MY APOCALYPSE

There’s a place that I’ve found

As far as I can see
This place, lies within
The depths of my dreams
In a garden surrounded
By fire and trees
Through the smoke a silhouette I can barely see
There’s a man with an axe
Standing in the rain

Looked me straight in the eyes

This is what he had to say

Never fall asleep

You won’t wake up
Destroy the guillotine
Before he does

I walk with shadows

(you have to find a better way)
I walk with shadows
(the questions I will never say)
Hiding from the gallows
(they keep me safe and sane)
So I walk with shadows
(the ways of burning down this house)

End transmission
The satellites are down
I need an earthquake
To shake this pity
OFF THE GROUND

Just don’t trust these liars at the door

(you have to find a better way)
Kill the ones that have these answers for
(the questions I will never say)

Never fall asleep

You won’t wake up
Destroy the guillotine
Before he does

I walk with shadows

(you have to find a better way)
I walk with shadows
(the questions I will never say)
Hiding from the gallows
(they keep me safe and sane)
So I walk with shadows
(the ways of burning down this house)

End transmission
The satellites are down
I need an earthquake
To shake this pity
Off the ground

All the vibrant colors I see

And the shades that fill the grey

Pain
The pain
Pain
The pain
Pain the pain
Pain
[x2]

Hiding from the gallows

(you have to find a better way)
I walk with shadows
(the questions I will never say)
Hiding from the gallows
(they keep me safe and sane)
So I walk with shadows
(the ways of burning down this house)
NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR TRUTH IN CLICHE

Hurtful words,
From my enemies of the last five years,
What's it like to die alone?

How does it feel when tears freeze,

When you cry?
The blood in your veins is twenty below.

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,

Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,

Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,

Something I cannot forget.

So for now, take this down a notch,

Crash my car through your window,
Make sure you're still alive,
Just in time to kill you,

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,

Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,

Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,

Something I cannot forget.

I can't take this (take) anymore

I can't take this (take) anymore
I can't take this (take) anymore
(I cannot feel what you've done to me)
I can't take this (take) anymore
(What you've done to me)
So for now, take this down a notch,
Crash my car through your window,
(Window)

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,

Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,

Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,

Something I cannot forget

SITUATIONS

Situations are irrelevant now.

She loves the way that I tease,
I love the way that she breathes

I touched her ooh, she touched my ahhh, it was the craziest thing.
I love the girls who hate to love because they're just like me.
A certain girl she took my hand and ran it up her thigh.
She licked her lips and pulled my hair, I fall in love for a night

She can't behave and I'm just a slave,

don't worry I'll be gone when the morning comes.

Darling what is going on?

Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
dying is your latest fashion.

The frustration it's a regular thing

I hate the ones who love to hate because they're just like me.
A certain girl she took her hand and put it in my lap
It's way too..., she said once you have me you'll always come back.

She can't behave and I'm just a slave,

don't worry I'll be gone when the morning comes.

Darling what is going on?

Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
dying is your latest fashion.

I know you love to resist

and all it takes is a kiss
and you just love to hate me.

You know you love all the lies

so don't act surprised
that I just love to hate you.

I kissed your lips you pulled my hair it was the craziest thing.
I love the girls who love to hate. [Breathing]
(Whoa) Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins,
dying is your latest fashion

Darling (leave me) what is going on?

Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me (darling) go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins,
dying is your favorite passion
THE GUILLOTINE

so lock and load mercenaries

I see the smoke from the hilltop
they march one by one
the battled starts adversaries
we bathe in our blood
the worst is yet to come
we've reached the covenant
to kill what we have started
kill the machines
we've spawned to fight in the darkest hour

they really need to know

we really gotta go
(we fight to live, we fight for pride) they really need to know
(we won't back down the weak won't survive) we really gotta go

we stay here tonight (don't let them find us or we're dead)

promise me you won't leave my side (the warmest place to lie my head)
and when the sun comes up we fight (don't let them find us or we're dead)
so promise me you won't leave my side

trace the blood back to the grave

the smoke has cleared
thousands are destroyed
they send signals no salvation
we fight in lock out
scope is ready to go
armed with explosives
spartans stand alone

they really need to know

we really gotta go
(we fight to live, we fight for pride) they really need to know
(we won't back down the weak won't survive) we really gotta go

we stay here tonight (don't let them find us or we're dead)

promise me you won't leave my side (the warmest place to lie my head)
and when the sun comes up we fight (don't let them find us or we're dead)
so promise me you won't leave my side

we stay here tonight (don't let them find us or we're dead)

promise me you won't leave my side (the warmest place to lie my head)
and when the sun comes up we fight (don't let them find us or we're dead)
so promise me you won't leave my side
charge the gates with rust on their gears
they seek destruction and kill the functions
charge the gates with rust on their gears
they seek destruction and kill the functions
charge the gates with rust on their gears
they seek destruction and kill the functions
charge the gates with rust on their gears... [fading away]
FRIENDS AND ALIBIS

