Do we really know what we want from our life????

Har roz hum naa jane kitne hi sankalp vikalp karte rahte hai. Par kya humare jeevan ka uddeshay hume pata hai...!!! There might be a lots of peole who think they really know what they want from their life... but i m not one of them. I dont know whether it is a good thing or bad, but still like keeps on moving. Moreover even if i dont know what i want from my life i have been able to achieve alots of things.(ok! I know acheievements means different things to different people bt comeon... kuch to aisa kiya hi hoga sabne jiske liye u can feel proud about yourself) When i was a kid , maybe around 7-8 years and aunties uncles or relatives used to ask what you would like to become in your life, means what is ur aim, ambition ..whatsoever. then my small childish brain would search for the options amongst the few set of proffesion about which i knew like teacher , doctor, lawer, policeman,engineer,Scientists.... the proffesion named scientist used to attract me a lot as it was the only proffesion which was present only in the abstract form for me aur waise bhi mujhe humesha hi kuch unique pasand aata hai...kya karun..although i had no idea what a scientist does except he find some things...(a secret : istill dont know what they do..but dont tell anyone , it will be so embarrassing now, samjha karo i m persuing btech now) Later on when i was in std 6, i started thinking becoming a doctor would seem so great....iofcourse it is such an interesting and nobel proffesion. But that plan was spoiled by my elder cousin who always used to create a horrible image of operation theatre... After that frequency of changing mind aim increased.. :p One day while watching some journalists on ndtv i decided i woiuld become a journalst, another day my father was discussing his case file with his colleague (my father is an advocate) i thought i have got the right profession because i really love arguing with other people until my point is proved and please dont take it wrong i also present valid arguments to support them. But this plan was also abandoned , and i dont remember the reason... Now comes my favourite after watching an inspiration show on patriotism ... i finally decided to become an airforce pilot.but kismet i got my specs . Then my parents finally decided that it was time that they tell me what they have decided years ago.....consciously or subconsciously, and fate was sealed with bold letters of ENGINEERING. Still i keep on dreaming although i complied with their decision and i m now persuing engineering my mind keeps on wandering and searching for my dream profession which will not only hold my hand but make me feel that i cannot leave that hand without tearing a part of myself.

Its not my story , it is story of lots of people who are not able choose right profession due to external factors or due to their internal