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Bestialis – StreetShaman under the Christian cross 2006

© Andrè M. Pietroschek, all rights reserved
TRANSLATION excerpts of another unappreciated text by me... Adult topics, harsh
words, sex and
Dear readers of the test-version, violence mentioned!

please keep in mind that even well-meant actions can turn out to be utterly wrong, criminal or
destructive in the real world (of science, cause and effect). The opposite of well-made is well-
meant a German band was singing in the radio. Once more, I am a pauper and I know that besides
financial and society-based flaws the only perfection in my life was the inevitability of my downfall.

This means, to waste my youth on roleplay and years of my adult life on „spiritual“ topics, I spoiled
all chances to ever make a great career. It means, too, that I had seven days per week where most
of you usually only have „that one weekend-course“.

Personally I guess it could be noted that I try to be honest on adult topics. Further I am avoiding
some slang to write more respectfully.

I made certain notes to avoid misunderstandings and confusion even in my fictional files. Legally I am
not responsible for someone claiming to having become insane due reading my stuff though. This
text is not about morals though and please don't worry, I know some basics about vice and
subterfuge.

For the topics of this file it may become necessary that:

● You do not take my words for granted, think critically and focus on what works in reality.
Sounds good or reads good is not enough. That was the first insight of my own approaches
to the occult many years ago.
● Let your realism reign. Emotions are subjective. It is not about denial of their power and
function just that „even true love won't clean my bathroom“. I write mostly by intuition and
about stuff I feel / care for. If we overglorify it we become „blinded“ though.
● Marriage (Synthesis)! Sure, a real experience is usually made up of what happens, how we
handle it (or if) and what we think and feel about it. Sometimes years later, looking back.
● Did anybody else doubt that I would attempt to offer a less negative approach? I did.
● You should not assume that what I mention means you have to start that charade about the
native Americans or „the Celts“ again. No Tolkien either, this is not a fantasy file. We are on
planet earth and have a real life, here and now.
● Keep in mind that shamanism as defined in esoterica stores has loads of scientific research
labeling it what I would call „drug-crazed“ or outright insane. I toy with the term shaman for
I read cute fiction on it, or maybe I am just another nut-job? ☺
I would nearly dare to promise, that no animal behaves as stupid, as humans who didn't yet fully
understand what is going on. Please do yourself and society the favour of not freaking out? It doesn't
matter if reading this file makes you think me a saint or a monster (polarized here). I am not a guru
and I don't beg for „Waco reenactment“, no matter what side I would be on or what role I would be in.

Please keep in mind that this text is intended as a stand-alone file. I cannot quote all I would like
without permission and I do not try to hide behind false credentials. If you selected this file on
impulse or due intuition you will sense what passages are for you, I hope. Further you do not need to
join a sect or worship anybody to live a happy life, as far as I know.

As German on German ground, once more: I care about the American law nearly as much as the
Americans care about ours. Those who thought not at all? might be close to the truth, sadly.

Even though it is neither my wish nor my role, remember that not all stuff which keeps you from
indulging spiritual paths is wrong. A family or a job can be beneficial, not just the negative version.
Do not go to extremes, democracy even if we don't like or don't need it, is based more on balance
under a corrupted, self-declared elite...ahem. That was too honest I guess?

In the detailed original version I had mentioned that I once made the „spiritual experience“ of being a
fox running through a forest before the so-called minds eye, not in the real world. I further
mentioned that it was drug-free and gave no magick powers or similar. It was a nice moment of
experiencing the synergy of emotion and mind. A better meditation equivalent for shamanic to
druidic symbolism-based approaches. No more no less, no replacement for money or a proper
woman either.

Years with self-defence courses and martial arts? A fox would even have to struggle against a
dedicated poodle! And we know combat-dogs here in Germany. Just to round up that symbols are
not all gold and glamour! On forests many of us know that tale about the forest where time passes
by differently, one will escape too late, finding one is too old to continue existence as one knew it
was meant. Damnation which many modern people cause due drugs, delusions and dreams?

I am quite certain that I am neither the best nor the only one who had to make it through tough
periods in life. I wouldn't consider myself to be superior, just that I handle problems differently. For
those who cannot gain any new insight or inspiration here: I am sorry that I wasted your time.
I am sorry because I would like to „give it back“ yet cannot do so.

