did my house and wow it is so clear in here I feel like a different person truly

12:29am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah i am just weird about all that stuff i just pray and ask for protection that seems to work ok for me

12:29am

Jeanette Marie i know I was too cuz i was in the new age crap

and so it took me FOREVER to realize that what satan did is he counterfitted all the blessings and gifts God gave us to use and so now people forger like I did that God had it first! lol and satan copied it and used it for bad and it took me a LONG time to figure it out

12:31am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ahh yes! i do know he did.

12:31am

Jeanette Marie and I still battle with certian things on the supernatural level because I NEVER want to error in that way again just never so I am cautious but God has guided me well but I spoke with Jerrae about it and until your comfy with it her and I will be holding you up in prayer

12:32am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i just learned that not long ago as a matter of fact. it hit me when i was reading Exodus and saw that the Pharo's dudes were copying the stuff that moses was doing! i was like OMG! SATAN has always done this!!

12:32am

Jeanette Marie

yes he has!!! Satan got a hold of my gifts before God did and that is why it took me so long to realize and to lose the fear of working in the supernatural but I am VERY cautious

12:33am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok i very much appreciate that sister

12:33am

Jeanette Marie
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12:33am

Tonya Reddy-Perry video is just about ready! couple more minutes

12:33am

Jeanette Marie oh cool! can't wait to see it

12:34am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

oh i lay is the freak DOWN for people LOL ur gonna like it lay it*

12:34am

Jeanette Marie lolol what freak? lolol

12:35am

Tonya Reddy-Perry lol!!! well... we know 2 for sure lol

12:36am

Jeanette Marie ohhhh hahahaha I thought you were using some lingo that I never heard before LOLOLOLOL I was like omg is my age showing??? LOLOLOL

12:36am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh i was kinda lol! i used Freak instead up the F word LOL


12:36am

Jeanette Marie ohhh hahahaha ok

12:36am

Tonya Reddy-Perry os* of*

12:36am

Jeanette Marie gotcha

12:36am

Tonya Reddy-Perry wow i cant type. sorry lol

12:36am

Jeanette Marie lol tell me i'm not an ole lady yet LOL omg i love chicken curry it is so easy to make and YUMMMY


12:38am

Tonya Reddy-Perry http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y6E5-d2NFGQ

12:38am

Jeanette Marie YAY

12:39am

Tonya Reddy-Perry let me know what u think!

12:39am

Jeanette Marie I WILL

12:53am

Jeanette Marie are you here? I got that other message with jerrae and aman but I see no one talking your vid was amazing YET AGAIN!
August 10


5:07pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry hey girly how are ya??

9:25pm August 10

Tonya Reddy-Perry hey are u there?? before i made that vid, i dont know if u noticed buy Sally had on her "about" section that Jesus is the son of God, or that Jesus is the Messiah, or both! cant remember exactly.... but i just went to look again and she removed it! she removed only that part. man, i wish i had a screen shot of it before she removed it. sneaky sneaky....

11:39pm

Jeanette Marie Hey there just got out of the shower

11:39pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry yo

11:39pm

Jeanette Marie been cleaning house all day


11:40pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry right on

11:40pm

Jeanette Marie yeah I looked at her channel too and I think she removed some of her vids too

11:41pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh yeah! yeah she did

11:41pm

Jeanette Marie yeah thought so

11:41pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry she has some serious balls removing that about Jesus... wowzers.

11:41pm

Jeanette Marie lol well...not surprising

11:41pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry any doubt i had was erased when i saw she removed that. for a second i was like.. well maybe she is just crazy and doesnt know any better LOL

11:42pm

Jeanette Marie yeah it's kinda hard to tell if it is on purpose or if she is decieved

11:42pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry i really do try to see the best in folks. but ya aftr she took that off i was like WOW ok. confirmed.

11:42pm

Jeanette Marie but nevertheless she is dead wrong

11:42pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry

oh that PROVES its on purpose.

11:43pm

Jeanette Marie yeah it kinda does lol

11:43pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry and she IS deceived, no doubt. anyone who rejects Jesus is

11:43pm

Jeanette Marie well...some KNOW He is real yet want nothing of Him

11:43pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ah yes that is true now those folks are scary!

11:44pm

Jeanette Marie yu yup


11:44pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry i really think Sally might be one of them. she doesnt strike me as a stupid women. but who knows

11:44pm

Jeanette Marie yes and she has a lot of knowledge of Christs I think so she should know

11:44pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry yes m'am u got that right no excuse but man has this whole situation put me through some crap! its crazy u were not lying about the attack from the enemy, i should have took you more seriously. lol

11:45pm

Jeanette Marie no I was not lying it is serious more than you may realize

11:46pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah its been insane the past couple days

11:46pm

Jeanette Marie ask Jerrae too....we both know evil more than either of us ever wanted to

11:46pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry i have lost several close friends (who i thought were friends) and stil might lose another.

11:46pm

Jeanette Marie that is why I gave you the info on anointing and even after I did it I had sleep peralysis that very night

11:47pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh wow

11:47pm

Jeanette Marie and the night before that I woke up 5 times gasping for air


11:47pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry dang that is not good.

11:47pm

Jeanette Marie no it's not...these types of people will do some chit and I talked with a friend of mine and he said we may need to fast

11:47pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry well this has taught me i have to stand for the truth, and i will do it. i dont care what happens.

11:48pm

Jeanette Marie because this is a different type of demon

11:48pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry u think people are like... putting curses on us? or its just the devils messing with us on their own? or both!?

11:48pm

Jeanette Marie I'm not sure

11:48pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry hey are u able to voice chat?

11:48pm

Jeanette Marie gotta pray on that more yeah let me pause my movie

11:49pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry noo i dont want to interput! i just thought that would be better than typing haha! u finish ur movie girly. i will be around

11:49pm

Jeanette Marie no no is ok can pause it already did

11:49pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok if u are sure

11:49pm

Jeanette Marie sure ' my ID name is OceanToLove

11:49pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry wanna use skype or facebook? oh ok cool i will add ya now

11:50pm

Jeanette Marie oh I don't care we can use FB I have never done it on FB lol so lead the way

11:50pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok lets try FB and see how it does. i am new to it too 1 sec gonna get my headphones

ok ready. gonna call now

11:51pm

Jeanette Marie k

11:52pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh dang it says u are not avaliable for video chat. hmmm ok i will just add ya on skype 1 sec

11:52pm

Jeanette Marie oh wait I had my chat off

11:52pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh ok now its there

11:52pm

Jeanette Marie does it say I am available now

Aug 10Jeanette missed a call from you.

12:21am

Tonya Reddy-Perry hey i am gonna keep my video off. that will help a lot i think that messes with the connection

12:22am

Jeanette Marie hey

12:22am

Tonya Reddy-Perry shoot me a call back on skype when u are ready

12:22am

Jeanette Marie my puter is going bonkers!

12:22am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh no!

12:22am

Jeanette Marie I was trying to Skype with my friend eailer and it wasn't working just crazy

12:22am

Tonya Reddy-Perry u wanna give this FB thing a shot?

12:22am

Jeanette Marie and Jerrae had a virus in hers

12:23am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh danggg!! not good

12:23am

Jeanette Marie I tried to download it but it wouldn't let me grrrr

12:23am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

awww

12:23am

Jeanette Marie I will have to figure this out tomorrow I hope I don't have a virus grrrrr lol

12:23am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i have a bunch of questins i would love to talk to u about but its better when we can voice chat. too much to type lol! like about "gifts"

12:24am

Jeanette Marie I know...well...maybe I can get this to work tomorrow grrrr but what you were saying about jerrae and you being worried thing is I think we both were getting a little deceived on what is ok and what isn't

12:24am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh i was saying that her "new age" lingo she used sometimes caught my attention

12:24am

Jeanette Marie and we both got pulled out Quickly so yeah this was a VERY good thing that happened

12:25am

Tonya Reddy-Perry but when she so boldly went against Sally like that i KNEW she was A.) okay and B.) growing in Christ!! it was HUGE i wanted to ask u something though....

12:25am

Jeanette Marie yeah she is good sure

12:26am

Tonya Reddy-Perry do you know Live4truth2012?

12:26am

Jeanette Marie ummm rachel


12:26am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i thik thats her name not sure do you know her very well?

12:26am

Jeanette Marie rabeca yeah she is another concern of mine

12:27am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah maybe thats it

12:27am

Jeanette Marie I haven't told Jerrae yet

12:27am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah oh man... i am SO glad you feel that too LOL

12:27am

Jeanette Marie been pondering that for a bit yes I do big time am a little worried to tell her but gotta do it

12:27am

Tonya Reddy-Perry did u see the video she put out today about satans tactics?

12:28am

Jeanette Marie no

12:28am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok before we get into that... i am not keeping u up am i??

12:29am

Jeanette Marie no your fine


12:29am

Tonya Reddy-Perry u just tell me anytime u have to go dont feel bad.

12:29am

Jeanette Marie I do have to go in a bit though cuz I am tired had a rough night last night

12:29am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok just making sure, i know its late. ( i am a night owl big time lol) sure i understand

12:29am

Jeanette Marie

12:29am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok well is discernment a gift?

12:29am

Jeanette Marie I am a night owl too but last night was rough didn't hardly sleep

12:29am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah i hear ya aww

12:30am

Jeanette Marie lol so gonna crash early but yeah...gosh I hate to tell jerrae about rabecca yet I am not sure what to say about her yet I can only say I don't have the greatest feeling

12:30am

Tonya Reddy-Perry is Discernment a gift?

12:30am

Jeanette Marie I am not thinking se is evil but I don't think she believes in the bible completely The bible say to pray for discernment and wisdom

I think anything good is a gift some have it more than others but I really think that the more you have of Jesus in you the more decernment you have..."I think"

12:31am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ah ok well i am NOT trying to sound like i am all that and a bag of chips so please dont take it that way.. but over the years mine has gotten pretty good.

12:31am

Jeanette Marie more of Him less of us it's ok to know your gifts

12:32am

Tonya Reddy-Perry but the reason i asked is cuz i wasnt sure if it would be conceridered a gift.. but anyways.. The video she put out today... i think might have been aimed at me. i really really felt it hardcore when i watched it that it was aimed at me for making that video about sally

12:33am

Jeanette Marie ohhhh I will watch it hang on a sec..need water


12:33am

Tonya Reddy-Perry when u get some time... please watch it and tell me what u think because u and i seem to be pretty close to having the same level of discernment so if i am being over sensitive tell me lol i am pmsing LOL so itcould very well just be that! hahahah! .......................

12:34am

Jeanette Marie ok am back

12:35am

Tonya Reddy-Perry also, that guy one1theones or whatever his name is... yeah.. he is BAD news and i notice that Rebecca watches his stuff.

12:35am

Jeanette Marie I will watch it tonight and let you know

12:35am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok cool thanks!


12:35am

Jeanette Marie but I do have concerns about her just not sure exactly what it is yet I mean there are some personality things ya know but that does not make her bad but I feel like she really like attention it's a bit more than that just can't find the words lol

12:36am

Tonya Reddy-Perry my main concern is that she watches that guys videos...

12:36am

Jeanette Marie like a bit of a narcissist can't spell lol

12:36am

Tonya Reddy-Perry that guy even had me fooled for a good couple days-coupld weeks!

12:36am

Jeanette Marie theone theone

12:37am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yep

12:37am

Jeanette Marie or what ever yeah he sucks deleted him a long time ago

12:37am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh he is goooood very convincing he is....

12:37am

Jeanette Marie sort of but I know what you mean

12:37am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah in a bad way lol

12:37am

Jeanette Marie lol

12:37am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

12:38am

Jeanette Marie lol

12:38am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah anyone who says the bible isnt the Word of God... i will not even entertain anymore.

12:38am

Jeanette Marie yeah, I am going to talk with Jerrae about it maybe tomorrow I just don't want to say she is bad or evil cuz I am not sure


12:38am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ur gonna have to...and u will see why after u watch her video she lays it on pretty thick

12:38am

Jeanette Marie I just feel that she is under a bit of deception but it could be worse than that ...but not sure ok let me find it

12:39am

Tonya Reddy-Perry and then the girl LIED to me in a comment!! yeah... i am telling u. her motivation was my vid about Sally. i am gonna make a video about the 1onethe1 guy i am in an exposing kinda mood anyways lol

12:40am

Jeanette Marie I have the vid on now

12:40am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i am like.... tired of all the bullcrap man!

ok cool have an open mind! but tell me if u feel the same way i did... like it was kinda aimed at what i did making that video

12:40am

Jeanette Marie I already think it is about you

12:40am

Tonya Reddy-Perry LOL!!! i KNEW it!!!!!!!!!!!

