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The haze drifted, and Holden spotted the shooter. A woman amid the
trees on the Khadoran side of the battlefield pointed her scoped rifle
at Planters running form.
I see her, Holden said.
Shoot! Hes almost there!
Holden was aiming when something emerged from the rolling
clouds. It looked like a soldier in a disheveled uniform, but its
face was wrong. Its skin was papery and grey, its eyes and mouth
three black and withered holes. It lurched forward like a drunken
puppeteers marionette. Despite its lack of eyes, it fixed Holden with
those black pits, and with one hand it made an entreating gesture to
him.
Somewhere, a crow cawed.
Holden tried to shoot the grey man, but the shifting white clouds
swallowed it. When the clouds blew on it was gone, vanished, as if it
had never been there. He didnt know if it ever had.
The woman fired, and Planter pitched over. Blood soaked through his
pale hair. The woman vanished behind the tree, likely pulling back
toward the Khadoran line after killing the boy. She left only a plume
of fresh gun smoke.
Holdens eyes were wide, and he barely gripped his rifle as he sank
to the wooden duckboards of the trench. He shook and stared down
with unfocused eyes. After a moment of silence, Brinn crouched next
to him and put a hand on his trembling shoulder.
Its okay. You tried.
The beautiful woman walked forward, the heels of her boots knocking out
a steady rhythm on the ships deck. She leaned close, smelling of leather,
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rum, and blood. Next to her, Planters grinning corpse stood at the head of
a gaggle of rotting men. He held out a curved dagger for her. She took the
proffered blade with a casual ease.
Please, Holden begged as she brought the blade to his face. Please dont
do this.
Only you can stop it, she said.
Join us and it all stops, Planters corpse chimed in.
Join us and we can make it end, the dead men crowed.
Then the knife began to do its work, and he screamed.
I heard theyre sending a warcaster to our position, Holden
muttered as he looked down the barrel of his rifle. The rain that
started the night before hadnt stopped, so he had wrapped the rifle
in an oiled cloth to protect it from moisture.
What? Who told you that? Brinn said around a mouthful of tinned
meat. As he spoke, Brinn shot a glance over his shoulder to where
other soldiers were emerging from their dugouts to get their own
breakfast in order. He and Holden had taken the first leg of the
morning watch.
One of the new recruits from Northguard. Fowler, I think.
Do you think itll be Maddox? Does Sergeant Rogers know?
Holden shrugged, keeping his gaze over his rifle as he played it over
the line of the Khadoran trenches. Dunno. Just what I heard.
Maybe, he said, counting the dead men in his head. The platoons
last push to take the high ground four days prior had almost made it
to the line of dead trees that defined the hilly perimeter, but a rain of
Khadoran shells and rockets had driven them back after killing many
where they stood. The squad sergeant died leading that advance,
leaving Holden and Brinns friend Rogers to fill the role. Holden
shrugged. I doubt the Khadorans will wait until she shows up. If
shes coming.
Go to hell, you pessimist, Brinn replied. With one hand he steadied
the spyglass and dug out a wet handkerchief with the other. Swiping at
the lens, he examined the enemy across the cratered battlefield. Reds
are moving to the trench line. Handful of em. Wait, what the hell?
What?
Before Brinn could explain, acting-sergeant Rogers approached them,
a tin cup of coffee in one hand. Despite the wet and cold, despite the
bullets that had left scars on his armor and the exhaustion creasing
his face, Rogers maintained a wry grin.
See something fun, Brinn? Rogers asked as he clambered up to
their position. He shared his watery coffee with them.
No, sir. Brinn didnt sound convinced as he handed over the
spyglass. Reds are mustering for a push. Just thought I saw
something else.
Stuff the sir. What did you see?
Not sure. It looked a bit like a soldier in no-mans-land. In the fog.
Brinn swiveled the glass over the field north of the trench. He
hesitated on the inert Sentinel. He didnt mention Planter or comment
on the three other dead coal porters lying at the warjacks feet. It had
been days since Planter died, but no one had dared to venture out to
rescue the bodies.
I think Patriot might still work, if we could get him fired up again.
With a warcaster guiding him
Warcasters have their own jacks. Besides, Patriots not worth much
anymore. Holden couldnt bring himself to look in that direction.
He kept his gaze fixed on where hed seen the thing in the smoke in
case it decided to reappear.
The Khadorans made sure the platoon couldnt get its jack working
again, despite its best effort. Even before the jacks heartfire burned
out, Patriot had been in rough shape. Holes perforated its heavy
shield and hull, and a slash through half its face had destroyed one
eye. Patriot stood there for weeks in the rain, still as stone after its
boiler had burned cold and its nearly four-ton weight had settled
down into the mud.