Yet what if this petty text is already enough to make you, dear readers, realize that you wasted
precious years of your own life on a path not made for you? Did you live against your own soul even
knowing death will end all remaining options? The more competent we are the more „shocking“
can it be to become aware of our own failures, flaws or mistakes...

Prejudice, racism and hubris are certainly common flaws in all occult & esoteric scenes.
Don't panic and rely on your ability to recover and handle whatever shocked you during „spiritual
endeavours“ would be my instant-advise. I suffered more than I wanted in life and many have to
suffer even more. It's among those facts we may have caused as a species. Enough introduction.

First steps which may become Definitions:

1. Everyday-Shamanism: The spiritual and emotional side of existence which often emanates
due sympathy for animals and nature, well-being when talking a walk through healthy
surroundings and sometimes intuitive (naiv label it paranormal or preternatural) insights.
Awareness handled properly (understood) often gives, what extra-sensory perception
promised.
2. Intuitive understanding can happen in life, if telepathy would be that common (or existent at
all) we would never have invented cellular phones or such. I don't deny certain talents or
gifts, just that I do not think they root in magic or ghosts.
3. Druidic approach to life: No memorized folly about Stonehenge and such, living attuned to
nature and other life-forms (including neighbours). Often seen as the more hermetic or
more educated approach for historical druids had writings where shamans preferred other
sources and was tribal yet. My words are not well enough here for in Germany it is still so
common that I needed no detailed clarity on that point. Sorry.
● Some classic cliche: Shamans could talk to ghosts and animals. True, anybody can do. Just
that few get a real answer and no evidence of them teaching us powers were ever found.
Same on existence of ghosts. Healers. If shaman, druid, wiccan and herbal healers are
everywhere why did we have to invent any medical science? Because nobody made the job
before. Understanding animals needs lore, instincts and non-verbal communication more
than it needs magick or esoterica.
● Spirits – I will mention more a bit later in this file. About the roots of what made fantasy
depict shaman and druid partially among necromancy.

If the shamanic initiation is really done by animals and ghosts, then why should anybody ever write a
book about it? It would be teaching it precisely to those that the „shamanic-bosses and power-
sources“ consider unworthy of learning anything about it. Bragging and secrecy, occult and public.
That synthesis failed too often to be considered the generic solution to me.

● Shamanic Journeys: Someone wrote about it and plenty of fools believe in it. Yet they may
not be real at all. Further it is quite difficult to distinguish such from fallacy, delusion or
hallucination, especially for they are often just an excuse for drugs. Gravity was there
before we had a name for it, time passed before we understood how. Just spiritual and
religious stuff is man-made and therefore it always has some mistakes. It cannot be perfect
for we are not perfect. And if we just need to want it, how can I be poor in a world of such
instant-miracles? Torture? HIV? War-Crimes? Disease?
 ● Autosuggestion is a common explanation. You heard or read about shamanic journeys and
latently complied. You wanted to fulfill that definition for you promised yourself benefits by
doing this? A good point on why so many manipulators and rogues make it under guises of
spiritual teachings.

I am tired of translating notes which anybody with common sense left will understand without me
anyway. This translation will be quite much shorter than the original.

● Satanism may not bring power, mundane or magical. Yet a satanic woman high on drugs
may do impressing sexual favours?
● If esoterica or occult would be appreciated by society then they would not allow idiots and
dogmatic submissive types to ever gain the slightest foot in that door, symbolical here.
● Believing in false prophets just because they claim something or became president is your
mistake and if you do no realize it, you don't deserve better.
● Parasits going for your money and exploiting you... why didn't you stop them. Afraid you
couldn't make it without them? Weak. Too afraid of death? Doesn't make you immortal either.
● Odin. They lost quite many battles and wars, too. Seems such dabbling does not make us
win? Jormungandr's truth wouldn't be kept secret if they were not trying to deceive. Since
the vikings there was nothing that polytheism or monotheism didn't get done without them.
„Little notes“ so you can think along

If I would have to select a common lie / legend from shamanism than I would take this one:

Shamans and their warriors (by definition) are reborn animals who died before their time. This may
be the grace of god, complete nonsense or spiritual truth of ceremonial high ranks. I don't care.