12:40am

Jeanette Marie oh yeah

12:41am

Tonya Reddy-Perry man i was thinking either i am just being a bitch and thinking everyone is out to get me right now... or... they really ARE LOL

12:41am

Jeanette Marie noooo your fine

I would tell you if I felt that

12:41am

Tonya Reddy-Perry now here is the problem...... and YOU are going to have to help with this ok..... this is important...

12:41am

Jeanette Marie lol I will don't do it tonight though

12:42am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i couldnt care less that that video is about me... but here is the problem... Amanda is taking her video to heart

12:42am

Jeanette Marie how so?

12:42am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

Amanda thinks its aimed at me... and Amanda is thinking i am being used by satan. i am telling u.... thats whats going on. I have been best friends with Amanda for almost 3 years.

12:43am

Jeanette Marie Amanda thinks YOU are being used by satan???

12:43am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i know her better than she knows herself even lol

12:43am

Jeanette Marie ohhhhh nooooo

12:43am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah she is buying into rebeccas shit

12:43am

Jeanette Marie hummmm


12:43am

Tonya Reddy-Perry Amanda is a lot like wayne kinda

12:43am

Jeanette Marie but Amanda liked my comment on your vdeo video

12:44am

Tonya Reddy-Perry she can be swayed real easy, she is a very very emotional person. yeah but that was yesterday lol

12:44am

Jeanette Marie yes I know she is

12:44am

Tonya Reddy-Perry her and i have been having some problems lately


12:44am

Jeanette Marie ohhhhh

12:44am

Tonya Reddy-Perry satan for whatever reason... is trying VERY hard to get her and i t0 break up

12:44am

Jeanette Marie I will pray for you both

12:44am

Tonya Reddy-Perry thank you

12:45am

Jeanette Marie yeah I feel the same about Jerrae and I satan wants inbetween taht that

12:45am

Tonya Reddy-Perry we have had a couple bad fights lately and some trust was broken. on both our sides.

12:45am

Jeanette Marie awww I am so sorry I don't know her welll at all but I see she is very emotional

12:45am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah it sucks... blah i just hope and pray her and i can make it through what ever the hell is going on right now

12:46am

Jeanette Marie thing is we are all growing and in the midst of the growing sometimes deception gets in and can cause problems with friends so just try to see it that way you two need to stay friends

12:46am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yes i sure will. but i was hoping u can try and talk to her maybe.

assure her that i am not being used by satan lol

12:46am

Jeanette Marie well she might resent that because as I said we don't know one another we have only said a few words to one another

12:47am

Tonya Reddy-Perry but dont tell her i told u to of course!!! if she knew i was talking about her she would be very upset and think i am gossiping (which i am highly against) but I just need your help.

12:47am

Jeanette Marie yeah no way haha I won't tell her she would not like that

12:48am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yes but i think she looks up to you just by the mere fat that Jerrae speaks so highly of you. and Amanda looks up to Jerrae very much.

12:48am

Jeanette Marie I will figure out what to say to her and how...and when the time is right so hang in there cuz got to wait for the right moment to arise

12:48am

Tonya Reddy-Perry fact not FAT lol oops

12:48am

Jeanette Marie LOLOL

12:48am

Tonya Reddy-Perry HAHAHA

12:49am

Jeanette Marie even with rabecca I am still trying to figure her out which is why I have waited to tell Jerrae

12:49am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

i love that girl more than a fat kid loves cheesecake lol she is HAD to be friends with, let me tell ya but i do love that gal.

12:49am

Jeanette Marie you two are like Jerrae and me you two even remind me of one another

12:50am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah that is smart of you. u do have wisdom. man, i am glad we met lol! its so refreshing to find a women who i can talk to that is on the same page as me ya know what i mean??

12:50am

Jeanette Marie and people MANY people have told me that Jerrae and I could be sisters which I take as massive COMPLEMENT lol YEAH it is very refreshing you are a beautiful girl no doubt and our Father loves you so so much

12:50am

Tonya Reddy-Perry aww!! yeah you are very very good for Jerrae I can tell already!

12:51am

Jeanette Marie she is good for me too

12:51am

Tonya Reddy-Perry aww thanks and amen He sure does. and you as well girly!!

12:51am

Jeanette Marie yeah our Abba is beautiful

12:51am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

12:51am

Jeanette Marie he is smoothing us all out and sometimes in those times friendships end but then come back together

12:51am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yes that is true


12:51am

Jeanette Marie but you and mandy will be fine I will find a way to talk with her no worries

12:52am

Tonya Reddy-Perry u have no idea how much that would mean to me Jeanette. thank you sister

12:52am

Jeanette Marie I swear to you just last night I looked at you both and I KNEW your friendship was special AND I didn't even know you were friends

12:52am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh it is

12:52am

Jeanette Marie but in my self I knew it will be ok

you could have some more rough spots but I think that is how Father will have me talk with her..I will tell her about the bond I feel between you and her I will NEVER tell her we talked like this so don't you go do it and make me a liar LOL

12:53am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok

12:54am

Jeanette Marie your not going to lose her

12:54am

Tonya Reddy-Perry nooo i wont. one thing about me and u wull learn this the more we get to know eachother... but you can trust me 100% and i mean that

12:54am

Jeanette Marie yeah I know

12:55am

Tonya Reddy-Perry even if we ever had a fight and it got bad.. u could still trust me. lol i HATE gossip and i HATE liars.

also i am very loyal. just the way i am

12:55am

Jeanette Marie me too!!!!

12:55am

Tonya Reddy-Perry good!! LOL

12:55am

Jeanette Marie I hate liars..not that I haven't told a lie lol

12:55am

Tonya Reddy-Perry right i know what u mean

12:55am

Jeanette Marie but like this paster JD he said something soooo true he said

12:55am

Tonya Reddy-Perry trust is HUGE to me

12:56am

Jeanette Marie "Have you ever noticed that your sin always looks so worse on someone else???""" hahahahahaha hahahhahaha he said that we will see a sin on a brother or sister in Christ and our whole soul will RECOIL yet we have done the same thing in our life LOL tust is huge to me too sis

12:57am

Tonya Reddy-Perry LOL!!!! oh mannnnn that is awesome LOL

12:57am

Jeanette Marie yeah lol and true

12:57am

Tonya Reddy-Perry sooo true!!!!!


12:57am

Jeanette Marie I love love love this paster

12:57am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i am gonna have to use that!

12:57am

Jeanette Marie he has a church in Hawaii but his vids are on youtube

12:58am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh cool i will look up some of his stuff

12:58am

Jeanette Marie He is the BEST BUT HE BELIEVES IN TEH RAPTURE

12:58am

Tonya Reddy-Perry Pastor JD right?

12:58am

Jeanette Marie and I do and I don't I more belive in it than I dont

12:58am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i believe in it too

12:58am

Jeanette Marie oh good!@ I'm gald you do

12:58am

Tonya Reddy-Perry aand if i am wrong, so what. thats how i feel about it LOL

12:58am

Jeanette Marie It's a feeling not so much by biblical knowledge but a feeling that it is true

12:59am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yes! i believe in it more than i dont.. totally how i feel about it too!

12:59am

Jeanette Marie and Jerae will believe it soon

12:59am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yes

12:59am

Jeanette Marie she is in the midst of learning and God has her back

12:59am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

i actually stay away from people who teach the rapture is a false doctrine i have a bad feeling about them, just do amen

12:59am

Jeanette Marie yeah Jerrae will turn around just give her time God has her as she gets to know me even better and better....she will learn to trust me feelings that is why I have been posting rapture vids for her I don't tell her that LOL

1:01am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh sweet!! ahhh nice yeah its all about the bible man i am not a bible worshiper or anything... but i get my final say from that. period.

1:02am

Jeanette Marie I have rode the fence on it cuz I can't explain it to well biblically but in my heart I feel it is true oh yeah....me to

the bible is accurate

1:02am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah i know what u mean

1:02am

Jeanette Marie and there are things I don't fully understand but I had to make a choice one day lol and that was to just have faith and know that I am just not fully understanding things yet

1:03am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yes!!! amen

1:03am

Jeanette Marie

1:03am

Tonya Reddy-Perry peace is a wonderful thing

1:04am

Jeanette Marie yes it is....and when one decides to live on faith when knowledge is lacking there is much peace in just trusting God

1:04am

Tonya Reddy-Perry once i accepted that (what u just said about the bible) and also had that night where i trusted God 100%...... I knew what Jesus meant when He said if you drink my living water you will thirst no more

1:04am

Jeanette Marie yes awwww isn't He so beautiful I am crazy in love with Jesus and our Father just crazy in love

1:05am

Tonya Reddy-Perry amen! he sure is

1:05am

Jeanette Marie wow...He is wooshing His love through me right now how healing


1:06am

Tonya Reddy-Perry wooo hooo!!

1:06am

Jeanette Marie I told Him to give some to you He said He is LOL

1:06am

Tonya Reddy-Perry lol awww yat

1:06am

Jeanette Marie no I didn't hear His voice lol

1:06am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yay *


1:06am

Jeanette Marie but I feel His words if that makes sense

1:06am

Tonya Reddy-Perry lollll ok

1:07am

Jeanette Marie I have had some beautiful times with Jesus..He has come to me twice that I know of and 3 times in dreams but I don't remember one of them one day I will share this with you

1:07am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok

1:07am

Jeanette Marie don't worry...it's nothing crazy Just Him being beautiful


1:08am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i only had God speak to me once that i knew for sure was God i think lol

1:08am

Jeanette Marie He will speak with you more you have a little bit of a shell around you concerning that and it is melting off I'm not sure what the shell is but I feel it

1:08am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah... i do. ur right

1:09am

Jeanette Marie I think your like me...scared of being decieved

1:09am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

its because i dont want to be deceived, do u understand what i mean? omg.... no way LOL

1:09am

Jeanette Marie aha I just said taht to you that LOL

1:09am

Tonya Reddy-Perry woooow lol

1:09am

Jeanette Marie lol

1:10am

Tonya Reddy-Perry that was heavy lol

1:10am

Jeanette Marie lol lol your darling lol and remember I am still growing too lol

1:10am

Tonya Reddy-Perry lol ty ty u2!! oh yes me too, always

1:11am

Jeanette Marie yup until the very last breath and then beyond we will always evolve

1:11am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok can i ask u something? this is off topic kinda

1:11am

Jeanette Marie that is why the bible is the LIVING word because His word is eternal and there is no end

yeah go ahead

1:12am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i feel like i can trsust you... and i can not bring this up to just anyone lol because people will just think i am crazy

1:12am

Jeanette Marie lol no worries with me....

1:12am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i see 1's all the time

1:12am

Jeanette Marie I see 11 11 all the time since 1995 which was when I had my first end of the world dream

1:13am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

and it started around 2008 ish for me REALLY!????

1:13am

Jeanette Marie yup

1:13am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh wow

1:13am

Jeanette Marie I see 11 11 almost daily

1:13am

Tonya Reddy-Perry me too!!!

1:13am

Jeanette Marie I will just happen to look at the clock then

1:13am

Tonya Reddy-Perry or 1:11

1:13am

Jeanette Marie well...are we in the 11th hour now?

1:13am

Tonya Reddy-Perry which just happen so it made me think of it to ask u

1:14am

Jeanette Marie on God's time clock or is it the 12th? I get confused

1:14am

Tonya Reddy-Perry no clue

1:14am

Jeanette Marie

I believe that is why I see that hour because we are at the end i'm not completely sure but i think so

1:15am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ohh ok yeah i was wondering what u thought about that, if it has some kind of meaning

1:15am

Jeanette Marie well...it must

1:15am

Tonya Reddy-Perry have you met anyone else who see's it?

1:15am

Jeanette Marie because soooooooo MANY are seeing it too there is something to it just look it up on line hon you will see MUCH about 11 11

1:15am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh i have but i mean do u know anyone personally?