Well, a warcaster might draw some of their attention, Brinn
continued as he squinted at their Khadoran counterparts across the
churned and muddy field. At least give us the chance to take the
east hills.
The hills were a strategically important position, a patch of
high ground staking the east side of the battlefield. They held
a commanding view of both the field and potential Khadoran
reinforcement routes to the northeast. Through the cold morning fog,
Holden could make out the bodies of a dozen trenchers still laying on
the southern edge of those hills.
Dead sure.
Rogers swept the glass back and forth for a few moments. Satisfied,
he handed it back.
Lets hope hes on our side. At least youre right about the reds.
Theres a bunch of the bastards on the west line ready to come up
and over. Rogers shrugged. Anyway, get some rest if you can.
Both of you look like hell, and I need you fresh if the northerners are
mustering for another push.
Brinn nodded acknowledgment and slid back down, grabbing his tin
of food and shoveling the rest into his mouth.
Holden, wait up. Rogers said as Holden started to move. Brinn
told me about Planter.
Holden swallowed. Im sorry, Rogers. Its my fault.
Stow that. Lieutenant Landry let you keep that old rifle because you
dead-eyed ten out of ten on the range, so we both know you could
have made the shot. I need you to tell me if theres something else
going on.
I ... I dont think so. Smoke came up before I could fire.
Rogers frowned at the younger soldiers answer. Well, rest up.
Weve got Khadorans to kill.
Hours later, Holden pressed against the berm of the trench and
peered over the stacked sandbags. Brinn and Rogers waited on either
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side. A dozen more trenchers stretched beyond them to the left and
right, cold rain pattering off their brass helmets as they readied their
rifles and affixed bayonets.
How long until the suns down? Rogers asked.
A few minutes, Brinn replied, holding his hand up to the horizon to
measure the finger spans between the sun and it. Itll fall behind the
left side. Be ready for them to move from that flank first.
Rogers nodded, tipping a shower of rain off his helmet. Right. Our
job is to hold position. Brinn, be ready to fall back to the medical tents
if I so order. Holden, shoot any red that looks inclined to kill your
beloved sergeant.
Both men agreed. Turning from them, Rogers moved through the
press of soldiers to the chain gun team on the west flank of the trench.
Privates Copley and Thatcher were checking the heavy weapon,
ready to sling it up onto the trench rim at Rogers order. Holden
primed his own rifle and set the worn wooden stock to his cheek,
trying to predict where the enemy might emerge.
Whistles, one of the trenchers said. Idle chatter in the trench died,
letting Holden make the sound out a moment later. It was the shrill
whistles of Khadoran sergeants readying their soldiers to attack.
Moments later, plumes of white smoke erupted far behind the enemy
trench line. The thud of three Khadoran mortars echoed across the
battlefield just after. Rogers shouted to take cover, sending men
diving for the trenchs dugouts. The small holes dug in the earth
barely accommodated four men. Holden made for the closest,
hauling himself into the dark with a grenadier named Carter close
behind. Shells whistled through the air to detonate atop the trenches.
The pressure of the explosions punched the wind out of his lungs.
Dirt rained on top of him as one of the thick wooden beams holding
up the ceiling cracked.
Over the scream and roar of artillery, Rogers shouted for the
trenchers to hold steady. The barrage slowed, with the last few shells
detonating in front of and behind their lines. Clods of wet dirt still
pattered down as Holden scrabbled out and readied for combat.
Other trenchers did the same. Through the rain of earth and clouds
of blasting-powder smoke, the silhouettes of Winter Guard charged
across the cratered no-mans-land.
Drive them back! shouted Rogers, and the other trenchers
responded with incoherent cries. They stood up from the trench and
opened fire on the running men. Bullets punched through the front
rank. To Holdens left, the chain gunners hauled their weapon up and
opened fire. The steady thump of the chain gun added to the erratic
popping of military rifles as it mowed down the closest Khadorans.
Brighton and Simons, two fresh Northguard recruits, kept up a steady
rhythm of gunfire. One fired as the other reloaded. They traded back
and forth, shooting the closest Winter Guard on the left flank. Carter
and Lewis, the grenadiers, kept back in the trench and fired rifle
grenades up and over their comrades heads. The explosions ripped
through the reds, dropping a half-dozen men between them.
A few Winter Guard reached the trench line and opened fire.