Oh, I hate to be the one to bear the bad news

Yes, it is true
I finally fell in love
I fell so hard that I'm killing myself
Yes, I need out
Out of this grave that I've dug

And all the friends that I have gone through

And how much I deserve the pain
It's a shame

So hold your head

Hold it up high
Here's to the friends that were alibis
Keep this close by your side
When I come home we will have our night

Oh, they always told me I was gorgeous in a way

And that fateful day
I found who I was
So fill this hole with my prescriptions
I just keep feeding my addictions

And all the friends that I have gone through

And how much I deserve the pain
It's a shame

So hold your head

Hold it up high
Here's to the friends that were alibis
Keep this close by your side
When I come home we will have our night
We will have our night

You were the ones that stood by my side, whoa

And I was the one that fought all of your fights
Go!

(Hold your head, hold it up high) Whoa

(Keep this close by your side) Whoa

So hold your head

Hold it high
Here's to the friends that were alibis
Keep this close by your side
When I come home we will have our night

Hold your head

Hold it up high
Here's to the friends that were alibis
Keep this close by your side
When I come home we will have our night

Hold your head

Hold it up high
Here's to the friends that were alibis
Keep this close by your side
When I come home we will have our night
We will have our night
CELLAR DOOR

We walk through the doorway, heard you calling from the hall
To find you in the bedroom not breathing at all
I drag your body to the cellar where we lay, the wax it melts away,
I kiss your face...

Now we are starting to love you more

Your body's on the canvas I painted on the floor

[Chorus:]
Now you wait, like the drug, like the change in the pain it goes on for
so long
And oh, how it hurts in the worst way, now that you're gone, it's so
wrong, it's so wrong....

If I could take you somewhere, I'd take you to the darkest place,
scatter you in art forms, admire the whore
beauty in different ways, your hands on picture frames
your eyes in the glass wear your face as a mask

Now they are starting to love you more

a gallery of your beauty, no charge at the door

[Chorus:]
As you wait, like the drug, like the change in the pain it goes on for so
long
And oh, how it hurts in the worst way, now that you're gone, it's so
wrong, it's so wrong....

And down below your veins run dry your vacant eyes
I lost control your face is pale, your body's cold
And down below your veins run dry your vacant eyes
I lost control your face is pale, your body's cold

[Chorus:]
Wait, like the drug, like the change in the pain it goes on for so long
And oh, how it hurts in the worst way, now that you're gone, it's so
wrong, it's so wrong...

It's so wrong.....[x8]
REVERSE THIS CURSE

A withered past and a blurry future,

My hearts on an auction,
It goes out to the highest bid.

I live to fast, and I know I will lose her,

But there is an option, to die is to live in her head.

So I'll hang on, never let go.

I dug this pain into my chest.

[Chorus:]
It's dead
One last chance to reverse this curse,
You stole my heart but I had it first.
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose, so let me tell you the truth.

A deadly wish but it should've come sooner,

A corpse in a funeral that I would never attend.
There is a light on in the back of this house,
But you're not around, to die is to live in her head.

So I'll hang on, never let go.

I dug this pain into my chest.

[Chorus:]
It's dead
One last chance to reverse this curse,
You stole my heart but I had it first.
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose so let me tell you the truth.

So, this goes, out to, the ones that fall in love,
And to, the girl, that filled my dark.

Last night I had the weirdest dream,

That you and I drove off the darkest streets,
Passing through these city lights,
Closure for the kids that died.

One last chance to reverse this curse,

You stole my heart but I had it first,
And now I see you've got something to prove,
And nothing to lose so let me tell you the truth.
[x2]

So, this goes, out to, the ones that fall in love.
An to, the girl, that filled, my, dark
THE DAY I LEFT THE WOMB

Mother, where are you today?