1:15am

Jeanette Marie just type in search "why am I seeing 11 11 all the time" yes a few people I have to ask Jerrae if she does

1:16am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i did that and saw a bunch of weird new age star child stuff haha not much info on it from a Christian view yeah wouldnt that be something!

1:16am

Jeanette Marie yeah well you know satan counterfits EVERYTHING just like he counterfitted the gifts of God

1:17am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yes! thats why i tried nto to pay much attention to it. i prayed about it and asked God a LOT and He never answered me.. so i left it alone


1:18am

Jeanette Marie well...maybe you got your answer but you can pray about what I said to see if it is true cuz even I am not forsure

1:18am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok i will. but yeah it means something even if its not from God.

1:18am

Jeanette Marie yes it does I am sure of that

1:19am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah

1:19am

Jeanette Marie but I met my ex on 11 11

nov 11

1:19am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ahhhhh

1:19am

Jeanette Marie Ugggga NOT GOOD but good in a way

1:19am

Tonya Reddy-Perry lol!

1:19am

Jeanette Marie I have this house because of it another story I will tell you sometime a huge blessing

1:20am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh thats cool


1:20am

Jeanette Marie I wanted it to be for both him and me but he did some awful things to me and I am sure now that he was possessed

1:20am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i am sorry you are going through a divorce girl. thats a rough thing. I am on my 2nd marriage myself.

1:20am

Jeanette Marie oh I am not sad about it at all not at all it isn't easy

1:20am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh ok cool

1:20am

Jeanette Marie cuz I had to go through such a change

1:20am

Tonya Reddy-Perry do you have children? if u dont mind me asking

1:20am

Jeanette Marie being alone again

1:21am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah

1:21am

Jeanette Marie but we were only married for 2 1/2 years

1:21am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ah ok

1:21am

Jeanette Marie from my first marriage I have two children

they are grown ....my Son is going to be 26 next month and my daughter will be 25 in November My Son is Joshua and Daughter Janessa

1:21am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh thats cool love those names!

1:22am

Jeanette Marie thanks yeah I just turned 47 Ugggg lol

1:22am

Tonya Reddy-Perry bahhh ur young still dont worry

1:22am

Jeanette Marie lol yeah I feel young

1:22am

Tonya Reddy-Perry u sure dont look that old!


1:22am

Jeanette Marie THANKS!!!

1:22am

Tonya Reddy-Perry sorry i didnt mean that to sound mean!

1:22am

Jeanette Marie that is always good to hear

1:22am

Tonya Reddy-Perry LOL

1:23am

Jeanette Marie lol

1:23am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

came out not quite right

1:23am

Jeanette Marie you didnt sound mean at all

1:23am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok good cuz thats not old!

1:23am

Jeanette Marie lol sometimes I feel old when I'm not feeling well 3 yrs ago I got diagnoses with multiaple scelrosis but no one would know I have it cuz I have no outward signs praise God

1:24am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh nooo!

1:24am

Jeanette Marie yeah

but am ok sis really I have pain in my body and a few other little things

1:24am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok. dang. well i am glad its not really bad

1:24am

Jeanette Marie but truly I am doing well no it's not bad at all

1:24am

Tonya Reddy-Perry whew good good praise God

1:24am

Jeanette Marie even my doctor said God would heal me

1:25am

Tonya Reddy-Perry mind if i ask how you found out you have it?


1:25am

Jeanette Marie I have had sooo many words from God that I would be healed

1:25am

Tonya Reddy-Perry wow! for a Dr. to say that! lol

1:25am

Jeanette Marie well I have had strange symptoms in much of my life like since 21 yrs old just little things which is why dr's could not pin point it just thought i was crazy i think lol but 3 yrs ago I went numb all over my body and I went to the ER and they did an MRI and found alot of plaqc plack can't spell it on my brain stem

1:26am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ahhh plaque, i think


1:27am

Jeanette Marie and that is a SURE sign of MS

1:27am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh wow ok.

1:27am

Jeanette Marie and I have only had two major episodes in my life and I think I may be having a small one now so if I ever seem foggy headed that is why lol and it even makes you forget how to spell words I have known how to spell all my life but then I get back to my self again truly I am blessed.....It could have been so much worse

1:28am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i was just curious. i have weird things happen to me epesically lately and for whatever reason MS has been in my mind big time. so its funny you mention you went numb

1:28am

Jeanette Marie I don't tell many people that I have MS I don't like to give it energy because I am believing for God's healing

1:29am

Tonya Reddy-Perry amen girl. well thank you for telling me. that means a lot

1:29am

Jeanette Marie awwwww yeah but no worries..I still run and walk and dance

1:29am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yes, He has totally got you and I will be praying for you too, every single night

1:29am

Jeanette Marie awwwww thanks sis that means alot to me yeah don't tell anyone Jerrae knows but not to many know I just don't want the energy on me


1:30am

Tonya Reddy-Perry hey pray for my health too would ya? i have been having some weird issues and I am pretty sure i have diabetes dang it.

1:30am

Jeanette Marie ohhh dear hey....you should get on the diet I am on

1:30am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i got gestational diabetes with Ben (he is just 3 months old)

1:30am

Jeanette Marie man it will cure diabetes and I will indeed pray I have lost 30 pounds in 3 months on this diet

1:31am

Tonya Reddy-Perry and i have taken my blood suger twice over the past 2 day just at random times just out of curiosty and both times i was about around 200. not good

oh wow!!

1:31am

Jeanette Marie yeah that is not good sis...but if you go on this diet it will fix it but you won't like it at first ....but after a few days it actually takes your appitite away

1:31am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok please! i am almost positive i can cure it because if i have it its not that bad. and i am about 70 pounds over weight.

1:31am

Jeanette Marie and then you have to force your self to eat lol

1:32am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh ok sounds good i can do it

1:32am

Jeanette Marie just have no more than 20 carbs a day

that is it that is all you have to know

1:32am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ahhh

1:32am

Jeanette Marie you can eat alllll the meat you want

1:32am

Tonya Reddy-Perry sounds soooo easy LOL

1:32am

Jeanette Marie no carbs allll the eggs you want cheese butter lobster hahaha mayo has no carbs all veggies are good just no carrots or corn

you can't have bread or pasta or potatoes

1:33am

Tonya Reddy-Perry mannnnn when they told me i had gestational diabetes and i had to watch my carbs i was like... sure thats no biggie.. pffft!!!! i didnt realize how much carbs was in EVERYTHING!.... that tasted good!!!! but ur right and i know it.... and i gotta do it and my husband is going to HAVE to get on bored with me on this.. we just cant have that crap in the house.

1:34am

Jeanette Marie the reason it works is that carbs is what gives you energy and your body uses the carbs to give you energy and if you give your body no carbs to give you energy then it uses your fat to give you energy

1:34am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i have very very weak self control. Gods working on me lol but i still suck. ohhhh!!!!!

1:34am

Jeanette Marie I got rid of EVERYTHING with carbs and thank god tooo cuz I have been tempted but couldn't do a thing about it

1:34am

Tonya Reddy-Perry well that makes sense. wow

1:35am

Jeanette Marie now listen...after two weeks of being off carbs you can have things like low carb ice cream and heavy whipping cream has no carbs

1:35am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah thats what i wil have to do. i will have to go through everything... and i can just take it up to a local food bank or something. ah ok

1:35am

Jeanette Marie and rasberrys have little carbs so you can have rasberrys with some splenda on top and heavey whipping cream and it is sooo good if you like pork rinds they have no carbs and you can make nachos with them there is alot of things you can do to make it more interesting I make speggitte but no noodles I make taccos ..but no shell..is more like a tacco salad is YUMMY lots you can do and you don't have to exersize a dam bit lol and the pounds will MELT off and your blood sugar will be amazing

1:37am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok these are wonderful ideas!

1:37am

Jeanette Marie there is a site on the internet where you can even buy low carb pancake mix

1:38am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh nice!

1:38am

Jeanette Marie you can have all the eggs and baccon you want but no toast

1:38am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i am starting tomorrow. no joke.

1:38am

Jeanette Marie I will give you the link tomorrow you will be sooooo happy!


1:38am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok sweet

1:38am

Jeanette Marie the pouds will melt off

1:38am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yay! lol cuz once they do i am getting a tummy tuck

1:38am

Jeanette Marie I eat hard boiled eggs alot I know that is what I am worried about loose skin

1:39am

Tonya Reddy-Perry thats something i have always wanted to reward myself when i lose weight

1:39am

Jeanette Marie cuz I got way up there I was a lil over 200

1:39am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i am 200 right now! and i am only 5'2"

1:39am

Jeanette Marie i use to be so small until I got sick and doc's put me on meds and the weight just piled on

1:39am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i wanna get down to about 130, that is what i was before i had kids

1:39am

Jeanette Marie well you will LOVE what this diet does for you and for your health you will see

1:40am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

i am excited about it

1:40am

Jeanette Marie and no rice lol not even milk

1:40am

Tonya Reddy-Perry brown rice?

1:40am

Jeanette Marie I drink unsweetened chocolate soy milk only 1 carb in a glass is awesome they even have low carb brownies I will show you the site tomorrow nope hon

1:41am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i loveeee cereal... but man, when i had the gestational diabetes... a small bowl of cerael would but my BS up to 300!!! was like WOW WTF do they put in this stuff! crazy. nothing shot my BS up like a bowl of cereal.


1:41am

Jeanette Marie now I have a low carb hot ceral I got from that site

1:41am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok i will have to try that. my aunt is lactose and she drinks soy milk, she said its not too bad.

1:42am

Jeanette Marie now I will warn you that these low carb subsitutes are not as tasty as the real thing but tasty enough to make it easy to stay on the diet no it's not bad you just got to NOT go over 20 carbs for the first two weeks

1:43am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i am cool with eggs and 1 piece of peanut butter wheat toast. i can handle that. i did that when i was preggo and my sugars stayed pretty good.

1:43am

Jeanette Marie and you can begin to add maybe 5 carbs a week after the two weeks but as for me...I have just stuck to the 20

because I want it off and I want it off NOW LOL

1:43am

Tonya Reddy-Perry YES!!! me too!!! LOL

1:43am

Jeanette Marie so I don't mess around at all lol

1:43am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i am OVER IT

1:43am

Jeanette Marie you will be so happy you did this and I swear your diabites will go away

1:44am

Tonya Reddy-Perry girl i am so glad we talked tonight. i have to admit something.... i thought for a minute u might be on the same train with that rebecca women


1:44am

Jeanette Marie im hyppglycimic and I can go 12 hours with no food and do pretty good im not saying you should go that long...that was not smart on my part lol but just saying it balances out your blood sugar beautifully

1:45am

Tonya Reddy-Perry because i dont know u that well and jerrea, you and amanda didnt talk to me much today after the video of hers came out so i was like oh nooo maybe they are changing their minds!!! i was being paranoid.

1:45am

Jeanette Marie awwww no sis I am not

1:46am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah i hear u. i normally only eat once or twice a day! my big thing is snaking at night. i can get really bad about that.

1:46am

Jeanette Marie I may get things wrong from time to time and I don't have a perfect life and I am still learning things but I am completely inlove with our Father


1:46am

Tonya Reddy-Perry and i get literally ZERO exercise. which is changing soon. i am joining a gym here once my daughter starts school in a couple weeks.

1:47am

Jeanette Marie there are also sugar free chocolets and candy GET THEM they will help you not cheat...in the candy section at the store

1:47am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh good! lol!

1:47am

Jeanette Marie just dn't eat to much at once cuz will give you GAS lOL

1:47am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ahhh ok noted. lol!!

1:47am

Jeanette Marie did you read what I said about me getting things wrong sometimes just wanted to make sure you knew I answerd your comment about being on the same train as rabecca

1:48am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yes i did. yeah for some reason i thought you jerrae and her were really close

1:48am

Jeanette Marie I have only known her for about a month or so and have rarely spoke with her

1:48am

Tonya Reddy-Perry not sure why i thought that.

1:48am

Jeanette Marie jerrae just met her too

1:48am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

ahhh gotcha

1:49am

Jeanette Marie jerrae is in the midst of figuring out things and me too lol and actually I have not spoke with her just left comments on a couple of her vids

1:49am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ah ok cool. well i know it was all just me being paranoid lol!! but know that you can always come to me about ANYTHING, if i am doing something i shouldnt... TELL ME! i am not the type to get mad and freak out, i promise.