Whitfield and Nauls dropped from blunderbuss shots. Gunser fell
with a gushing wound in his leg. An instant later, a wild axe swing
split Aberwalls helmet, even as a chain gunner fell back into the
trench with a hole in his throat.
The skirmish was bloody but swift. Even without Patriot, the
trenchers managed to gun down most of the Winter Guard before
they made the trench line. The rest put up little resistance. They
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finished off the last few enemy wounded with quick bayonet strokes.
Trenchers, report! Rogers croaked, nearly breathless. Blood spattered
his face, but the steady rain was already washing it away. Voices cried
back to report the losses. The number was mercifully low.
Medics incoming, someone called. Behind Holden, medical
personnel climbed down into the Cygnaran trench from the rear
line carrying folded stretchers between them. Their uniforms
showed white instead of Cygnaran blue, and they bore the symbol
of Ascendant Solovin on their helmets and pauldrons. Under the
direction of a Morrowan chaplain, the medics hauled the wounded
from the trenches. They would bring them back to the battlefield
hospital, a modest thing about a thousand yards south of the front
lines next to an equally modest rail line.
The medics left the bodies of the dead behind. They would be seen to
later, if time allowed.
He shot his rifle, catching the fleeing father in the back. The man fell to
splash in the flowing blood of the villages other dead. With an angry snarl,
Holden rammed another cartridge into his weapon and tracked down his
next target as he stalked between the burning homes of his victims.
Ahead of him a giant of a man swung his axe through others, mowing them
down like wheat. Bodies and pieces of bodies went sailing, and Holden threw
back his head and howled with delight. Hed been afraid at first, but now he
reveled in following this butcher.
Wake up, Holden, Rogers said.
Holden jolted up, nearly hitting his head on the ceiling of the dugout.
Next to him Brinn grumbled in his sleep and rolled over, pulling his
sodden woolen blanket up over his head.
Holden crawled out into the cold night air of the trench, trying not to
look at the stack of fresh bodies. What is it?
Holden, youre a wreck. Other men can hear the things you say
when you sleep.
Im not
Shut up and listen. We know you blame yourself for Planter, and
Collins, and the others. Rogers dug into a pocket while he spoke,
searching for something. I saw you during the fight yesterday. You
froze up. Didnt fire a shot. Youre the best marksman in this unit, and
I need that talent on our side. Ah, here it is.
He held out an old golden crown, warn smooth at the edges.
Whats this for? Holden took the coin and turned it over in his
hand. It was well worn and so old he didnt recognize the king
stamped on its face.
Holden, you cant control everything, but you blame yourself as if
its your fault. You second-guess and end up doing nothing. If you
dont know what to do, if youre at a crossroad and dont know
which way to go, just flip this coin. Its how I decided to enlist. Hell,
its why I helped you get on the train.
This is old, Rogers. Might be worth something.
Dont worry about it. Ill get another one. Now grab your gear and
help me wake up the others. Im sick of waiting for the Khadorans to
attack us again.
The two of them went down the trench and roused the rest of the
unit, most of them reluctant to be woken after only a short sleep.
Fire high. If you dont hit them they might go for cover. Holden,
give us smoke for the advance.
As Carter fixed his rifle with a fresh grenade, Holden readied a
smoke canister. Rogers counted down from five, pointing at Holden.
He reached one and closed his fist. Holden rose, hurling his grenade
before dropping back. Carter pulled the trigger and sent his projectile
sailing up to arc down on the enemy trench.
Now! Bayonets up! Rogers cried. Carter and Holden followed him.
Carter held his rifle like a spear and Holden drew his trench knife.
They burst from the smoke on the Khadoran trench. Carters grenade
had dropped three Winter Guard with shrapnel and caused the
others to dive for cover. Screaming, Rogers and Carter leapt down
among the scattered men. Down the trench line, other blue-armored
soldiers poured in toward the panicked Khadorans.
Rogers landed between two men. He stabbed the first with a thrust
and cracked the skull of another with his rifles stock. Carter landed
on a third. He fell to his knees atop the man, stabbing him in the
heart. Holden fired as he hit the rim of the trench, catching his target
in the chest. The man he shot fell, firing his blunderbuss uselessly
into the ground.
The other three Winter Guard went for their axes, but Rogers
and Carter had the advantage of reach. The Khadorans had to
lunge forward to try to get to them with clumsy slashes, opening
themselves up for the thrusts of bayonets. The last of the reds died
trying to escape the trench.
