Hello Ate #M, tangkag, pikot, gwapa, ayus tingog ug uban pa.

*clears throat* I miss our friendship. I miss talking to you

on the phone, texting, chatting and just having you there to
listen to me when I’m having a bad day. I miss you giving me
advice on everything, I miss having you as my sister at
heart. I miss our friendship. Remember when you were the
first person I’d run to when something went wrong? You were
always there for me. You always listened and did everything
on Earth possible just to try and make me smile. But it’s
not like that now. We never hit each other up for plans, or
text each other just to see what we’re doing. We never go to
each other for help like we used to, nor do we even inform
each other of anything new happening in our lives.
Apparently, I’m the one who screwed up in this friendship,
I’d like to talk to you once more about what happened.
Everyday I think about it and it just makes life harder.
Crying and crying.. Keep on praying coz I believe there's
still a chance our frndship will come into place...They said
that frndship break ups is more painful than boyfrnd/grlfrnd
break ups. *sigh. You don't know this but you hurt me too,
that's why i was carried away with my emotions and decided
to end our friendship that time. My life was changed when I
knew our friendship no longer existed. I know I was wrong, I
know I messed up, I'm sorry for all the things I let go to
my head, I'm sorry for all the things that I said that day.
I'll make it better now. I'll make it right as long as you
promise we're never to fight again. I'm sorry for my
attitude. I am Sorry for the pain I caused you, I feel so
bad. Hopefully, one day you’ll realize that I’m seriously
trying to get our friendship back into place, but until then
I guess I’ll just have to try and move on because I don’t
think you want anything to do with me anymore. Actually I'm
not a prideful person it's just that I want to give you
space and time, bcoz I was so shy of my decision that night,
that in the 1st place Ate ka tas manghud rmn unta ko.
Teehee!!

I don't know if you can still forgive me. You're really

important to me, aside from being my sister you're the one
who helps me to become a better person through your advises
that sinks into my heart and mind and gives a big impact to
my life. I think that night I'll be happy with that decision
but I'm full of regrets now! But I guess I’ll just have to
deal with these changes. I valued/treasured our friendship
over everything and now that its slipped away. *sigh* I miss
you te #M. I want our frndship back or maybe restart our
frndship. You're worthy to be my sister!

And now i just want to leave you this quote "The people who
get upset with each other over the stupidest of things are
usually the ones who care the most!" ~You may find this
(message) funny and very dramatic but this is what I feel
and what I want to say to you. Uuughhh!! that's why I'm
sitting here typing this up. Please bear with me. Thanks!
And sorry for my grammar. Hoho

^^I love youu sissy! God bless you. Take Care always and
make the most out of yer days.

I really can’t find words that are strong enough to express

how much you mean to me and how much I thank you for all the
things you’ve shown me, the many things you’ve done for me
and all the times that you were there. I just wanted to let
you know how much I need you, and how much you mean to me.
You're my dearest sister/friend, the person I always turn to
with my heart and soul. You're always there for me, ready to
offer an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on, a heart to
feel and that means the world to me. I'll be there beside
you through both the good times and the bad times. I'll be
your light and warmth when the road gets rough. I’ll
encourage you when you hesitate. I've met a lot of people,
but no one like you. I knew from the start that there was
something special about you. You touched my life and
wouldn't let go. You brought unimaginable joy and warmth to
my life. You've made me feel like a better person, able to
take on the world. I think we were destined to become
friends/sisters, and I'm grateful for whatever brought us
together. A true friend is someone who listens, someone who
supports, and someone who is always there. A true friend is
you. You are so special to me and you cannot be replaced.
You are always willing to help no matter what the situation
holds. You always supported me and have helped me through
the tough times. I hope one day you can lean on me as much
as I've leaned on you. Our friendship helps me realize how
lucky I am. And I thank God for bringing you into my life.
I'm here for you. During day or night, during rain or snow,
I'll help you any way I can. All you have to do is say the
word, and I'll be there to lend a hand. I don't know if many
people in this world would understand, but to have a friend
like you is like finding a silver heart in a bag of sand.
You are the only who I can tell my soul to, who can relate
to me like no other, who I can laugh with to no extents, who
can help me with all the problems I have to face of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me, let me down or told
me I wasn’t good enough. You crack me up with laughter and
touch my heart with your kindness. I don’t think you know
what that means to me. You have gone through so much pain
which I caused you (But past is past. Hahah) and you still
have time for me. I hope you know that I will always be
there to listen to you, laugh with you, cry with you and
help you in all the ways I possibly can. Through tears and
smiles, laughter and heartache, you've been a part of my
life. Your thoughtfulness is greatly appreciated. I hope you
know you have impacted so many peoples lives and I would not
be the person I am today without you. In times of trouble
and in times of thanks you stood by my side and held me up.
You supported me when I was in tears and even when I was
happy. I’ve never needed anyone so much in my whole entire
life as much as I need you now. You mean so much to me. I
would fall apart if we ever said goodbye or if anything ever
happens to our friendship. You will always hold a special
place in my heart where only you can touch. I hope you know
how much I need you there. These arms for you are open so
you can hug me close to your heart.