Shamans are weaker than their warriors, including the kind of powers associated with shamans.
Even oldest sources mentioned it, it was usually deleted or ignored to make money that those
authors and course guides never deserved anyway.

One great experience is that enlightenment does not cover the expenses of living for most of us
mortals and that I wasn't writing about idiotic freaks behaving like brain-damaged children who
imitate animals.

● Cabbala? Could a god who wants to eradicate us simply mean that even in the bible-age
( around the year 0 ergo about two thousand years ago) our lifestyles made us collide with
the reality we live in? It could explain a lot, including the failure to get loads of money upon
my bank account.
 Sorcery and magical prowess. Whenever you are surrounded by weak souls any sign of
competence will either be envied or worshipped as paranormal/religious gift. Handle it or get rid of
such acquaintances?

Do you know a guide or master and can you handle it? Personally I had it in chaos magick. Pete
Carroll I guess was the authors name. Chaos Magick is semi-hermetic by structure, even if they try
to avoid this being obvious.

One note cleanly formulated and plain to see there as in the sources of some bunch who wanted to
be associated with the Illuminati and Thanatos: Choose your own tools of imagination.

Few did. Because Pete decided for Terry Pratchet they turned into imitating apes once again.
Legitimate choice, yet no prowess towards competence. If you can't even do your own approach you
cannot handle it anyway.

Having been fantasy roleplayer I knew more fascinating alternatives and mixed it up as he had
written it. Worked. Well, it helped me sense more clearly what is fiction or futile and what is
beneficial along that path. Difficult and strenous though for fantasy roleplayers might decide to enjoy
a delusion and write rules for it instead of advancing real world occult studies. ☺

The black raven

Of course to take the meaning implies that you understood the meaning. I prefer the meaning as it
was in the fictional Lone Wolf of Magnamund or the fictional Witch's Wake by Rob Bartel. Yet I know
that Faustian glorified loser lore.

This is a free
electronic
publication,
permission-wise.

Karl Hans Welz

wrote a detailed file
named Black Raven
about Johannes
Faust.
In magick a newbie can do a lot. One thing newbies just cannot get de facto done is: Teaching or
writing anything noteworthy in that context.

The sword of reason is more a symbol and even when they began to admit that they knew and used
that mundane blade (as additional pseudo-paraphernalia) to help them focus their imagination, it
was folly. If you are still dependent on such crudges you do not know to go that way. Henceforth you
cannot write anything useful. Yes, making money.

In Germany we learned that killing newbies to avoid another Hitler is not the vile crime that those
sects and maniacs consider it to be under usual circumstances. Legally it is still murder. Yet I am
not the only one considering to camp those pseudo-occultists for meddling and making overdosed
mistakes due lack of responsibilty or of self-mastery.

● To camp: To cure by torturing them (cure them with their own medicine), inspired due
Guantanamo Bay & Nazi German concentration camps, the freak legion which tainted an
already difficult enough path for their own despicable and selfish agenda. Educational
science seems a bit helpless while terrorist bombs detonate, too. Their madness demanded
therapy, not attention or support.

People don't want to believe it and official propaganda states it is impossible (as impossible as a
second world-war was labeled ago) yet in truth a maximum of 48 hours & proper weapons is
„needed“ to make the European countries start „storming the Bastille“ of those officials. Outright
assassination (night of crystal scaled) and accepting a third world-war. The point is not if the people
can suffer more, the point is they do no longer accept to suffer while Hollywood/Political freaks get
rich.
● The Nazis were evil for what they did. Not all people seem satisfied with stopping the Nazis to
let someone else continue the crimes. Maybe the crucial point was missed once again by too
many greedy officials who forgot that good for their career does not make them immortal.

Is this dark enough for those who missed details on satanism which was more whimpish than
mundane subcultures anyway?
● Propaganda says getting rid of the governments is anarchy. In my opinion getting rid of
politicians is a humane necessity we neglected much too long already. Until I become one of
those highly overpaid politicians of course! ;o)

If people do not want war, then they do not continue precisely what makes other people accept
eradication-war as once more necessary. I am just a pauper, yet I prefer to take some of those
freaks with me when I have to die due their agenda. Roman empire (imperium romanum), like
America, was an military aggressor. Germans were barbarians who rarely ever invaded anyone
else. Roman empire is dust, the real Nazis are and the Americans can be defeated. Death does not
cure their madness, but it stops it so we can live our life?Was this death cult priesty enough for
those darker souls now?
 But politics do not belong here

First, true that's why I wrote them above this chapter? Politics are quite similar to what labeled
itself hermetic approaches, both in structure as in overdose of mistakes and flaws.