1:50am

Jeanette Marie don't worry...I get paranoid too cuz of what I went through VERY

1:50am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah i hear you... AManda has be all paranoid now man! cuz our big fights we had were about her holding stuff in and assuming stuff about me and assuming i was mad at her. and she held it in for 2 months and didnt tell me!

1:50am

Jeanette Marie well gosh I can't believe she thinks satan is using you oh gessh

1:51am

Tonya Reddy-Perry then i look back during those 2 months and i see stuff she posts and i am like wow... she was talking about me is she on yoru list?

1:51am

Jeanette Marie awwww yeah well I see that she is the type to kinda stick people that way....and that is underhanded she should not do that

1:52am

Tonya Reddy-Perry she has been not talking to me much at ALL lately, which isnt like her.... and tonight she posted this. so u tell me what u think....

1:52am

Tonya Reddy-Perry "To ALL of you on my friends list ~Things are not as they appear~ Praying people would be more wise to : Manipulation *Double talk* Lies *Division* And Hate Hence why I'm not going to be online as much. You may see me comment on a couple videos but that's it. Done making videos for a while.

God bless you all ~Love ya always~ see ya when I see ya Talk to ya when I talk to ya Pray for those who truly don't know what they are doing." Its a MUST right now.

1:53am

Tonya Reddy-Perry and her comment on Rebecca's video was like "i needed to hear this really bad" or something like that

1:53am

Jeanette Marie yeah she says that alot IM LEAVING YOUTUBE hahaha and she is RIGHT back well....you guys will work through this it may be rough for a bit but hang in mandy has alot to learn

1:55am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah lol! like i said.. she is hard to be friends with! i wanna slap her sometimes LOLLLL love slap of course

1:55am

Jeanette Marie LOLOLOL


1:55am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh man i see Jerrae just commented on Rebeccas video!

1:55am

Jeanette Marie yeah I know what you mean...I actually unsubbed her once and then came back cuz of jerrae

1:55am

Tonya Reddy-Perry " Jerrae Lyn 1 hour ago Hey my dear.....thank you for texting me and letting me know what is going on....we love you...and this was a excellent video....so much words of wisdom...and truth in Love ......I can see the joy all over you sis.....I really enjoyed our talk and prayer time the other day....so powerful two joining together under our Father......and all is well:)...been busy bee around here...but all that yuck is gone...block ,,,,,turn and love and pray for those who curse us..I love you and talk soon.. HUG "

1:55am

Jeanette Marie but she isn't a bad person just has alot to learn

1:56am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah thats so true about Mandy.

oh man I hope we are either wrong about Rebecca.... or if we are not... that Jerrae doesnt take it to hard when u tell her

1:56am

Jeanette Marie yeah I gotta pray about it a bit more that comment from Jerrae ....who was that to?

1:59am

Tonya Reddy-Perry that was on Rebeccas video

1:59am

Jeanette Marie ahhh hummm

1:59am

Tonya Reddy-Perry maybe i was mistaken? dang now i am even more confused blahhh i dont know... but i am telling ya i got that vibe

2:00am

Jeanette Marie

gosh I am not sure...but Jerrae isn't seeing things I am seeing I don't think her guard is that strong yet but as I said...I don't know how serious it is with rebecca yet but I will look deeper and pray I am going to at least make Jerrae know that rebecca isn't a full believer in the bible I am sure I heard her say that on a recent video so that is concerning not that she is evil perhaps but that she is learning too but also that she listens to that 1theone or what ever his name is so there are deffinately some things wrong just am not sure how deep it is
2:03am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok i know this seems like we are gossiping but that is NOT what this is.... this is what Jerrae just sent me...

2:03am

Jeanette Marie no we are just trying to figure things out and be aware and that is smart

2:03am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

i sent Jerrae pretty much the same message i sent you earlier about how Sally removed that from her About secion on her youtube....

2:03am

Jeanette Marie gossip is a whole different thing

2:03am

Tonya Reddy-Perry so Jerrae just responded and said this...

2:04am

Jeanette Marie it like when people just talk chit about one another in a mean spirit ya know ok

2:04am

Tonya Reddy-Perry "she is being sneaky sis....she is a snake and I dont care what anyone says....she knows what she is doing....dont worry sis...i have been offline a bit....computer needed some work.....but dont you worry sis...I support ya and let the folks who want to think your bad.....think it .....you did what was right....and she was shown for the wolf she was to at least who was supposed to see it sis.....and for others...well they must learn the hard way....blood is not on your hands....you see...you knew the truth and what harm she could have brought Gods children and you did what you were suppose to do....your hands are clean.....love you and no one I know is talking behind my back about you to me.....folks no better....I dont play that way.....if I have a problem with someone I love ....I ask them about something etc.....I dont play games and chat to anyone else about someone.....so I have not heard anyone talkin about ya to me anyway.....I have not been on here as much I usually am....had to re format computer all that good stuff....so now I am back and ready to make some videos sis....dont worry ...I got ya on the next one....God will give me the words....and I agree some are pulling away and I sense thinking we called foul to soon......well bull shate to that...my dear....I cleansed my self of that garbage....and I love and

will forgive and pray for her...sally...but I am not involved with anyone calling her a friend....I will cut them off.....I know that sounds harsh...but I was a witch and I knew many of em....you dont casually hang with them folk....the occult is never to be played with.......

2:06am

Jeanette Marie yup that is good

2:07am

Tonya Reddy-Perry whew....

2:07am

Jeanette Marie I will talk with her about rebecca thing is I don't want her to think I am being jealous ya know

2:07am

Tonya Reddy-Perry what a relief!!!! yeah i know what u mean.

2:07am

Jeanette Marie

I don't want her to think I am trying to remove friends from her..cuz that is NOT the case...but her eyes need to be open on this Rebbeca may not be bad but just may have more growing to do I'm not fully sure yet but all I can telll you is I have an uneasy feeling about her

2:08am

Tonya Reddy-Perry maybe just keep reminding her that the bible is important.... and maybe she will figure it out on her own? I dont know just throwing idea's out there

2:08am

Jeanette Marie and Jerrae did ask me to point people out to her so am gonna do it

2:08am

Tonya Reddy-Perry BE SURE before u say anything to Jerrae. so take all the time you need on that

2:09am

Jeanette Marie yeah I will do that

2:09am

Tonya Reddy-Perry getting something like that wrong would do a lot of harm. Sally way easy LOL eas* was****

2:09am

Jeanette Marie yeah...Praise God she is OUT

2:09am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i responded to Jerrae and sad a lot about the bible.

2:09am

Jeanette Marie I think rebbeca has good in her I really do but there is also caution oh good for you for what you said about the bible I will do the same i have been doing it but will keep it up btw how you doing with the no smoking?

2:10am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah, i am tellin ya.. i just felt something BAD from that video... i dont know what that was now. plus when she lied to me in her comment... her comment to be was very very COLD. doing good!! still not smoking

2:11am

Jeanette Marie how did she lie? proud of you...I gotta quit to I started when I got a divorce lol

2:11am

Tonya Reddy-Perry well she did another video right after that one. a short video. about how she was cutting her hair with some sheers and the gaurd fell off and she saved the back of her head bald!!

2:12am

Jeanette Marie I had quit in January for 3 months but I sure needed the smokes after the divorce but I am beginning not to need them again and I have not smoked long in my life so it will be easy to quit here soon

2:12am

Tonya Reddy-Perry and she said and i QUOTE.... " i was a little upset at first" then blah blah.. she prayed and God helped her finisher her hair cut yadda yadda....

2:12am

Jeanette Marie eeeks lol lol

2:12am

Tonya Reddy-Perry well i commented and said. " aww man!! i can only imagine how pissed you were lol!! but i think it looks awesome girl. for real, not just saying that. And praise God for the blessing you got from it!! Indeed He is faithful ALL things work to the good for those who love the Lord and are called according to His purpose (romans 8:28) "

2:13am

Tonya Reddy-Perry her repsonce was " thanks for watching, actually i never got upset at all, i was more shocked that it had just happened,and was left with omg what am i supposed to do now...thats when i calmly asked Abba to take my hand and help me do something with it....and yes all things do work out for the best, even if at the time we dont think so...Abba always knows best..much love...God Bless.."

2:13am

Jeanette Marie who left that comment?

2:13am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i left that one


2:13am

Jeanette Marie ah ok well that is a good response maybe she wasnt talking of you...hummmm confused LOL

2:14am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i called her on it too lmao. so i am sure she isnt gonna like that

2:14am

Jeanette Marie ohhh crap I read it wrong I didn't catch the lie

2:15am

Tonya Reddy-Perry so after that i called her on it and i said.... "in ur vid you said "i got a little upset at first" which is understandable! hence my "aww man!! i can only imagine how pissed you were lol!!" i wasnt trying to offend you or anything. anyways, God is good and it worked out " i am telling ya.. something is off with her. i feel it.

2:15am

Jeanette Marie yeah something is just haven't nailed it yet I will though

2:16am

Tonya Reddy-Perry not sure what it is... but the mere fact she listens to that 1oneone guy... and calls God "the great Spirit" and weird stuff sometimes... ya i dont know...

2:16am

Jeanette Marie God will help me

2:16am

Tonya Reddy-Perry Amen yes He sure will just take it slow and i will pray for ya too on this.

2:17am

Jeanette Marie native american call Him that ....both Jerrae and I have native blood....her more than me but we still call God who He is not great spriit

2:20am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok so i told Jerrae that i was pmsing and i was paranoid that rebeccas video mght be about me... this is what she responded with

2:20am

Tonya Reddy-Perry "lol....when i pms its horrible sis...I am a paranoid freak.....in fact if ya ever see me a lil more feisty in videos than usual....just know I am pms....like if I rant.....lol.....its all good....Rebecca....is cool she knows whats up....and she is a fairly new believer I think...a couple of years....so she is learning...like we all are....she knows not to have anything to do with darkness....but she truly seeks unity and so do i....but I will not be in union with the devil and those who follow him EVER.....some may call me radical....but I just know what I know....and if folks dont listen....like I said our hands our clean........"

2:21am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ....................................

2:21am

Jeanette Marie yeah...I will talk with her

2:21am

Tonya Reddy-Perry then i send her this... and the rest i am leaving to you!! since you and Jerrae are close. I know she will listen to you better than me. but here is what i said .......


2:21am

Tonya Reddy-Perry "Amen girl. good for you. Man... you are growing quite nicely I must say Praise God. Well I noticed she listens to some folks who believe the bible is not the Word of God so just be a little careful. Maybe you can help her in that area. The guy she listens to, 1onetheones or whatever his name is... he is Gooooood, he had me deceived for about a week lol he is very very good at what he is doing."

2:21am

Tonya Reddy-Perry so i opened the door anyways.

2:21am

Jeanette Marie thing is I got to get a bit more knowledge about it

2:22am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah for sure. if she is young in the faith... i can totally understand her being all about unity.... but if she falls into the trab of the bible NOT being the Word of God... we got a big problem trap*

2:22am

Jeanette Marie yeah...I think that is what it is....she is just finding the way and learning

got to give people time to grow yeah if her heart is true for God then she will be saved out of that deception if not then her heart may not be real toward the true God time will tell

2:23am

Tonya Reddy-Perry amen thats true. i forgot about that for a second lol shame on me and i think her heart is for God.

2:24am

Jeanette Marie lol I forget that alll the time

2:24am

Tonya Reddy-Perry man i sure hope it is anyways.

2:24am

Jeanette Marie well time will tell

2:24am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

yes sure will

2:24am

Jeanette Marie but is good what you said to Jerrae...but be careful about going after people.... just pray first and try to remember they are growing too

2:24am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok well good. we are all on the same page now i think i will sleep great tonight. i hope u do too!! u need ur rest.