You took a piece of me the day you went away,
No recollection noe the smell of your perfume,
I took a piece of you the day I left the womb.

Brother, put your needles down.

The best thing for you is to leave this awful town.
Pretty soon, you'll have kids to feed.
If you see mother, tell her I can sing.

[Chorus:]
Please don't worry, I am doing fine.
You're much to busy, to even find the time,
So use your chemicals and take this to your grave,
The boys you left are men you didn't raise.

And daddy, how are you today?

You must be proud of the boys that you have raised.
Your withered heart, and everything its seen,
Your guts and callises, you had kids to feed.
You had kids to feed.

[Chorus:]
Please don't worry, I am doing fine.
You're much to busy, to even find the time,
So use your chemicals and take this to your grave,
The boys you left are men you didn't raise.
THERE'S NO SYMPATHY FOR THE DEAD

Oh my god, I have the remedy for love

I struck the glass and broke the bones inside my fist, but I'm ok

I cannot change you, you'll never change

I never would expect to break this in the end

Something so profound, something you won't expect

take this scripture like a picture and wear it around your neck
the sky it opens up
don't get swallowed by the flames
what's mine is yours and yours is mine so take me away

you hear the sounds, to carry out

there's no sympathy for the dead
it swells and I, was never the same
there's no sympathy for the dead
we dance like zombies do in the middle of the rain
we see the stones falling from the sky (on fire)
the blinding light beaming from your eyes (our desire)
life has died, yet we're still alive and down below
a sea of damned crashing like a tidal wave

I cannot change you, you'll never change

I never would expect to break this in the end

I can't breathe
wake up from this nightmare that I'm in
dive into a holy river and wash away my sins
as I reach (sanctified) the surface of the water now
I will breathe and burn out my eyes

you hear the sounds, to carry out

there's no sympathy for the dead
it swells and I, was never the same
there's no sympathy for the dead
we dance like zombies do in the middle of the rain
we see the stones falling from the sky (on fire)
the blinding light beaming from your eyes (our desire)
life has died, yet we're still alive and down below
a sea of damned crashing like a tidal wave

So take the medicines to quench the pain we have

and walk until the end, until you've reached the sun
a hundred thousand wings, soaring through the sky
at intense speeds, we can't catch with our eyes
you hear the sounds of a third carried out
just wait (just wait)
you hesitate

I have the remedy to this poisonous kiss

I struck the glass, it shatters bones in my fist
I have the remedy to this poisonous kiss
I struck the glass, it shatters bones in my fist
I have the remedy to this poisonous kiss
I struck the glass, it shatters bones in my fist
I have the remedy to this poisonous kiss
I struck the glass, it shatters bones in my fist
LETRA ' WHEN I GO OUT, I WANT TO GO OUT ON A CHARIOT OF FIRE

He had a plan to kill you all along,

The evidence was hidden in this song,
I was a ghost,
I was there at the scene,
As the embers rise, my hands,
Smelled like gasoline,

So, the headlights murdered my thoughts,

I curse this taste that's on my tongue,
This taste will last until I rip it out,
No, I won't need these gloves,
Her bones are withered away, but your ghost will remain.

You're the only one that wore your seatbelt,

We're the only ones that cried,
Catastrophic accidents,
You're the only one that died.

[Chorus:]
So keep my casket closed,
Your heart beats under the floor,
It haunts me in my dreams,
But nothing's as it seems,

Hallelujah,
So just believe in me,
Never let you down,
Drive all the way,

You're the only one that wore your seatbelt,

We're the only ones that cried,
Catastrophic accidents,
You're the only one that died.

[Chorus]

Tried so hard,
To heal the scars and touch her heart.
I was to blame,
For the reasons and the absence of my faith.
[x2]

You say that there's no

(I never thought, I would never expect for this to turn out this way.)
Answers and I,
(Down below, lies your bones, they're cold and withered away)

You say that there's no answers and I,

(I never thought, I would never expect for this to turn out this way,
down below)

I was a ghost.

What did you expect?

(It was never enough, it was never enough, it was never enough, now was
it?)
[x3]

Down below,
Lies your bones,
I'm dancing with your ghost,
I hope and pray that someday,

[Chorus x2]

I was a ghost.
(But nothing's as it seems)