When the fighting was done, Rogers called for a headcount. Other
than the few whod died on the approach, the trenchers had reached
this first line of enemy trenches without injury. There were other
trench lines to the north, other Khadoran soldiers to battle, but for the
first time since reaching the battlefront, the Cygnarans had a moment
of relief.
They were clearing the trench to make sure the last of the Winter
Guard were dead or had fled. The distant noise of combat to the east
still echoed over the battlefield from the hills, but in the trench all
was quiet.
I think theyre all gone, Holden said as he emerged from a
Khadoran dugout and brushed mud off his grubby knees.
Good riddance. Brinn, lets be ready to support Landry on the hill.
The unit began to move east down the trench when a shrill noise
froze them. Holden looked toward the sound.
The trenchers reached the twisted barbed wire south of the Khadoran
lines, some catching rifle fire and pitching over to hang in metal webs
of thorny wire. Holden saw the silhouettes of Winter Guard ahead in
their trenches.
From the haze north of their position, a neat wall of men jogged
forward. They wore heavier armor and had carbines braced on top
of their large square shields. Another row marched behind the front
rank. There were more than Holden could count. Behind the ranked
men a towering form emerged from the fog, over ten feet tall and
wielding axes over six feet long: a Khadoran warjack.
Holden didnt wait for Rogers to give them an order. He clawed free of
the Khadoran trench and sprinted back toward Cygnaran lines, running
past the bodies of Brighton and Simons. He ducked between the trees
and passed the grisly remains of the trenchers from the 715, breaking
into a sprint when he hit the pockmarked mud of no-mans-land.
Call what you saw! Rogers shouted over the sound of battle.
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Who said it was your mind to lose? I think the rest of us should all have
a say.
Holden clenched his eyes shut and clapped his hands to his face. Behind
his hands he said, Youre just a nightmare. Youre here because of my
grandmother and Wyatt, because of Brinn and Rogers. Youre here because
I keep letting people die.
Get him onto the train. Khadorans flanked us to the west and are
advancing on the tents.
The medics both said yes, sir as they veered toward the rail
spur. Through half-lidded eyes Holden saw the chaplain give him
a skeptical look, but if he meant to stop them, if he saw through
Holdens ruse, he gave no indication.
The medics trotted him up to the side of the train where dozens of
wounded men were being loaded into boxcars. A few doctors were
tending to them, performing triage to determine who would receive
medical attention and who wouldnt.
Then, without warning, a trio of Khadorans burst from the tents
flanking the train on the west side. One of them wore a massive
pressure cylinder on his back and carried a weapon with a tongue
of flame licking at its barrel. The medics panicked at the sight, some
dropping their stretchers as they dove for cover. Holden banged
down on the ground, bouncing off his stretcher as the flamethrowerwielding kommando leveled his weapon and chuckled in a deep
voice. Flying from between the tents, a black crow cawed.
As a reflex, Holden shot the kommando on the left, reloaded, and
shot the kommando on the right. Both teetered and crumpled, dead.
The flamethrower operator was stunned by this sudden display and
swiveled to burn Holden to ash.
Holden loaded a fresh round and shot through the tank on the mans
back. The bullet ruptured the tank and it detonated, consuming the
man in a flash of fire.
The other Holden laughed. The noise was a piece of broken glass. You idiot.
As if the gods care about them any more than they care about you. Youre
just a grain of sand caught in the teeth of an awesome and terrible machine.
Holden looked up. The other him had begun to weep a viscous black fluid
from his eyes and mouth, mutating them into the pits that adorned the
creatures face. The endless fluid flowed down and stained his face, running
onto his tarnished uniform.
If they dont care, why is this happening to me? Holden asked.
Because it had to happen to someone. The other him leaned forward. Oily
rivers ran down his face. Because you made the wrong choice at the right time.
Of all the possible fates to befall all the people alive, you failed to act when you
should have. Or acted when you shouldnt. In the end it doesnt matter.
Holden stared at the other him. It leaned closer, that black weeping dribbling
to fill the space between them and flowing close to his feet. As if the vitality
of the other Holden flowed with that foul liquor, its skin grew sallow and
began to wither. Its face drew tight as its teeth dropped away like a handful
of tiny stones.
Holden gaped at the grotesque version of himself, choking on his words.
Then how can I stop this from happening?
Sweet child. As if it was ever up to you.
There was a moment of quiet. Holden felt the eyes of the wounded
upon him. He heard them murmuring. One of Holdens stretcherbearers approached. You say youre wounded?
Holden couldnt meet the womans eyes. I didnt mean to
She cut him off, speaking loud enough for all to hear. If you werent
here, all of us would be dead. Get on the train.
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