2:24am

Jeanette Marie

2:25am

Tonya Reddy-Perry amen girl i sure will

2:25am

Jeanette Marie I do feel cautiion about her but that could be that she is just not quite on the right path but maybe with love and guidence she will find her way we shall see we have all sat in the pit of hell now and then....but if we truly are seeking truth we will find it


2:26am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah amen! thats right well i am gonna try and get some sleep. i am going to be out of town for a couple days so u wont see me around much. I absolutely LOVED our talk tonight. And I am very thankful to God that our paths crossed. I already feel a strong connection to you sister

2:28am

Jeanette Marie and Jerrae. made a vid recently about how she was recently thinking the bible was not full truth and how she has come to know that it IS....i showed her how to get the bible app on her phone so she is listening to the word much more now yeah me too am really tired LOL

2:28am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh GOOD!!!!! whew. i am SO glad to hear that

2:28am

Jeanette Marie yeah

2:29am

Tonya Reddy-Perry when people feel that way about the bible (that its not 100% from God) it makes my heart so so so heavy

2:29am

Jeanette Marie yeah I know.......lots of deception out there

2:29am

Tonya Reddy-Perry because if you feel that way... you are the easiest target in the world for deception.

2:29am

Jeanette Marie loads of it and so easy to get on the wrong path

2:30am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yes!

2:30am

Jeanette Marie

but just got to keep that relationship close with God and all will be fine

2:30am

Tonya Reddy-Perry thats Satans big thing here on youtube if you havent noticed..... Get people to think the bible is not the Word of God.

2:30am

Jeanette Marie and get on that diet

2:30am

Tonya Reddy-Perry the second biggest thing is legalism. yes yes i will i will keep ya posted too.

2:30am

Jeanette Marie yeah I know...youtube is 97 percent nuts lol

2:30am

Tonya Reddy-Perry gonna weight my self when i get up and keep track amen to that! lol!


2:31am

Jeanette Marie yup you will love the results you will be fine

2:31am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok goodnight my dear!! we will talk soon. God bless you and you sleep well

2:31am

Jeanette Marie and your moods will be so much more stable night night sissy and Blessings and sweet dreams
12:19am Monday

Jeanette Marie Hi pooh bear

12:33am

Tonya Reddy-Perry hey hey boo boo! how are you doing this fine evening?

1:00am

Jeanette Marie omgosh I didn't even see your message come in grrrrrrrrrrr lol am watching Jerrae's vid now...I have been out in the town all day so just got home about 2 hrs ago getting caught up

1:25am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ah ok cool. Sorry i was just making a video myself. about to start editing it.

1:26am

Tonya Reddy-Perry I have been stuck in the house all day with one of the worst migraines ever. i get them a lot. Ever since my mid 20's. they are hormonal and i am pmsing right now. blahhh and this one has been BAD lol I think my body is making up for lost time! lol! I just had a baby 3 months ago.

2:00am

Tonya Reddy-Perry heading to bed. Goodnight sister

3:41pm Monday

Jeanette Marie

Hey sissy pooh I can't talk right now...in the middle of stuffers!! lol but wanted to say that I think rabecca is ok....I do think she falls into pits of beliefs and maybe in one now a bit but I think God will do as He does with us all and bring her back So we need to pray for her love you

5:31pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok whew thanks for letting me know!! i will defiantly be praying for her, love ya girly
10:44pm Tuesday

Tonya Reddy-Perry hey girly, have u talked to amanda by any chance? she is giving me the cold shoulder big time, like totally out of the blue too.

12:22am

Jeanette Marie can't talk right at the minute hon....but no I have not spoken with her yet...I just haven't had the right feeling about it maybe just it isn't the right time and I don't want to be sneaky about it ya know You two have been friends for a long time...you should be able to talk with her hon..... or maybe just wait a lil...maybe she has some things to learn and you and all of us lol

12:25am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok no problem. Oh i have girl! i have been messaging her since Saturday. (not like too much, i have sent her a few messages tho) She is ignoring them all. Plus i saw this comment on Scotts vid that she left. "lately all I've felt is the urge to "love the unlovable" and "make peace" people may not agree with who I socialize with but either way Our Father loves them too and Amen bro to being close to Jesus' heart.

Forgive move on and Love and Let God work in your life through lessons all to teach us how to Love unconditionally the best we can. Love you "

12:25am

Jeanette Marie awwww I am sorry she is ignoring you well.... hummm so she has the 'love everyone' down but just not you eh??? Hummmmm

12:26am

Tonya Reddy-Perry I finally asked her straight up today Whats the deal. I guess i will either get a response or not. I am not going to bug her. Just suck because we JUST went through this kind of thing and she promised me she would not ignore me like that without telling me what wrong again. *sigh*

12:26am

Jeanette Marie I mean she does not have the loving you down right you know what I mean lol

12:27am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i dont wanna keep ya girly!! i will talk to ya soon ok Love you bunches!! xoxox yeah hahaha


12:27am

Jeanette Marie I will pray about this and if I feel it is right to talk with her I will I like to help people and I know how this feels It would break my heart if Jerrae did this I will pray sis

12:28am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah honestly once we make peace. i am totally done with her. I cant keep putting myself through this. this will be the 3rd time she has done this to me in the past 3 months. I have invested a lot of time and money in that girl. just breaks my heart, i dont know how people can do this. blahhh. guess its just what happens sometimes. i am not going to let it make me bitter.

12:39am

Jeanette Marie awwww.....I am sooo sorry sis!!!! money? Did you give her money?

12:53am

Tonya Reddy-Perry I bought her a laptop for Christmas. It stopped working for her the same time I had my son (3 months ago) She stopped talking to me about a month ago and finally she ended up telling me she thought i was mad at her because the laptop broke. I told her of course that is not true that i am not mad at her. and I have only not been talking to her much because i have a newborn in the house and am not online as much as I used to be!


12:54am

Tonya Reddy-Perry so we got over that and she apologized for assuming a bunch of stuff. i forgave her of course... and then i was like ok let get your laptop fixed cuz i wanna do google hangouts with you! So then i got her a copy of Windows 7 and mailed her the disc so she could install it on the laptop and see if that fixed it.

12:54am

Tonya Reddy-Perry that was just a few weeks ago.

1:04am

Jeanette Marie let me read..sorry been doing some things in my house allll day.... lol wow that was VERY nice of you to get her a laptop

1:06am

Tonya Reddy-Perry your fine sistah!

1:06am

Jeanette Marie and then to fix it did it fix it?


1:07am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah well she wanted so much to make youtube videos. but lately now i am starting to question if i was duped, ya know?

1:07am

Jeanette Marie you mean you wonder if it didn't even break?

1:08am

Tonya Reddy-Perry no not really that. I am just starting to think maybe i was TOO generous. and i hate even SAYING that... because i dont think anyone can be too generous. but i feel like damn! she could at least respect me enough to talk to me about stuff i am doing thats making her upset ya know!? i am just venting really lol

1:09am

Jeanette Marie yes I agree with you she should indeed speak with you she should never just shine you but she probably doesn't like confrontations so she is kinda taking the cowards way out I dont' know if I am right but it just looks that way I do know that she is very very up and down in her emotions


1:11am

Tonya Reddy-Perry Yeah!! I mean I am not trying to be paranoid! And I know people take breaks from being online, I totally get that. I do it sometimes too! But the thing is I have seen her commenting on stuff and whatnot, and communicating with other people. So it's just like... Wth then? Yeah maybe

1:12am

Tonya Reddy-Perry I sent her this message today and I am just going to wait it out I guess "are you under the impression that i made that video to you or something?? I just saw your comment on Scotts vid about "people may not like who i socialize with".... am i just being paranoid again? I dont want to make that same mistake and assume stuff. Can you let me know what is going on please?"

1:12am

Jeanette Marie yeah....well Jerrae and I both have done that with one another and I have come to learn that sometimes we just like to go make comments but don't feel like getting in a conversation with anyone at times and then we allways come back with tons to say lol

1:13am

Tonya Reddy-Perry Yeah

1:13am

Jeanette Marie

but if you are messaging her and she isn't answering then that is not good

1:13am

Tonya Reddy-Perry Yeah I hate being ignored lol it's like the biggest pet peeve of mine. It's so disrespectful. When people I love ignore me, hurts worst than anything in the world In my opinion.

1:14am

Jeanette Marie that is the message you sent her? I mean up above about scot I hate to be ignored too sis I sooooo know how it makes you feel and it is a type of torture to ignore someone is cruel in my book

1:16am

Tonya Reddy-Perry Yes! Torture! Lol!!! And I am sitting here trying to not feel like a stalker lol! It like I am obsessing about it, and I'm not I swear. But grrrr! Lol

1:16am

Jeanette Marie no....your reaction is normal sis......truly...I have been in your shoes and to not know what the hell is up drives me beyond crazy


1:17am

Tonya Reddy-Perry I sent her this today after I saw that comment she left on Scott's video. I sent her this "are you under the impression that i made that video to you or something?? I just saw your comment on Scotts vid about "people may not like who i socialize with".... am i just being paranoid again? I dont want to make that same mistake and assume stuff. Can you let me know what is going on please?"

1:17am

Jeanette Marie and to get obsessive about it is also normal...a normal reaction cuz it hurts and you don't have answers even if she wrote you and told you to fuck off and die you would be in more peace than to sit there and not know wtf

1:18am

Tonya Reddy-Perry Ok whew good! I don't want u to think I am like one of those annoying needy Internet people. I am SO NOT lol!

1:18am

Jeanette Marie no no no way....I KNOW how this feels it can drive a person MAD

1:18am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

YES!!! I would love for her to tell me that!! Something! Fuck!!!!!

1:18am

Jeanette Marie lol yeah I know

1:18am

Tonya Reddy-Perry Lol! That why after we make peace I am doneeeee Eff this man Done with her I mean

1:19am

Jeanette Marie yeah....if she has done this before you made need to distance your self cuz one can't trust someone with their heart if they act this way all the time...so inconsistant

1:19am

Tonya Reddy-Perry This is like mental abuse and I am not putting myself through this anymore. No freaking way. This is the third time! The trust is totally gone now and there was barely any left. It's so sad

1:20am

Jeanette Marie yeah I have someone in my life who has done that to me and I finally just did not participate....didn't loose the friendship but they didn't have a willing player anymore and eventually stopped doing it and yes....it does break the trust

1:21am

Tonya Reddy-Perry Ahh ok

1:21am

Jeanette Marie you can keep the friendship but it will most likely not be possible for it to go much deeper until they have a true heart and mind change

1:22am

Tonya Reddy-Perry See the thing is, if I "break up" with her, she is gonna throw herself a nice pity party and use Facebook and YouTube to do it... And she gossips bad. So I am screwed because her and I know a LOT of the same people.

1:23am

Jeanette Marie well...hon....don't do the break up then in my eyes you have tried very hard to find out what is up and so just let her go but don't do the whole delete and battle is on thing


1:23am

Tonya Reddy-Perry Ok yeah maybe it would be best to just kinda leave it

1:23am

Jeanette Marie just shut it OFF in your heart and mind and pray about it and for her

1:23am

Tonya Reddy-Perry Ok yeah your right. Then she doesn't have that to use.

1:23am

Jeanette Marie but disconnect just cut the cord for now

1:24am

Tonya Reddy-Perry Oh yes that won't be hard to do now


1:24am

Jeanette Marie and then hopefully she will come back around

1:24am

Tonya Reddy-Perry And I will keep praying for sure

1:24am

Jeanette Marie I will pray too sis I am sorry ...I know this hurts and God won't leave you alone in this I know I am older than you but I am here for ya

1:26am

Tonya Reddy-Perry Thanks girl I really appreciate that. Man, this is a crazy time for us to meet lol! Just so happens to be when I am going through crazy stuff, and this aunt even the half of it. I just had a baby a couple months ago and also just had to hire a lawyer today because my EX is taking visitation away from me and I am sick of it. Lordy mercy. Lol!

1:27am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

Just u listening and telling me I am not nuts, helps lol!!

1:27am

Jeanette Marie well it's a good time we have met... good timming as I said, God won't leave you alone in this

1:27am

Tonya Reddy-Perry So thank u girly

1:27am

Jeanette Marie your ex has your other child?

1:29am

Tonya Reddy-Perry Yes he won custody of her during the divorce trial. He accused me of child porn among other things. So that didn't help. Of course after the cops raided my house in broad day light on a sunny Sunday afternoon..... And taking a YEAR to investigate (they took every computer, DVD, cd, u name it) they never pressed charges cu they didn't find shit!

1:31am

Tonya Reddy-Perry Social services had to come out, they saw it for what it was though, which was nice... Sadly they said they see spouces pull this card a LOT during custody trials.


