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SKYLER JAYE
BLAZEVOX[BOOKS]
Buffalo, New York
A Mountain Of Past Lives & Things I’ve Learned
By Skyler Jaye
Copyright © 2018
First Edition
ISBN: 978-1-60964-313-3
Library of Congress Control Number: 2018939203
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A Mountain of Past-Lives
& Things I’ve Learned
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I.
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II.
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III.
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Methods of the Voiceless
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The First Time
Like the kind you rip off your presents during Christmas
except this was not a gift.
I should have known by the shape of your pocket-knife
fingertips that the tool you used so loosely was
not the only sharp object
in the room.
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I used those words to justify
the bruises beneath
my hipbones that resemble
the pieces of a xylophone.
My waist sang a melody that you
pretended not to know the words to,
your fingertips burned a harmony
that would never match mine.
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I lost count.
I lost count of the times that you ignored the protests,
the picket signs in my eyes and the
body-mind union strikes.
In my lesson on sovereignty
I learned to never raise
a white flag.
To conquer your territory, you only raise red.
Like the lips that rang with objection
My anatomy
cannot be bargained for.
In reality,
I wrote the apology letter for myself
because
I don't owe you a damn thing.
Not my body,
not my sorrys.
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Borrowed god
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that I’m not here to beg.
I’m not looking for a space in your home when
I finally finish rotting,
I’m not asking you to cure me.
I don’t take you as a magic maker.
To be honest,
I don’t take you for much at all.
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You ignore the damaged of your created.
The ones who breathe sin because
that’s all they know.
The ones who don’t believe in you.
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