#HappyFriendshipDay Ate Myanskieee!! Imy. See you soonest!!

I love youuuu sisssy. *huugs. Just take care of yourself
always, okaay? God bless! Lablab. Make the most out of yer
days!

As I lay here in my bed recalling all that I've learned, I

am thinking about all that you and I have experienced and
been through together (good and bad) and my actions of the
past.

I am incredibly embarrassed and ashamed for all the bad that

I've said and done, all the arguing and yelling, more
importantly the embarrassment and unequivocal hurt and
sadness I have caused you. It's so hard to think of the
tremendous damage I have caused to break apart every good
thing you were trying to build for us. You are right, I do
have high emotions and where we were concerned I wasn't
strong enough. My insecurities and inability to effectively
manage how I was feeling at times has caused me to lose my
frnd, my Sister, the person I gave all my trust. I feel
alone and sad and hurt now because of my own thoughtless
actions.
I have been focusing and working a lot on myself in that
area. I have learned a great deal on how to manage and
effectively communicate what I am feeling. I really want to
thank you for helping me to identify that. There was a lot
that I didn't realize and experience until you came into my
life. You have helped me grow and learn so much.

These are my words which probably don't mean a thing to you

now, but I needed to let you know the truth about how I feel
and the truth about what is and always has been. Every mean,
deep cutting, cruel, hurtful, and horrid thing I ever said
to you, I want you to know, need you to know, that those are
not my true feelings. (excluded ang positive/s)

You are such a wonderful person. You must know that every
mean thing I ever said was said out of pain, a lot of hard,
deep, undiluted pain.
You will say that I've said these things before but the
difference now is that I've done it. I have corrected and
changed the faults within myself that caused the rift
between us and I am continuing to take advantage of the help
that I've found.

I also understand why and how you could think I am

manipulative, because I have made apologies before but I
didn't hold long to the promises I made or the things I
expressed in those apologies and I know that it seemed that
when things were back to normal I would revert back to the
actions and attitude I had before I apologized. You have
given me so much and shown me so much and I will forever be
thankful for the profound effect you've had on me and in my
life. I know I didn't show you the appreciation I should
have, but I must inform you now, that although I said things
and did things to the contrary, I did appreciate you, so
much.

So, this was one of the steps taught, to attempt to make

peace with people in our past whom we've hurt or hurt us or
had a misunderstanding or falling out with etc. And whether
the result is positive or negative, whether they accept or
reject our apology is up to them, and is ok because we at
least tried and we can use that towards self betterment.
No matter the reaction of the person or people we try to
make peace with we can use it as a positive dose to our
efforts.

I have asked God to forgive me for hurting one of his

angels. I know I will have to answer to him some day. I have
made peace with myself and with God, now I want to make
peace with you. Once more I want, need, to say, with every
sincerity and feeling , I'M SO SORRY.

I know my Sorry may not mean that much to you, but I can say
it means a lifetime of our friendship. This thing I want to
say to you (from the heart) "I won't promise to be your
friend/sister forever, because I won't live that long. BUT
LET ME BE YOUR FRIEND/SISTER AS LONG AS I LIVE.."

Mura jud tag uyab ani te. HAHAHA srsly! Gkapoy na kykos mga
drama'2 natuuuu. Mangatawa nata b. Gmingaw na kykos atung
frndship nga grbe ka lingaw. Pero I know d jud maiwasan ang
conflict/s. Hope ngkasinabot nata and na answer na nko imung
gkalibogan. Coz I know there are some things na dli jd clear
semuuu when it comes satung frndship. Tbh! And dapat dli nta
dpt ma stressed ani kay mawagtang nia atung ka'GWAPA. Oooops
HAHAHAAH! SorryNotSorry. Lablab Ate Myanskie! Take Care and
God bless you always.
I've thought about writing this for a long time. It was not
easy in the least. I hope it'll be the last najuuuud. Baaa?
Hihihi kapoyan sd bia kag basa ani ng in.ani kataas. Yes i
know, Hahaha! #DRAMAHAR