1:31am

Jeanette Marie gosh!!!!! oh sis that is awful so why did he win though?

1:31am

Tonya Reddy-Perry That's not the half if it lol but let's just say he is evil. And the women he married (the whore that broke up our marriage) is more evil than him. They won because I peed positive for pot, and I called the whore a "bitch" in the hallway during a reassess. And also the custody evaluator didn't like me because I canceled appointments a lot... And to top it off my lawyer was horrible. I would have probably done better by myself. I though the "counselor" aka CUsTODY EVALUATOR was someone for me to vent to about what an asshole my ex and his whore wife was! Oops. Lol (I really thought that's what her job was) *facepalm* so I totally fucked that part up. It was just horrible girl. This all happened about 7 years ago and I JUST got to a place within the last couple years that I don't feel like the most piece of crap worthless mother on the planet.

1:36am

Jeanette Marie am reading awwwwwwwwwww my goodness!!! that is some rough stuff sis

1:39am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ohhh yeah.

1:39am

Jeanette Marie your like me..your open about what is on your mind and just cuz someone is 'nice' to you, you think you can trust and so you spill your guts and then get screwed I have had that happen to me a THOUSAND times and I am a bit more cautious now Praise God but I still mess up and tell to much sometimes

1:41am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah i really dont tell many people that LOL! but i figured who not just use your shoulder while i got it haha why*

1:41am

Jeanette Marie awwwww well...I don't judge that I know things can look bad and yet be a lie

1:42am

Tonya Reddy-Perry thanks girl i knew you wouldnt and i appreciate that. yeah i look like a damn crack whore or something (at least thats what i always felt like)

some crack whore mom, blah

1:43am

Jeanette Marie meaning that someone with a judgmental heart could look at your situation and think something was wrong with you but I have had the shoe on the other foot and I know what it feels like to be made guilty when I was innocent ....and there is nothing you can do about it awful

1:43am

Tonya Reddy-Perry so shameful. its rough. i just cant wait till she is 16 and she will be able to come live with me. she is 11 now. She hates it at her dads. They dont even let her speak of me and she is only allowed one photo.

1:43am

Jeanette Marie no your ok sis.... omgosh that is awful so awful so unfair to her

1:44am

Tonya Reddy-Perry tearing up over here. damn, i just dont tell people this ever. people have no idea how bad it is i am "strong" ya know


1:44am

Jeanette Marie awwwww.....is ok sis....One day this will ALL turn around

1:44am

Tonya Reddy-Perry :*(

1:44am

Jeanette Marie just got to hang in there sissy the wait game but one day it will be fine.....you will see

1:45am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i live 5 hours away from her, but i drive down there every other weekend and see her from friday 3pmsunday 6pm. Thankfully my mom lives only 30 minutes away from her dads house. so i just stay there on my weekends with my kids. well i have her for thanksgiving this year. just so happens that the next day, friday, is MY weekend..... that mother fucker.... wants me to bring her home after dinner on thursday.... and then pick her up the next day (friday) at 3pm, for my weekend! which would mean i cant bring her home to Maryland (which is rare for me to do anyways)

1:47am

Jeanette Marie GOSH!!!!! awful

1:47am

Tonya Reddy-Perry thats just one of 20 issues on the list i need the lawyer for. just to give u an idea of what i am dealing with. just gotta tough is out 5 more years!!! i can make it and i just tell Katelyn that this is the life God gave us to have and we WILL make it and we will get through it and we will be grateful for it. I swear, if it wasnt for me, she wouldnt be a normal person (my daughter). My ex and his wife would have turned her into a monster of a human being i bet.

1:49am

Jeanette Marie gosh hon....awwwwwwwwwwww

1:50am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i am at a place where i am not bitter about it believe it or not and that is ALL GOD's work! lol!!!!!

1:50am

Jeanette Marie I am so glad she has you to balance her life more gosh


1:50am

Tonya Reddy-Perry I am thankful to have healthy children

1:50am

Jeanette Marie how does your current hubby feel about all this? I am glad you have him

1:50am

Tonya Reddy-Perry YES amen girl. exactly. thats what my mom always says too lol thank God we are here to balence her out. My husband is amazing. He cant stand my Ex of course. my husband supports me 100% God blessed me with an amazing man. He loves me so much. to be honest... i didnt even start loving him till we were married for like 3 years. isnt that terrible. i am a vry hard person to allow myself to love you. because if i love you, then u can hurt me. seeeeee. and i love that man so much it scares me.

1:53am

Jeanette Marie That is so wonderful your hubby is there for you sis your very lucky

1:53am

Tonya Reddy-Perry its a great feeling because i trust him 100% but its still a little scary in the back of my head ya know? yes i am. sooo blessed. Now we just gotta get him saved.

1:53am

Jeanette Marie awwww don't be scared...he is there for you

1:53am

Tonya Reddy-Perry I pray for that everyday. God will bring him around.

1:53am

Jeanette Marie I am scared in the same way with men I have been soooo betrayed and even almost killed

1:54am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah i totally understand girl.

1:54am

Jeanette Marie

I have issues with men like crazy lol

1:54am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh wow!!! thats not good! oh no u get the crazy killer ones!!! dang girl

1:54am

Jeanette Marie yup lol well no

1:55am

Tonya Reddy-Perry the one you are divorcing?

1:55am

Jeanette Marie just one but that was a spiritual agenda

1:55am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ohh i see ok

1:55am

Jeanette Marie the one I am divorcing was awful but not sure he tried to kill me but he did say once "I HOPE YOU DIE THE MOST MISERABLE PAINFUL DEATH YOU COULD EVER POSSIBLY DIE' and I did nothing to bring that on..he got caught in a lie and that is how he handled it

1:56am

Tonya Reddy-Perry OMG thats horrible! wooow! thats like, not normal at all

1:57am

Jeanette Marie then another time he grabbed my head and shook the hell out of it and he had the most crazy look on his face and he screamed "YOU DNO'T BELIEVE JESUS DIED ON THE CROOS!!" I TRULY feel he was possessed

1:57am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

WHATTTT!????

1:57am

Jeanette Marie but then he would be good most of the time

1:57am

Tonya Reddy-Perry holy snippies!

1:57am

Jeanette Marie but after all the hell I went through with him the trust was GONE and I had only ANGER and lots of it

1:58am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh yeah i am sure!

1:58am

Jeanette Marie another time we were in a fight and my throat closed and he would not give me my phone so I could call 911 for help

aww thanks for the compliment on my kitchen

1:58am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh man! that asshole!!!!! aww ur welcome that JERK! lol!

1:59am

Jeanette Marie but yeah he was so fucked up and the werid thing is he had a good life....a good family he never went through anything awful and I could not figure out what the hell???? I kept asking him if he had been through something awful

1:59am

Tonya Reddy-Perry that has to be some kind of possession then or something!?

1:59am

Jeanette Marie well I am so very sure he is possessed the only reason I didn't think so was cuz he could be so sweet sometimes and do the most gentle things and then a wise brother of mine told me that demons come and go and I didn't know that

and as soon as I heard that ALLLLLL the puzzle pieces came together I thought I was loosing my mind

2:01am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh wow i didnt know that either.

2:01am

Jeanette Marie and every night that I was with him I would wake up at night GASPING for air..and I have not done that once since he left....except until this whole sally thing then it happened for two nights

2:01am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh WOW i dont believe in mental disorders.... not like.... u know, the crazy kind

2:02am

Jeanette Marie and if my ex and I had a fight I had sent him to the guest bedroom and when I did that I would not wake up gasping for air yeah it's all demons man I mean even illness is I think

even this MS I have evil

2:02am

Tonya Reddy-Perry u think?

2:03am

Jeanette Marie well....I am not completely positive but illness is here on earth why? cuz satan came and tempted and man fell so we live in a fallen world and so shit happens

2:03am

Tonya Reddy-Perry well i mean if it is from the evil. God will get rid of it someday. and soon i am sure. oh yeah i know. I thought u meant the MS was like from a demon kind of thing. which maybe! who knows!

2:04am

Jeanette Marie God will heal me....or at least I truly feel I won't get to bad

2:04am

Tonya Reddy-Perry you will be jst fine girl dont you worry

2:04am

Jeanette Marie well I think any illness is due to living in a fallen world ty sis

2:04am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yes sad but true

2:04am

Jeanette Marie yeaah

2:04am

Tonya Reddy-Perry mannnnn

2:04am

Jeanette Marie

but this life is like a blink of an eye

2:05am

Tonya Reddy-Perry this thing we call LIFE LMAOOOOOO JINX! wow

2:05am

Jeanette Marie and I don't look forward to the death experience but it can only get us once as we are God's children

2:05am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ha!!

2:05am

Jeanette Marie death of the body but not the spirit UNLESS we get raptured

2:06am

Tonya Reddy-Perry thats right. i used to be really scared of dying. but not anymore.


2:06am

Jeanette Marie which would be soooooo appreciated by me!!! LOLOLOLOL

2:06am

Tonya Reddy-Perry its aint nothing but a thangggg just a journey to our Father

2:06am

Jeanette Marie yes I know

2:07am

Tonya Reddy-Perry a quick one we have nothing to fear. and everything to look forward to. I know thats hard to think that way lol

2:07am

Jeanette Marie I think because I am a nursing assistant and have seen so much death is why it gets to me more

2:07am

Tonya Reddy-Perry there is a quote... "I dont mind death, its just the whole 'dying' part I am not too sure about" LOL

2:07am

Jeanette Marie LOL LOL that is exactly how I feel lol

2:08am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh yeah, i have only seen death twice... and it was a dog and a cat.

2:08am

Jeanette Marie or another one, "I don't mind dying, I just don't want to be there when it happens"

2:08am

Tonya Reddy-Perry lol!! oh yes

2:08am

Jeanette Marie

lol

2:08am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah girl, one of my Facebook friends passed last night as a matter of fact i was not close to him at all

2:09am

Jeanette Marie oh no!!!! what for?

2:09am

Tonya Reddy-Perry but it has been messing with me all day. yeah

2:09am

Jeanette Marie was he young?

2:09am

Tonya Reddy-Perry 5 weeks ago he went to the dr cuz he didnt fell good.... agressive cancer man

he was 65

2:09am

Jeanette Marie oh my goodness

2:09am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i know right wtf its messin with me

2:10am

Jeanette Marie a friend of mine's son is dying of aggressive cancer right now too he is in his early 30's

2:10am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh no

2:10am

Jeanette Marie awful


2:10am

Tonya Reddy-Perry noooooooooooo!

2:10am

Jeanette Marie yeah I know

2:10am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i fucking HATEEEEEEEEEEE cancer!

2:10am

Jeanette Marie me tooo! so many get it now

2:10am

Tonya Reddy-Perry my husband had to watch hus dad die from it. Brain cancer.

2:10am

Jeanette Marie it's cuz of allllllllllllllllllllllll the poison on this earth oh gosh

2:11am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yes! its in our food!

2:11am

Jeanette Marie awful

2:11am

Tonya Reddy-Perry we need to go all raw for real

2:11am

Jeanette Marie it's in food....the air.....the water EVERYTHING

2:11am

Tonya Reddy-Perry no meat products do you have netflix?

2:11am

Jeanette Marie YES AND I LOVE IT

2:12am

Tonya Reddy-Perry see if there is a documentory still on there called "Forks over knives"

2:12am

Jeanette Marie ok..but gosh..I don't like to watch stuff about death it really gets to me

2:12am

Tonya Reddy-Perry its gonna blow your mind.

2:12am

Jeanette Marie

lol

2:12am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh no this isnt like that

2:12am

Jeanette Marie oh ok I will look for it

2:12am

Tonya Reddy-Perry cool its amazing. educational. be prepared to want to go vegan lol

2:13am

Jeanette Marie forks over knives I got it

2:13am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yep! its so cool.


2:13am

Jeanette Marie lol....I did my first garden this year

2:13am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh yay!!! how is it going??

2:13am

Jeanette Marie it partly failed but some things did well I didn't use any fertilizer

2:14am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ahhh ok.

2:14am

Jeanette Marie so next year if I can I will try to

2:14am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah gotta have the crap lol

2:14am

Jeanette Marie yup

2:14am

Tonya Reddy-Perry my first garden i didnt use any either lol! it didnt get far

2:14am

Jeanette Marie lol lol are you doing the no carb thing?