Those in power never want to realize that they made mistakes or committed outright crimes, yet
greed does not make them immortal. I do not consider myself less worthy than any Hollywood want-
to-be stars are paid and same is true on politicians. If they think money is futile then they should live
poverty and get out of our way.

Money is in all capitalist systems as crucial as fuel is for a car or electricity is for computers. It's
rarely what the stuff is about, just that the stuff can't be at all, if it is lacking.

A sign of learning – Quotes beyond pagans

Quote from writings of Benjamin Rowe, who

is by now reported dead.

Cute one, though I only know it is from NLP, not who

the original author is.
 Excuses for not translating the majority of pages

● Low download numbers anyway.

● No money gained due it and I have to keep looking for an income /
fulltime job.
● Somebody did ... „a ritual“ or „a psychic assault“ to keep me from
bringing the untainted truth of light and dark sides?

Quoting necromancy fiction so Chaos Magick won't feel neglected

Quoted from a work

for (old) Advanced
Dungeons & Dragons
of Steve Kurtz

The miracles of Celts & Druids

If you want to fall prey to hogwash you will get your chance as it seems. Is there any city on earth
where you do not meet somebody claiming to be initiated by one of the last druid or celtic masters?
Another billion masters who escaped a quite thorough inquisition and survived even though their
cultures are long dead? People who still behave like pervert lunatics surely become more
impressive when claiming to be taught by a shaman master or mistress? If they were taught
anything than to pester with idiotic claims and hollow phrases. My master is longer than yours?
 The Heretic Kings

The orignial detailed version needed clarification:

King is not about the medieval feudal system of government but hinting at a major arcane tarot card,
namely the emperor. One of it's meanings was revealer of truths.

Further, the definition of heretic varies even IF taken just in the Christian (Jesus Christ, fish cult)
context which I was born into. Heretics were either more competent and prudent or more pervert
and twisted than a church which still allows pedophiles and maniacs into their ranks wanted to
accept.

This text is not about religion ergo that couldn't be why I chose to name that chapter like it is. The
truth which emanates from be it Kelts or pagans, the cathars (eradicated by church) as so many
others, still remains truth. Gravity was there before we named it, people died long before we defined
death or made myths about it.

A handful of those „heretic kings“ which defy our church and government or at least the mainstream
definitions can be given examples for:

Multi-meanings are usually true when working in the real world, wrong when not. Sensing what
passages of this text are beneficial to the reading individual should be easier by first reading my
author info and clearly understanding (not just assuming or prejudicing) where my personal state
took toll on my so called objectivity?

● Science. For good as overdose often for inhumane bad, science has revealed lots of truth.
Science per se is not the enemy. Freaks claiming to be scientific while acting worse than any
yokel... see „camping“? Then would anybody ever waste years in seclusion when the occult
would really only demand theory and book-lore? No, that could be done at university.
Besides, I was among those „occult-crazed“ who intended to get functional stuff
scientifically explained. It's (to me) just not worth it.
● Science unveiled another known truth to our kind: Incompetent analysers and interviewers
who do not themselves fulfill the demands are a form of „sabotage“ to precisely the
prowess they claim to work for. Of course there are moments where this is true on me as
on anybody else. I wasn't talking against being human, I mean it against people who do it on
purpose, compulsively (instead of getting a competent therapist) as for agenda or payment.

● Soul, Ego, Faith, Folly, weirdism as delusion. They reveal truth, just not always to those
suffering through the state, sometimes the observers benefit more. Further, often it is just
our definition of it which is flawed, mistaken. I experienced too many people who claimed
what they don't like just must be evil. It's often simply true as sane.
 ● Honesty and realism are no good career-wise. Being a failure to society, I can't tell you
beneficial on that, please keep in mind if you need it.

Documentations have the questions I tried to point at before: How qualified are the people doing it?
Just because some studied history it doesn't mean that they really bring scientific results. Hubris is
common among academics and the facts betray their claims of competence or superiority too often.

