Some Things That Dont Make Sense

There are a few things that smell a little fishy and I would like to bring them into the clear light of day. These are things where my own personal experience does not jibe with the politically correct version that is so commonly accepted. Please bear with me in this, I have no particular adjenda. Im simply pointing out some things that seem odd to me.

First I will summarize and say that I personally believe planet A has ascended to 8th density and planet B has ascended as well into a beautiful crystalline light powered 3d world that belongs to all those life forms 7th density and below that are compatible with her new energy grid. This little summary has nothing to do with what smells fishy but sets the stage a bit. To paraphrase, I was recently told that I was perceived astrally as an entity that existed in fourth density just above 3rd density. I now realize the truth of this and wonder why it is? When at peace and not rising up or down the levels, why does my soul want to rest at this solar plexus level? This is an interesting question that I dont have the answers for. But it brings up an even more interesting point. It seems the so called reptilians are also perceived as occupying this level. So are they lower level fourth density or do their souls simply hover at lower level fourth density like mine does when at rest? Now over the past twenty years I have had numerous astral encounter (a nice way of saying conflicts) with serpent like creatures over the years and their ability to be sneaky has been very unsettling to me to say the least. Ive also felt that they are brothers and sisters in some way. I know that part of me is reptilian because I have fought, accepted and integrated it. But I remain strongly pro-human and pro-earth life. It is only recently that I have had encounters with non-reptilian space brothers and sisters. I sense these serpent like creatures to be those of the dinosaur race that ascended off the earth at the end of the dinosaur age. They are more closely related to us than one might think. Gaia seems to accept them a bit more than she does some other alien life forms. Perhaps because they have already been here for a long time. Now here is one of those fishy things. It has been maintained that the reptilians are fear based and draw their vitality and power from the fear that they generate. My own experience at the lower levels does not confirm this at all. My own experience has proven that the lowest energy is not fear at all but is instead sexual love. The energy of fear is that energy immediately above that of sexual love energy.

The fear energy is valid and it is experienced but it is not the lowest energy, not the one that gives life and power. The implication is staggering. The secret teaching of the OTO is that sperm and ovum energy or sexual energy is the same as the energy of spiritual light but on an octave above and beyond it. It is organic light. Spiritual light, clear light, evolved through a quantum leap into sexual energy, male and female. This is the profound teaching of the OTO and other sexually oriented magical teachings. (I am both a former OTO member and have the now outlawed book, OTO, Rituals and Sex Magick by Peter Konig.) One may include other teachers from other paths such as Mantak Chia and his Healing Tao series. The message seems clear, sexuality is sacred, sacred to life and sacred to God/dess. It appears to be the next evolution, the one beyond light and Gaia, mother earths ascension is an organic one, one that occurs through activation of the DNA. Her ascension is through the polarity of male and female. It also seems that our reptilian space brothers and sisters know this while those of the Galactic federation do not or at least are not talking about it. Why? And there is this hierarchy thing, why is sixth density better than fifth or fourth or even third? Does being at a higher density make one a more evolved person? Why do some souls hang up there in fifth density space while mine wants to hover around lower 4th density unless it is required somewhere else? I suspect it has something to do with having a female soul or having a male soul. Does that mean the reptilians have female souls? These are just a few questions that come to mind. I dont have any answers, at least none that I wish to say aloud. But I dont think we are being told everything and that bothers me a bit.

Bright blessings, -joe