2:14am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i have never gardened but i want to next year naw i havent really started yet! i need to though. i need to like... pick a day


2:15am

Jeanette Marie lol it' ok...but when you do you will be so excited I get tempted sometimes but I have done really well...after your on it you simply loose your appitite speaking of ...I got to eat I have only had a diet drink today

2:16am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i am excited! i think i am going to start it when Claire starts school and i am back on a regular schedule. she starts on the 26th

2:16am

Jeanette Marie that is not good but I lose my craving for food

2:16am

Tonya Reddy-Perry and i will be going to the gym a few times a week as well

2:16am

Jeanette Marie

completely forget about it well you will lose faster than I did then

2:16am

Tonya Reddy-Perry JEANETTE!

2:16am

Jeanette Marie I lost 30 in 3 months

2:16am

Tonya Reddy-Perry that is BAD! dont make me come over there! u have to EAT!

2:17am

Jeanette Marie I know!! I will eat lol it took me 4 hours to eat my dinner last night

2:17am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

girl even if you have to just get you some ensures to keep in the fridg

2:17am

Jeanette Marie but I ate it yes...I also eat eggs alot

2:17am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ur hair is gonna start fallin out.... im tellin ya....

2:17am

Jeanette Marie and salasds eeeks! I'll eat! LOL

2:17am

Tonya Reddy-Perry that is good to eat

2:18am

Jeanette Marie

I have been eating but I have days when it's so hard to do it

2:18am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yes!! lol when you get mal-nurished... your hair falls out!

2:18am

Jeanette Marie and I have never ever been that way

2:18am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i know what you mean

2:18am

Jeanette Marie I am having a taco salad here in a few

2:18am

Tonya Reddy-Perry just think of it as fuel fuel for your body.

2:18am

Jeanette Marie yes...no worries...I will eat

2:18am

Tonya Reddy-Perry that sounds yummy

2:18am

Jeanette Marie

2:18am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok cool cool

2:19am

Jeanette Marie but I am soooo happy to get this weight off me ...but don't wanna die doing it

2:19am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah i understand! it will come off dont worry


2:19am

Jeanette Marie this diet is awesome and it truly works but you do got to make sure you do eat

2:19am

Tonya Reddy-Perry plus u dont want it to come right back and when you start actually eating, it will dont be pissed if it does.. just know u have to get it off the right way for it to stay off. its all about a life style change. and you are doing so good! really, its not easy to change eating habits. i am proud of ya girl.

2:21am

Jeanette Marie noooooo I am making this a life style or it will come back been there done that lol

2:21am

Tonya Reddy-Perry heyyy! someone just sent me somethin...

2:21am

Jeanette Marie boy after I lose this I am always going to eat right

2:21am

Tonya Reddy-Perry a video.. and said there is more light being shed on Sally....

2:21am

Jeanette Marie who sent you?

2:22am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i havent watched it yet..

2:22am

Jeanette Marie oh really send it my way

2:22am

Tonya Reddy-Perry a guy named epicgamesguy

he said no wonder the people she assosiates with are suspect.... not sure what that means ok i will watch it too http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N4_V61lAdsk

2:23am

Jeanette Marie am watching it now

2:28am

Tonya Reddy-Perry OMG i am removing Dawn right now!

2:29am

Jeanette Marie who is dawn Donny's wife? I am still reading it

2:29am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ex wife yes

2:29am

Jeanette Marie don't sure what they said about dawn

2:29am

Tonya Reddy-Perry she is the one on the video "Dawn Marie"! She commented! look at 23 seconds!

2:30am

Jeanette Marie ok hang on ok so who is dawn talking about?

2:31am

Tonya Reddy-Perry someone named "siarahh myst" or something

2:32am

Jeanette Marie I don't know any of those people....only know of dawn and sally i'm surprised they didn't talk about us

2:32am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i actually feel sick

2:32am

Jeanette Marie awwww

2:32am

Tonya Reddy-Perry dawn is on my friends list

2:32am

Jeanette Marie you mean cuz of dawn? well.....her and Donny are both messed up

2:33am

Tonya Reddy-Perry this is the last thing she said to me and i have left her be, to give her time

2:33am

Jeanette Marie not sure if they are evil but for sure not on the right pat

path

2:33am

Tonya Reddy-Perry she said " 12:46am I want to give her every opportunity to repent before I cast her out, I think...."

2:33am

Jeanette Marie and I don't feel they know the true God yeah but she was not talking of you right?

2:37am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh wait this was uploaded on July 17th! a MONTH ago

2:37am

Jeanette Marie My internet just went out on my computer so I'm on my phone now

2:37am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok


2:38am

Jeanette Marie So was she talking about you im back on line not sure what that was about

2:41am

Tonya Reddy-Perry no it wasnt about me

2:41am

Jeanette Marie I swear only 1 out of 2000 people might be a true hearted person

2:41am

Tonya Reddy-Perry but it shows me the kinda person she is and the fact that she gossips with THOSE people??? DISGUSTING!!!!!

2:42am

Jeanette Marie yup that is for sure

they were alllllllll TALKING soooo ugly! I see absolutely zero evidence of Christ just NONE there is a saying I love....... "if you were in court of being convicted of being a christian, would there be enough evidence to convict you"

2:43am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ahhhhh

2:44am

Jeanette Marie i should have said, "if you were in court being charged for being a christian would there be enough evidence to convitct you" lol my brain is not working

2:44am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i am gonna send that video to everyone i have on my facebook that is Dawns friend.

2:45am

Jeanette Marie yeah it's not good

2:46am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i downloaded the video. so i have a copy

2:46am

Jeanette Marie oh that is good

2:46am

Tonya Reddy-Perry because this will get removed soon i am sure

2:47am

Jeanette Marie yup lol is good to see that though

2:47am

Tonya Reddy-Perry FYI if you ever want a copy of a youtube video go to www.keepvid.com

2:47am

Jeanette Marie ahhhh thanks!

have always wondered how people did that

2:47am

Tonya Reddy-Perry and paste the link. run the java thing when it pops up and then download the one that says Download mp4)

2:47am

Jeanette Marie ohhh I ate my tacco salad it was GOOD I was more hungry than I thought

2:48am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yay!!! GOOD!!! yeahhhhhh

2:48am

Jeanette Marie ah ok sis yeah..I am going to have collard greens and bacon tomorrow I LOVE THAT LOL well these people are awful sis

2:48am

Tonya Reddy-Perry will i sent dawn a message and she hasnt responded yet. i am gonna wait to remove her, and not let her know i saw the vid see if i can catch her lying ass

2:49am

Jeanette Marie just awful....Is people like this whom make God look soooooo UGLY lol GOOD IDEA You poor thing....we have all lost some friends lately I have too donny was my friend but i quickly found him out

2:49am

Tonya Reddy-Perry aww u did too!!

2:50am

Jeanette Marie he makes me very sick

2:50am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh yeah.


2:50am

Jeanette Marie even when I think of him I swear sis I get sick and angry and that has not happened to me in a long time but the scary thing is....is when I have felt this way it is cuz they actually made a personal attack on me....and I don't just mean spiritual but in real life haha spiritual is real life lol but you know what I mean and donny has my addresss i don't like to ever be afraid of someone but there is a reason I am feeling this Hey sweet sis...I GOT to go to bed...been working my tail off today...Thank you for talking with me and I will be praying for you sis all will turn out just got to keep your feelers out and pray! LOVE YOU night night sis

3:01am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok goodnight my love!!! talk to you soon

5:07pm Wednesday

Tonya Reddy-Perry hey you! are you free tonight at 9pm EST to play bible trivia? Its a lot of fun

5:17pm

Jeanette Marie actually tonight hon I am going to try and go to sleep early I had a strange night last night and didn't get to bed until 8am !!! I felt very strange...not sure what it was but it wsn't good....so I am feeling a bit like I need to just take it easy...and I would suck at bible trivia lol

5:17pm

Jeanette Marie but thank you for asking my sweet sis...and perhaps another time....just these last few months have been hell on me and am trying to regroup Hugs and love got to go eat!\ lol and I loved our talk! Just loved it..and love you! now am gonna go eat LOL

5:34pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry no problem! Yeah same here, I laid in bed from about 3:30-6am. I hate insomnia I hope you get some good rest tonight girly!! Love ya and talk to ya later

6:58pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry heyy did u tell Jerrae i copied and pasted stuff she said? lol @ people thinking u guys are gay.. wow, so lame

8:12pm

Jeanette Marie

Hey I'm in the middle of cooking and doing a few things but no worries she's not mad at you of course I tell her everything you must know that she's my very best friend but she's not angry with you there is a whole lot of gossiping going on and she's referring to that but I'll explain it to you later because I gotta cook okay

8:13pm

Jeanette Marie There probably is a lot of errors lol I'm using my talk to text thing on my phone and it screws up really bad lol well explain everything later but you're fine

8:30pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry Oh ok cuz I did that when we were trying to figure out the deal with Rebecca eeek! So when she said that in the vid I was like oh fudge . Ok glad she isn't mad. ok I will talk to ya later girly. Love ya!

10:22pm

Jeanette Marie ok...am sweating my ass off lol but just wanted to drop you a quick message hon ...don't want you to worry..... Yes I did tell Jerrae but that is just cuz I tell her everything....but you didn't say anything bad ...Your questioning like we all are...testing the spirits...and that is good...just got to be careful how you do it.....She is not mad at you....there is a lot of this stuff going on and that is what she is addressing....and it convicted me too cuz I should have said something......but she is not mad at you....Your a good hearted one...searching and learning like all of us

10:22pm

Jeanette Marie Love and hugs

11:31pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok thanks! I will be sure not to make that mistake again lol just saying. love ya and talk to ya soon i am very curious to know if Amanda is one of the people gossiping. I still havent heard from her.

11:46pm

Jeanette Marie

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8:57pm

Thursday

Tonya Reddy-Perry hi girly. hope you had a great day

10:05pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry well i just make rebecca a video i am gonna catch hell for it. but please bare with me. i am just being honest.

11:20pm

Jeanette Marie hey I have been really sic sick


11:21pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh no whats wrong?

11:23pm

Jeanette Marie I was up all night last night with diareaha like 15 times I lost 4 pounds in just that night it then turned into water and I lost tons of water have a low grade fever

11:24pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry wtf! food poisoning???

11:24pm

Jeanette Marie I dunno the thing is now there is blood and mucus in my stool and I had this exact same thing last year at this exact time august

11:24pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry these things normally only last 24-48 hours. i hope its just a bug. Girl i am soooo sorry that is no fun

11:24pm

Jeanette Marie I almost fainted while I was on the toilet yeah but have you ever had blood and mucus?

11:24pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry i wish i was close to u so i could take care of you!

11:24pm

Jeanette Marie awwwwwwwwwwww thank you love

11:25pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry the blood might be from you going so much

11:25pm

Jeanette Marie

the pain has been horrific

11:25pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry but keep an eye on that

11:25pm

Jeanette Marie yeah I can see that but the mucus and the massive pain in my gut it doubled me over it feels JUST like a contraction

11:25pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh man PLEASE stay hydrated. u need gatorade or something!

11:26pm

Jeanette Marie it slowing peaks to a lot of pain and then goes back down and last about 10 or 15 seconds

11:26pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry that is crazy i wonder what it is!! you poor thing


11:26pm

Jeanette Marie yeah I just now was finally able to swallow some water I don't know what is up and I just now saw the blood so I had a massive panic attack

11:26pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh damn man

11:26pm

Jeanette Marie cuz I didn't know why it came back just at the same time a year later weird but then I began to calm down and I think God spoke in my spirit

11:27pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh good

11:27pm

Jeanette Marie He told me to clean and to just get my mind off the panic

and so I did and it worked fast now I am calm

11:27pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry aww very very good

11:27pm

Jeanette Marie but the pain is getting less so that is good

11:28pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry yay! whew

11:28pm

Jeanette Marie and then God reminded me that my pain was getting better now worse lol so that is a hopeful sign...I have no health insurance and so I can't even go to a doctor so that is part of my panic

11:28pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry well no one can deny you care if you do to the ER


11:29pm

Jeanette Marie I know....but I hate to do that but what I am going to do is try to get some sleep tonight..I only had an hour last night anyway..I didn't want you to think I was ignoring you just been real sick have you spoke with mandy yet?