Another often crucial form of „heresy“ or more modern written, deviance. The way we „craft“ or
take for granted what we perceive as us. Self-image. Self-image and reality, what they de facto are
versus what we believe, want or dread them to be. Positive thinking, this path of disillusionment
means we can learn to detect flaws which sabotage our perception or make life harder for us
otherwise. Ambivalence remains here as a kind of villain, nearly all conclusions can be „turned
around“, if done properly. Sometimes we know something is wrong yet continue the same old way of
life and then many of us know taking the risk to start a new approach only to find that the old way
(on traditions in example) was for a damn good reason (brought better results).

My apologies, I was reminded of a note I had read lately.

The price for hope?

After writing about psychic vampirism myself (based on La Vey and the Luciferian he stole fr... was
inspired by). I read an essay on it in a magazine recently. In a way, that is a price for hope? Years
ago I promised one of those ever-doubting hopeless cases that he will make some occult prowess in
context of our approach. Even though I am no prophet I spoke more truth then I appreciate looking
back.

Thomas succeeded in applying psychic vampirism, against me! So to say. It really is not a bad
symbology to take those draining ability of the Sith from Star Wars. In detail, when I got rid of that
influence and person, I had one of the few visualisations, which were in tune with the facts. Seems
that's differently from phantasizing. If I just daydream being rich then I am still the poor version of
me. If the „dream“ and the arrival/earning of lots of money come in tune with each other, than it
could have meaning.

Further against black and white thinking or simpletons. There is no guarantee on good or evil,
democratic or fascist or faithful and unfaithful. The truth is rarely a ritual or such is evil by itself. It's
what one makes of it. Example attempts:

● Healers are seen as „good“. Yet if one heals the people who eradicate you and your kind, is
this good to you, too?
● Curses are harmful, black and vile. Or a legal way to punish those who did evil to you, too.
Even the bible knew that the most hopeless case can be redeemed, if god wants it.
 A note on visualisation

Keep with the facts for they won't just vanish. Let's tale-tell something happens to you. Shut up.
Bragging rarely is the most beneficial way and those who benefit by it, know how to handle it.

You thought it is another day of routine in your life and then something happens. Let's take a fictional
example to avoid brain-wash paranoia. You talked to a workmate and when you got home that
evening you had just closed your eyes when before your inner eye you got a visual of your workmate
turning into a mindflayer and devouring your brain. The visual was even accompanied by pain and
sound. Wow, few computers offer that details?

It surely does not mean that your workmate is a tentacled villainous cannibal. It could symbolise
cannibalism, yet society has professionals investigating such crimes for a real proper reason. Leave
their job to them, or get them fired the official (or at least legal) way. The proper way I mean.

A mindflayer is evil and therefor even if you are evil it is not your comrade. What could this
symbology of this FICTIONAL example mean? That your workmate is a strenous fellow who takes toll
from you. Or maybe that while his verbal communication was as usual his non-verbal was hostile? I
was surprised how many people remained ignorant to people really hating them. It's those depicted
as fools in crime-don't-pays movies, pretty often.

● Hatred. A kind of emotion motivating mortal behaviour. While often depicted as dumb or
inferior, I mean the clearly to be sensed hard-core hostility which inspires deeds like
murder and torture. I am talking adult, not educational science utopia!

If you are in any religious or esoterica or occult it could mean, too or among others that your
workmates is an agent of hope. Someone going villain for taking a toll to verify your believes. Or a
real villain exploiting the mentor, guide or inspirational role. In this world trust is rare, betrayal is
plenty. Cause and effect, facts before assumptions. Spiritual and mundane often collide as indicator
that no matter if or how we define ranks, we still have much to learn.

Plain logic, science evidenced that we only use the minority of our brain functions via cognitive
thought and emotion.

Hierarchy. Often beneficial if done proper for society. Often a dead end or rotting-guarantee among
spiritual paths. Spirituality takes it's time and place due the way we as lifeforms function. Anything
else is men-made and surely has mistakes which could be avoided. Even if you want your guru to be
true he or she could be a lunatic or villain.

I consider this file completely futile. If feedback motivates further indulgence, maybe? Best wishes
from Germany to all who deserve it. Bye.