11:30pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh ur fine girl dont u worry about me u takr care of yourself nope not a word

11:31pm

Jeanette Marie she may talk with you soon I hope

11:31pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry its ok tho. i am moving on. i got other things to worry about. when u are better we can talk about that ok

11:31pm

Jeanette Marie

awwwww I am sorry....please don't say anything but I did talk with her today

11:31pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh really?

11:31pm

Jeanette Marie she asked me for a friend request

11:31pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry i wont say anything

11:32pm

Jeanette Marie and she said she didn't unfriend me and I sure didn't unfriend her I think she did unfriend me and then had second thoughts

11:32pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ahh


11:32pm

Jeanette Marie I spoke with her about you

11:32pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok how did that go

11:32pm

Jeanette Marie she told me that you two had had problems and she was feeling a bit uneasy but she didn't say why I think people are putting crap in her ears that is just my opinion

11:33pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry did you tell her i asked her to talk to you? asked you to talk to her i mean*

11:33pm

Jeanette Marie and I told her that I felt you had a good heart but had some growing to do like we all have

nooooooo nooooooo not at all

11:33pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok good amen yes i sure do

11:33pm

Jeanette Marie she said she was avoiding you

11:33pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry duhhh lol

11:34pm

Jeanette Marie and she didn't want to confront you and say bad things so she was taking time to think and pray

11:34pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok good good


11:34pm

Jeanette Marie and I told her that to ignore someone like this is a most painful type of torture and that seemed to have affected her

11:34pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah i have no clue where this is coming from. her and i were fine last week.

11:34pm

Jeanette Marie and she said, "oh Jeanette I don't want to hurt anyone...plese pray for me about this" and I told her I sure would I told her she should talk with you and explain

11:35pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok good i am glad you told her that.

11:35pm

Jeanette Marie yes I did

and I think I got to her some so just hang in there you deserve an answer

11:35pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok thank you so much girlfriend. i really appreciate this.

11:35pm

Jeanette Marie your very welcome but I want to tell you as I already have that I did tell Jerrae about the talks you and I had but not bad about her but I do think she misunderstood that at first....so now she understands but you know sis...she is my besty and I gotta tell her everyting and we were all very gun shy looking over our shoulders wondering who all the wolves were and I think we all got a bit touchy and over zealous about it all and I think we all crosses lines just a little bit I am good at messing up I try not to but do and sometimes with good intentions yet it can bite ya in the ass most people in this life hon you can't trust got to be careful who you open up to

11:38pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry i totally understand you are friends and you tell her everything. but i dont know how "tonya copied and pasted what you told her to me" would have come up?


11:38pm

Jeanette Marie what?

11:38pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry and i know that you know it was only because WE were both trying to figure out Rebecca.... and WE were both concerned about Jerrae... thats why i was open with you about it.

11:39pm

Jeanette Marie you don't know how "tonya" copied and pasted? your talking about your self? lol nooooo I was not concerned about Jerrae never

11:39pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry noo lol i am asking you what made you decide to tell her that i copied and pasted what she wrote to me

11:39pm

Jeanette Marie ohhhhhh you mean worried that jerrae was talking to rebecca lol

duh sorry lol no sleep hon...I am being totally honest when I say I can't remember I couldn't even remember why you did it lol this is a symptom of ms sissy

11:40pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry lol what? i did it because you told me you had a bad feeling about Rebecca

11:40pm

Jeanette Marie I would have to go back and read and I just have not felt well right

11:40pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry thats what started the convo. and i agreed with you

11:40pm

Jeanette Marie I am just saying I forgot why I know but I forget things sometimes sis....please be patient with me lol

11:41pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh because i brought her up because i thought her video might have been about me and the video i made about Sally. oh ur fine girl! u dont need to be worrying about this right now anyways, u are not feeling good!

11:41pm

Jeanette Marie yeah I remember that now well actually I am feeling better..I took a xanax and calmed my ass down I really freaked out

11:42pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh good

11:42pm

Jeanette Marie scared the pooh outta me ......LITTERLY LOL

11:42pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry anyways, i just dont want jerrae thinking it was just me taking about her. cuz you were too lol


11:42pm

Jeanette Marie Sis...I am not a perfect person but I will try to be as true as I can be with you and I care about peoples hearts

11:42pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry it just feels weird now. i dont know.

11:42pm

Jeanette Marie which is why I spoke to mandy I felt she needed to know that you are suffering and that what she was doing was torture

11:43pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry i appreciate that very much, it has not been easy

11:43pm

Jeanette Marie and that she needed to confront you and give you a chance by at least talking it out

I know hon I have been in your shoes many times and it hurts like hell and your mind is in a constant spin and panic wondering wtf so just hang in there....I think my words may reach her heart....just give it a lil time

11:45pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok i will you are a gem sistah

11:45pm

Jeanette Marie thank you...and you are as well.....my heart goes out to you I know you have a lot of heavy right now

11:45pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry thanks

11:46pm

Jeanette Marie but I think God really wants you to lean on Him MORE than others... and it is ok to lean on others to but let Him be your chief counceler

11:46pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah there is a lot i would like to discuss with you but i want to wait till u are feeling better

11:46pm

Jeanette Marie counseler I can't spell

11:46pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry it has to do with the bible

11:46pm

Jeanette Marie lol

11:46pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry amen girl. always

11:46pm

Jeanette Marie

and I am not a major on the bible but I will do my best

11:47pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry well i am starting to question it. blahhh its messing with me.

11:47pm

Jeanette Marie I have read it and some books many times...I just have a hard time absorbing but Father always gives me the answers

11:47pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry the fact that i am questioning it

11:47pm

Jeanette Marie ohhhhhh don't you know...listen to this I went through that and so did jerrae and I also can see why you would question it and I even could still now but I simply made a choice not to

11:48pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh good! lol so u know that feeling. its not a great feeling

11:48pm

Jeanette Marie even if I don't fully understand I have decided to put faith in God and not my massive lack of understanding

11:48pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah i did too. i made that choice back when i stopped listening to that guy 1oftheones

11:48pm

Jeanette Marie things is sis....if you question ANYTHING in the bible then aventually you will question all of it and then eventually you will travel down a different path far far from God if you question one thing...then you have to question it all you know and you must must not yoke with others whom are doing it because it WILL get to you...I dont' care how mature you are in Christ you simply have to put your faith in Him...His Holy Spirit and His word

11:50pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry but will i? i mean.... if i am seeking the truth He promised me I would find it.


11:50pm

Jeanette Marie I a not saying it's bad to question if it makes you seek but seek Him NOT some other book or some other teacher

11:50pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry my faith is totally in GOD and JESUS. 100%

11:50pm

Jeanette Marie Never give others the voice for your belief

11:50pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry its the bible i am wondering about though. The bible is not God.

11:51pm

Jeanette Marie it MUST come from within you where Jesus lives....not outside of you I know it's the bible your wondering about

11:51pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry right! thats just the thing... if i head down this path... it is being laid out for me by people cuz i would be getting the info from these people

11:51pm

Jeanette Marie and also it is normal for you to do this..I am just trying to help you get through it faster than I did LOL

11:51pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry and thats not good *sigh* so i am gonna pray about it some more.

11:52pm

Jeanette Marie yes....you do not want allll these voices of other people in your head because it leads to double mindedness and then lost and then lucky if you ever get your way back like Donny....like dawn so many ohters

11:52pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry

ok but do you see their point at least??

11:53pm

Jeanette Marie just because you meet someone whom is older and seems wise and seems so kind and seems to love the Lord does NOT mean they will lead you down a good path and infact as long as you do this type of thing God will let you do it until you learn to lean on Him only of course I see the point remember I was there and satan tries to draw me there alllll the time your doing good by seeking but your seeking in the wrong way sis

11:54pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry i have always wondered by God NEEDED animal sacrifices and why God needed a bunch of things (in the old testament) why*

11:54pm

Jeanette Marie my OPINION on that is at least one of the reasons for it I think was to show them that there is POWER in the blood!!!!! OK SO LISTEN

11:55pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry

ahhh good point

11:55pm

Jeanette Marie so they went through alllll that time sacrificing..and sacrificing and rituals for sin sin sin blood blood blood and then Jesus came yet they still did not realize what was going on they still did not connect the dots that Jesus made the ultimate sacrifice and that He was the PURE one they still missed it hang on a sec...Jerrae is texting me and I had told her about my sickness so I NEED to see what she said sis hang on ok am waiting for her to text back I am here

12:02am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok yeah i see what you are saying

12:03am

Jeanette Marie I just think that is one of the reasons but I think there is more I am sure of it lol the bible is deep and eternal so there is always always more


12:07am

Tonya Reddy-Perry very true!

12:09am

Jeanette Marie also ....for what ever reason blood is the attonement so yanno and I don't know why it has to be blood but it does

12:09am

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah

12:09am

Jeanette Marie and it has to be pure life for life and sin is death so sacrafise was needed

12:10am

Tonya Reddy-Perry

yes thats true

12:11am

Jeanette Marie life is in the blood death is in sin life needed to attone for death ie' blood for sin

12:11am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ahh yes thats right

12:19am

Jeanette Marie I am off to bed sweet pea..I hope I was of some help or at least I am going to take it easy for a bit

12:19am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok i hope you feel better soon and i will be praying for ya girl. hang in there. you are always helpful. I love ya Good night

12:19am

Jeanette Marie thank you hon thank you so much love and hugs
6:26pm Friday

Tonya Reddy-Perry So I sent Amanda a message today saying I can't take it anymore and if I don't hear from her by the end of the day then I am in friending her. Today marks a week she has ignored me. When u spoke to her, you didn't tell her I talked about her or anything , right?
11:56pm Friday

Jeanette Marie No sis...I said nothing about talking with you no worries ok I promise I didn't the only person I can't keep secrets from is Jerrae

11:57pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok cool. she never contacted me today i would never ask u to do that, ever

11:57pm

Jeanette Marie awww I am sorry....god I know how you feel

it's AWFUL I have had it happen to me many times actually and it about killed me every time...felt like I was gonna lose my mind

11:57pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry wonder if i should not delete her lol i think she even set it up so i cant see her facebook stuff, only stuff she sets as "public"

11:58pm

Jeanette Marie well....maybe you should.....maybe she will be the one who comes running back if you pull your self away and be cool

11:58pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah maybe i just dont want her to use this as a pity party thing

11:58pm

Jeanette Marie but if she speaks to me again...I will try to say more to her...but I really told her in a nice way that to ignore someone is cruel

11:58pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry and say ohhh i wasnt home all day i didnt see your message or something

11:59pm

Jeanette Marie this isn't the right thing for her to do this

11:59pm

Tonya Reddy-Perry yeah and she still is doing it thats so fucked up man *sigh*

11:59pm

Jeanette Marie in this way....if she wants no contact then she should be courageous and decent enough to tell you she may need time sis and you pulling back could be the best thing to do oh...got to tell you something real quick about the blood and what I told you last night

12:00am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ok


12:00am

Jeanette Marie I spoke with my friend and he said that the other reason Jesus had to pay with blood was cuz the blood had been corupted

12:01am

Tonya Reddy-Perry oh?

12:01am

Jeanette Marie and so when we choose Him then we can be made pure but that we will always fight the flesh because our blood is still corrupt but our souls belong to God when we choose Him

12:01am

Tonya Reddy-Perry i would need to see scripture for it amen

12:02am

Jeanette Marie

well...I THINK he was talking about genesis 6 the nephelem mixing with our blood corrupting it but I have to ask him again so I can be sure

12:02am

Tonya Reddy-Perry ah well thats cool thanks for asking about that!

12:03am

Jeanette Marie your welcome

2:08am

Jeanette Marie Tonya....I have to delete you sis.....I have heard some things....and I must tell you that you must work on your gossiping....There is a reason peeps are pulling away from you....I am at least coming to you to tell you..and this isn't easy for me cuz I know you will hurt.....but know that I will pray for you...but I can't hang inside of this....I am not going to do what mandy did...so here I am telling you...but I will not talk any further with you after this point.....::::prayers:::::::